Chapter 1053 Note (3)

That period of time in the hospital was really boring, but it was the most peaceful period of his life.

Until this moment, he had never doubted his sincerity at that time. He was really, really just a little bit close to falling in love with her.

He admitted that he had taken care of Tang Nuan. Rather than saying that he was obsessed with Tang Nuan, it was better to say that he was obsessed with the beautiful girl who borrowed books and poems from him in his youth.

He admitted that his heart had been moved by Song Song, but that kind of love was more of a family relationship. He could do anything for her, but he would not force anything on her.

But, you know what?

What kind of feeling did Cheng Qingcong give him at that time?

She gave him the feeling that he wanted to live his life like this.

Life is such a long word. When he pursued Tang Nuan, he never said that he would love her for the rest of his life. When he felt sorry for Song Song and was willing to marry him, he never thought that he could take care of her for the rest of his life.

However, he thought of "a lifetime" to Cheng Qingcong.

At that time, he felt that he had really found the girl who really deserved to live his life.

At that time, he still felt that Song Song was happy, and he could forget her with peace of mind and live the life he should live.

Although at that time, he wasn't sure what kind of emotion he had for her, whether it was touching or affection, he was really, really full of expectations for the future and her.

But, have you thought about it?

The beauty you see is all an illusion.

Your marriage is a deception, and the sadness and frustration you felt over the child you accidentally lost is a joke...

The woman you decided to live your life with cheated on you because of another man.

Of course he hates it... He hates it so much. He has never hated someone so much in his life.

Naturally, he would not make it easy for her so easily. He would want her to taste twice as much the feeling of falling from heaven to hell.

So he was nice to her, twice as nice. He watched with cold eyes as she sank into the beautiful imagination he gave her little by little. All he had in his heart was sneer and expectation.

He finally got what he wanted. The woman who was full of lies and scheming finally walked away from his life with scars.

He won, he should be happy...

But he wasn't as happy as he imagined. It was okay if he didn't see her. Once he saw her, his temper would get out of control.

He was such a good-tempered person...why was he so affected by her?

It wasn't until now that he realized that when he laid out a plan to seduce her little by little, he was also seduced by his own plan.

Maybe he had understood it deep down in his heart, but he had never wanted to let himself understand it, because he was afraid of regretting what he had done, so he had been holding on until now, when he heard that she was no longer in this city, his The strong support completely collapsed.

All this time, it wasn't her who was being awkward, it was him who was being awkward.

What he was thinking in his heart was different from what he expected. He couldn't accept the contrast, and he still couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart.

Song Qingchun liked Su Zhinian and he was jealous, but he didn't mind. He even sincerely wished that they could stay together for a lifetime and never be separated.

But Cheng Qingcong liked Su Zhinian, and he minded... He minded more than anyone else. He couldn't bear the fact that she was deceiving him for another man. He thought it was his own pride that was causing trouble. It wasn't until this moment that he understood that At that time, he was jealous.