Thank You for Not Letting Me Lose

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First, the first book is called League of Legends: Age of Cataclysm. On March 11, 2016, I sat in front of the computer at night and nervously finished coding the first chapter, and sent it out without even thinking about it.

At that time, I didn’t think about saving manuscripts, nor did I think about the need for a routine to publish books, so I just jumped in.

In fact, when I was in my third year of college in 2011, I wrote a novel called Xianxia, ​​but it was called Eunuch. At that time, I felt that my life experience was so poor that I was not good at writing anything. Although things are much better this time, I still feel my shortcomings.

The second book is called I Am a Big Gamer. I have always had such a rustic name, and it has no characteristics. I wrote it in a dull manner. At that time, even the main character's name was my own name, just to realize my dream of extreme sports. I am probably one of those athletes who is reluctant to exercise despite being overweight and saying that he is too fat.

The third book tells the king to spare his life.

When I showed the 30,000-word manuscript of this book to my former editor, Bohan looked at the "Supreme God" and said to me that your name is not good. It is not suitable for the city. I said, "Oh, do you want to be less serious?" Tell the king to spare your life.

Now, I am very grateful to Burhan Ju for denying the previous one...forgive me for being a bad namer. Until now, I am still very satisfied with the name I came up with, and I think it fits the style very well, and I refuse to refute it.

I have written 4.55 million words so far, and the writing days have been 736, which is just two years ago.

Two years ago today, I should still be sitting in front of the computer at this time, looking at the book review area, looking at every comment that supports or does not support, and when I see the support, I will say to my wife, Wife, someone praised me.

I would get depressed when I saw someone who was unhappy, thinking that my writing was pretty good, so why should I say that my writing was not good? Later I realized that my writing at that time was indeed not good, and everyone has their own faults. taste.

It was nearly half a year later that I found out that the first comment to praise me was written by my wife. She came to support me silently every day, and she was very stingy and only rewarded one yuan each time. At that time, it was still an old version, and she always I wanted to tip a dime but couldn't find the option. It wasn't until she spilled the beans half a year later that I realized she had supported me for so long.

She said she would be happy every day when she saw me recognized by readers.

Therefore, she is willing to spend some time every day to read novels, identify with them, and make me happy.

Later, when there were more readers and more people agreed with me, she gave up the book.

What a sad and touching story...

Second, sometimes I feel that I am very lazy, impulsive, and emotional. Writing a plot can make me laugh for a long time. When I wrote Zhao Yongchen's "Goodbye", I would sit in front of the computer and cry like a retard.

My wife once said that I am schizophrenic. Sometimes I am very childish, and sometimes I am very mature. In fact, I am just pretending to be mature. I am a fortress facing the world. I would rather stay like a little brat. How happy that would be. , carefree.

Sometimes when I think back on these two years, it feels like a dream.

Maybe my taste is a bit vulgar, but my favorite song is a song with a very vulgar name. To be precise, I like the first line of the song, from Zhu Bajie, "Spring is Bright", "Good spring is not as good as a dream."

I am a very idealistic person, so sometimes I would rather make the things in the book so beautiful that they are unreal, rather than face the mud behind the beauty.

I feel that life is a process of growing up, but I need a light. Always remember, there will be reverberations.

In fact, I always thought that I would not be able to compete this month. I said I would not compete because I was timid, but the result was beyond my expectation. I felt very complicated when midnight passed. I am very grateful to you for not letting me lose.

In the face of doubts and ridicule from the outside world, I stood up, and you are all behind me.

Thank you for the 100 yuan from Secondary School, thank you for Yu Bao'er's 60 yuan, thank you for Dong Dong's 300 yuan, thank you for Bi Xue Duijiu's 100 yuan, thank you for Wen Zai's 30,000 yuan, and thank you for the 50,000 yuan from Miss Haihunyi who is worth six yuan. Thank you to the Golden Alliance for 10,000 yuan from Yangtaohua, thank you to Liangfeng for 20,000 yuan, thank you to Yanmeng for 30,000 yuan, thank you to Feng Xue for 10,000 yuan, and thank you to Baiyin Alliance for...

Sorry, the above is all I could count in a hurry, because these are direct transfers.

However, they were not the only ones standing behind me.

On the fourth to last day, 7,611 new monthly votes were added and 1,610 people rewarded.

On the third to last day, 12,130 new monthly votes were added and 858 people rewarded.

On the penultimate day, 18,057 new monthly votes were added and 915 people rewarded.

On the last day, 17,144 new monthly votes were added, and the number of rewards cannot be counted yet.

Behind every number, it's like someone said to me, "Come on, we're still here."

I would also like to thank the members who have been in front of their computers and mobile phones day and night during the red envelope battle in the past four days, Shenyin, Qianqianlan, Qingbao, Haihunyi (this one is soy sauce), Mo Chengkong, Lulu, Some of them sleep only three hours a day, and some even stay up for 40 consecutive hours, just to prevent others from overtaking them in the middle of the night.

I am grateful to those who told me to keep going, and to those who were silent but always supportive. Even now that the time has come, it is still difficult to calm down the emotions in my heart.

Thanks again.

Please return to peace, I want to return too, I want to return to the plot that gradually opens the real curtain of this world, let's all settle down together, regardless of the hustle and bustle of this world, regardless of the prosperity of this world, don't forget your original intention.

Do you remember the sentence I wrote before, the breath condenses into clouds, turns around and walks towards the mountains and seas.

Third, I, Elbow, ask for a guaranteed monthly ticket.