Don't Worry, This Is Not a Request for Leave

[First of all, today’s update is at the end of the previous volume. I haven’t done anything in the past two days]

To be honest, I'm a little panicked about the story in the new volume. I haven't fully figured out how to write it in many places, and the outline is still in its infancy.

As for trying new developments in the story, I'm not confident enough to write it well.

There is nothing more painful for an author than not being able to write.

Maybe it’s because I have accumulated too much pressure from the previous National War and Carvin. I originally planned to take a short break yesterday to write the extras and think about the next main plot.

But because of some boring and trivial things at home, my mentality exploded and I vented a lot of vulgar words in the group.

Although I did feel a lot better after telling it, it was really embarrassing for me as an author to do this in a book club (Black History +1, I have no shame in showing up in the group recently)

well...

After all, it may be that I have accumulated too much boredom and unhappiness during this period, and I was suddenly ignited by trivial matters like yesterday.

Moreover, the progress of the main plot is laggy. If it is a relaxing daily life, I will naturally know how to write it.

But this volume is a story that I have carefully prepared for a long time. I not only want to pursue those, I also want to write a great main story, so I am very worried that I will not be able to write it well.

I can't think of a perfect development, and I can't satisfy myself with what I write. To be honest, this makes me very upset.

More and more I find that my dull life has taken a toll on my passion and inspiration,

The anxiety of not being able to write anything and the guilt or unwillingness of not updating myself made me feel very uncomfortable.

I'm not trying to make excuses, I just want to apologize for my recent slow updates and slow progress.

I’m so embarrassed (covering my face and crying)

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