Chapter 1451: Entrustment From the World of Old Acquaintances 12

Chapter 1451: Entrustment from the World of Old Acquaintances 12

Xiaodie walked to the tea shed, and the female shopkeeper who looked not much older than her smiled at her while clearing the table: "Sister, do you want some tea? Come and sit here."

Xiaodie licked her dry lips, nodded, "Well...well, how much is a bowl?" Subconsciously pinched a corner of the cloth bag.

Qingu said: "One penny, one bowl."

"Please bring me a bowl..." Just as I sat down, the tea arrived.

Although the man was very reluctant, he still came over and sat opposite Xiaodie. Xiaodie said again: "Please bring him another bowl of tea..."

The man muttered: "It's such a waste, isn't it just a bowl of water, and it costs a penny a bowl, which is enough to buy half a catty of coarse grains."

Xiaodie felt a little wronged, and the other party complained along the way because she didn't bring more jewelry and silver when she "escaped".

She began to wonder whether it was true that the other party said that she loved her rather than her status as a young lady and her family background.

The tea and fruit are really fragrant and refreshing, and after a few sips, the whole person's fatigue will disappear.

In the rising tea air, Xiaodie felt her vision blurred for a moment.

——The elopement couple drank tea nervously, keeping their heads down as much as possible, for fear that someone in the crowd would recognize them.

I am even more afraid that a group of people will suddenly run out from the end of the road and arrest them...

But until they finished drinking the tea, these coincidental and bloody plots did not happen.

Xiaodie looked at the end of the road, felt a little lost for no reason, and was pulled away by Dashan in a hurry.

The two who regained their strength once again embarked on the thorny and bumpy road to elopement.

Xiaodie never expected that Dashan's home in the "mountain" was so remote, and what made her more and more disturbed was that the farther she was from the town, Dashan didn't care and tolerate her as much as before.

The shoes are broken, the feet are worn out, and Dashan's true nature is gradually exposed, but at this time Xiaodie has no way to retreat.

There are few people here, dense forests, and the howling of wild animals from the forest from time to time...

No matter how tired or painful she was, she had to grit her teeth and follow Dashan's more and more calm footsteps.

She recalled that when she was at home, she was the only daughter, the family's Miss Jiao, and she was always taken care of even for food and clothing. She had never suffered such a hardship.

Xiaodie has already begun to miss the carefree days in the past, and already regrets elope with this man. Because of the hospitality of the other party in front of him, and because the other party said he would be good to him, he plunged into it without shame.

However, there is still a glimmer of hope in Xiaodie's heart: Dashan said that he is a strong man, and he doesn't understand the crumpled sentiments of those scholars, but he is more down-to-earth, more practical and better at living than those scholars.

Therefore, in fact, following a down-to-earth man who can live a life, it is not bad to have a peaceful life and a harmonious couple in the future.

Finally arriving at the "home" of the two thatched huts, Xiaodie feels lost for a while, but subconsciously thinks, if Dashan is really as hardworking and practical as he said, why are there only two thatched huts, and they are still so dilapidated? And his mother and sister-in-law looked at her with strange eyes?

They took away her baggage, and then asked her to cook and clean...

So in her indifferent and mocking eyes, she directly changed from a boudoir girl to a servant serving the whole family.

Dashan looked at her without the admiration, tenderness, and care in his eyes. In addition to beating and reprimanding her with those people during the day, he also vented mercilessly at night.

She thought about leaving, but she was no longer innocent, and she still voluntarily eloped with this man. Going back, even if you don't get punished with the protection of your parents, the final result will definitely not be better.

Furthermore, she found that she could no longer leave—she was pregnant.

The new life in her belly seemed to bring new hope to her dead and depressed life. She thought that the arrival of the child would change Dashan and her family's attitude towards her.

However, with the birth of her daughter, the reality not only did not get better, but became more difficult.

Not only the family members, but even everyone in this place looked at her with contempt, as if it was such an incompetent and shameful thing for her to give birth to a daughter.

She didn't understand that in her short life of more than ten years, she was the only daughter in her family. Although she occasionally heard rumors that some people were patriarchal, she didn't have any experience.

In this environment, people's behavior and character will change subtly. She subconsciously caters to the rules of survival here, strives to cater to her husband, and breaks the values ​​of others.

She became pregnant again in the second year, and like everyone else, she hoped that she would give birth to a son. However, the reality is still so bad, she gave birth to a daughter.

At this time, Xiaodie found that her heart had changed unknowingly, and she was assimilated by everything here. She found that she didn't like this daughter either, and she even resented that it was because of her daughter that her status in the family and in the village was so low. Being inferior is so unpopular... She thought, if she gave birth to a son, her husband's fairness and other people's attitude towards her would definitely not be like this.

Xiaodie became numb in the days of working day after day and making sarcastic remarks, and became like the women around her: old and vulgar.

In the end, she was so numb that she didn't know when her belly would grow again, she was lying numb on the delivery bed, and someone said in her ear, "It's a loser again, it's such a useless thing, let's drown." What the rough voice said didn't respond at all, and she just mechanically followed their requirements. Even if the rolling pin fell on her body, she would just giggle.

Xiaodie finally fell down, she felt her life was passing away, her consciousness was gone... Is she going to die?

At this moment, she didn't even have the most instinctive desire to survive, and her lifeless eyes were ashen.

Well--

But why did I feel so painful in my heart, and a tremor came from the depths of my soul.

So painful, so depressing, so uncomfortable...Xiao Die found that even this painful and uncomfortable feeling was a long time ago and strange to herself, but it was precisely because of this pain and depression that she realized her own existence .

The most painful thing in life is not because you feel that life is painful and depressed, but because you can't even feel the pain and depression.

At this moment, Xiaodie, whose perception returned to her body again, wanted to cry, instinctively wanted to struggle, and wanted to escape from such numbness and darkness.

ah--

Xiaodie yelled with all her strength—except that she had cried and yelled when she followed Dashan to the "home", and she was greeted with insults, fists and kicks, and then she learned to behave and never yelled.

A feeling of weightlessness swept over her body, and Xiaodie felt as if she had fallen from a high altitude, falling...

Thinking that this article has completely sunk to the bottom, Chili was already thinking about changing the genre of the next book. Unexpectedly, a reward of 10,000 coins was suddenly dropped, and I was a little confused for a while.

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