Chapter 1830 Slowly Falling in Love with You 79

Chengling was dazed for quite a while, and finally recovered, but she was still at a loss.

She didn't dare to look at A Yan. She lowered her head, her eyelashes trembling, and instinctively raised her hand to wipe her lips. The most creepy thing for her was that A Yan's kiss made her mistakenly think it was Li. Encountered the illusion of kissing her.

If so, she could still think of Li Yu.

Chengling felt terrible... She didn't know why Li Yuyu was so deeply ingrained in her heart that she could never forget it...

It was precisely because of this that she did not dare to speak, nor did she want to face A Yan.

She remembered A Yan's words - the reason why the princess treats me well is because I look like the princess' sweetheart?

She can deny it in front of her brother, avoid it in front of A Yan, and even deceive herself, but what about now?

At this moment, after being kissed by A Yan, she was thinking about Li Yu.

Trembling slightly, Chengling took a deep breath, and stood up unsteadily, but her legs were a little soft, and she almost tripped over the table and chairs beside her. She wanted to push him away, but after Ayan helped her up, she knelt down silently.

Seeing him like this, Chengling's heart twitched even harder, she bit her lip and said calmly, "Ayan, what are you going to do?"

A Yan remained motionless, kneeling at his feet.

Chengling was very ashamed and annoyed, she rolled her eyes around, and finally went to throw him the notebook and pen that were placed by the bed.

Ayan froze for a moment, stretched out her hand to take the letter, knelt there with her head down and silently wrote a sentence - I plead guilty, the princess will punish me however she pleases.

Seeing this sentence, Cheng Ling's eyes became even redder, and she said angrily, "What crime do you plead guilty to?"

Ayan wrote dumbly - Ayan likes the princess, guilty.

At that moment, Cheng Ling felt that her whole heart was trembling violently, and she didn't know what to say.

All she knew was that seeing Ayan's words made her feel very uncomfortable and at a loss.

When did liking someone become a sin...

It was she who provoked A Yan first, if she was wrong, she was also wrong...

After a long time, Chengling slowly bent down and squatted down, she looked down at Ayan, and finally said softly: "There is nothing wrong with liking someone."

He is not Li Yu, so he will not use his favorite name to hurt himself, use himself, or deceive himself...

So Ayan's liking is a sincere liking.

If you want to say guilt, she is also guilty of Chengling.

It was she who broke Ayan's original life for no reason.

Hearing her words, Ayan raised his head in a daze, somewhat in disbelief, his eyes were slightly red, and he looked at Chengling.

"But what my brother told you is not wrong. I... did like a person who looks very similar to you. To be precise, your appearance is almost the same, but he is completely different from you. You are very simple. , Very sincere. If... I hadn't met him, maybe I wouldn't take the initiative to approach you... I believe you said you like it, but, Ayan, I haven't come out yet... I have no way to respond to you. "

She was afraid that Ayan would be hurt because of her, and she was even more afraid that she would accept Ayan before she got out of the word Li Yu. She couldn't do it, and it would be unfair to Ayan.

Ayan looked at her for a long time, then suddenly picked up the pen and wrote carefully—as long as the princess allows me to continue to like her, Ayan will be satisfied.

Such a careful and humble liking is like telling Chengling that he won't ask for half of her love, and it doesn't matter that there is another person in her heart, as long as she allows him to like it, it is already the greatest gift.

But in Shengling's eyes, what he said was extremely sad.

She opened her mouth slightly and said, "You... really don't have to be like this."

A Yan said——the princess is the person who treats me best in this world.

Chengling looked at Ayan, and was suddenly speechless.

She didn't know whether it was right or wrong to tacitly allow Ayan to continue liking her, but if she couldn't give him an exact response, why would he let him fall in love with her hopelessly for no reason.

Chengling wanted Ayan to give up by herself.

Therefore, in the next few days, apart from asking the imperial physician to come, Cheng Ling never saw A Yan again, but the people below told her that A Yan waited for her for three days but did not wait for her to come, so she went out of the inn moved away.

Ayan found another job and rented an old small house to live in.

Chengling knew all about him, but she just couldn't see him.

But soon Chengling found out that Ayan sneaked to the academy every day to bring her lunch again.

At first, Chengling was cruel and refused to eat, but Ayan didn't seem to be disappointed at all, and insisted on delivering meals to her every day.

After a few days like this, Chengling couldn't take it anymore, she left class early and went to the cafeteria to wait for Ayan to come, wanting to speak clearly with Ayan.

But on this day, A Yan did not come.

But Chengling didn't breathe a sigh of relief because of this, she started to think wildly, wondering why Ayan didn't come today... After school, Chengling hesitated again and again, and asked the people from the Princess Mansion to inquire about it. A person came back and reported that Ayan was hit by a carriage on the street today. I heard from a stall owner on that street that Ayan was hit badly, but the owner of the carriage was quite conscientious and took Ayan Yan took her to the hospital, and now she has sent Ayan back to her residence to recuperate.

After hearing these words, Chengling couldn't calm down immediately, and almost ran to Ayan's residence without thinking, just wanting to see Ayan well with her own eyes.

When she went, a very luxurious carriage was parked outside, Chengling was startled, presumably the owner of the carriage who bumped into A Yan had followed, but in the end it was they who bumped into someone, Chengling twisted Sister, I want to go in and settle accounts with the owner of the carriage.

The place where Ayan lived was very dilapidated, the door opened with a slight push, and Chengling walked in.

When she raised her hand to knock on the door, her little hand stopped in mid-air and did not go down.

She heard a strange voice coming from the room, "Come back with me, what's the point of you staying here."

Chengling's first reaction was that the people in the room might be Ayan's relatives.

But at the very next moment, Chengling felt terrified, and shivered all over her body. She always thought it was a dumb Ayan, and he spoke——

"I still have something to do."

His voice was slightly hoarse, deep and pleasant.

But it made Shengling's hair stand on end.

Because that was... Li Yu's voice.

It was the voice of Li Yu who told her "I've never liked a princess" with a blank face...

Chengling felt so cold all over her body, she couldn't stand up, but she still had to deceive herself and tell herself, maybe it's just the voices are similar...

But in the next moment, even this tiny last dim light was completely extinguished.

She heard another person in the room say, "Li Yu, do you know that your current situation is very dangerous?"

Chengling backed away trembling all over...

One step, one step back.