Chapter 1603 Except Wushan Is Not a Cloud 154

Although Xu Xu said "I can do it myself", he still refused to let go.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Xu Xu didn't care too much about him. He just breathed his own air and basked in the sun.

But because she knew that Gu Lin was right behind her, Xu Xu really couldn't concentrate on anything else, so after sitting on the swing for a while, she still couldn't help asking softly, "When are you leaving?"

If it was said that Gu Lin stood behind Xu Xu and was still dreaming about the future between them, then at this moment, Xu Xu's light words made Gu Lin instantly extinguish his thoughts , and it seemed that something had shattered abruptly.

He tried to speak, but found that his throat was really, really dry. After a while, he replied in a low voice, "Does Xuxu... hate me so much?"

Xu Xu lowered her head and looked at her hands which were put on by him with two soft gloves. The gloves were embroidered with two cute little flower patterns. Xu Xu gently touched her fingers, and she heard her own voice A low "hmm" sounded, as if without any emotion.

"Is it... No matter what I do, no matter what I do, Xuxu will never forgive me..." Gu Lin heard himself speak slowly, as if every word became so difficult, and even Breathing is also with a slight tremor.

He thought that after Xu Xu gave birth to two babies, the relationship between the two gradually eased, but in fact it was not like this, Xu Xu still refused to forgive him, Xu Xu still refused to forgive him... …

After Xu Xu heard Gu Lin's words, she lowered her eyes, her eyes were light, and she could clearly feel her fingers hidden in the gloves trembled slightly, as if her voice became a little unsteady: "Gu Lin you said, what, forgive..."

The harm he brought her was not a one-time harm.

It's the damage that has accumulated over time since I was a child, and finally broke out when I couldn't bear it...

She has tried very hard to forgive him, once, twice, three times...too many times...

In the end, he still broke her whole heart...

No matter what she is, she is just Xu Xu, a weak Xu Xu, she is not so strong, she does not have such a big heart, she can tolerate Gu Lin's repeated injuries...

When hurt to the extreme, the heart always breaks.

And her heart was broken, and she didn't think it could be put back together.

Gu Lin also tried to use the child as a shield, he said in a hoarse voice, "Children... are always innocent."

"Then why did you ask me to give birth to a child?"

"I……"

"Since you have never thought about my feelings from the beginning, why now, you must, want me to consider your feelings?"

Xu Xu thought he was calm enough, but there was still some uncontrollable sourness in his heart.

Why did he come to his side, thinking that if he treats her well, she must accept him?

The mistakes he should never have made, he committed them again and again, even if he really knew his mistakes... But the injuries she suffered were real, who can make up for the pain she suffered? That period of time when you were so painful? When she was most desperate, she even thought about death, who can make up for her?

After listening to Xu Xu's word for word, Gu Lin finally lowered his head and said softly, "I understand."