I Still Haven’t Been Able to Write It, so I Apologize.

I feel so guilty about not having to watch for three days. I used to be able to write until late at night when I was more energetic.

But now it’s not even nine o’clock, and I feel like I can’t do it anymore. I know I won’t be able to finish writing in the three hours or so left.

I find it easier and easier to give up now

I just don’t want to write. I don’t want to do anything except lie in bed and daze. I obviously didn’t write yesterday and the day before, but I still feel a sense of resistance.

When I think about racking my brains to finish it, I can’t even think about it. I’m not satisfied with the beautiful plot, and the replies that don’t exceed 20 (and half of them are telling me to come on, although I’m grateful, but no one cares about the plot), and the plot suddenly feels a bit sad (covering my face and laughing) Crying)), I suddenly lost my motivation,

I couldn't find any positive feedback, and there was nothing to be happy about. The troubles in my life were piling up, which made me want to write less and less. I just sat there in a daze and didn't want to start writing.

Every day I just count on the comfort and comfort of staying up late, but I end up with huge side effects the next day.

I'm really sorry. I will get up early tomorrow and write it out.

Keeping my watch for three days without saying a word is my final stubbornness.

I'm really sorry to all the book friends who have been following the update.