Speak Your Mind And... Take a Day Off...

I'm in a bad mood and sad. Today, I had a quarrel with my family because of writing a book, and my dad scolded me for being unlearned and incompetent. . .

My family wanted me to learn English and programming in my spare time. They all said that writing a book was a dead end. . . In the future, I will not survive in society. . . .

I'm afraid I won't be able to update it today, because my dad is mad. . . I'm afraid I will have to update it secretly in the future. . .

Alas, I was so confused suddenly, I was unwilling and didn’t know how to refute. The children of my parents and colleagues all have special skills. For example, a student who studies medicine can already go to the hospital to help, and a student who studies finance and economics already has a small online business and learns programming. I even wrote a good program, and a girl I admire is a real high-achieving student in a higher engineering school. . . He is a real high-level intellectual, not something that a third-rate university like me can compare to. His future is destined to be as bright as the stars!

In comparison, I am a waste, I can only hold the quilt and dream. . . Maybe it’s because my parents belong to the teaching class. When I go out to visit my parents’ relatives and friends, the biggest feeling is that I can’t hold my head up. The university is worse than others, and I don’t know anything about the world. There is nothing but the dream of becoming a god. . . It's a joke to say it. The nickname "big writer" given to me is full of irony and ridicule. . .

Are they prejudiced against the profession of web writing?

No, they are right, it is too difficult to get ahead in writing web articles, and my parents are also doing it for my own good, they are thinking of me, but this is what makes me feel the most unspeakable discomfort.

There is no other meaning in posting so much nonsense, I just feel uncomfortable and want to say it. I will continue to update tomorrow with full energy, and my writing will not end because of such a little blow. I am not a person who likes to give up. People, at least now I don't have a girlfriend, and I don't have to face the helplessness of society, at least now I can continue to dream. .

At least I haven't lost hope in my career as a writer.

After reading such a lot of nonsense that I wrote, I suddenly felt that I was really an immature Wenqing, which seemed a bit hypocritical. . .

A few days ago, I watched a movie called "Mysterious Superstar" written and directed by Aamir Khan of India. I was very moved when I watched it. A little girl with nothing desperately pursued her dream and finally reached the pinnacle of her life. . .

But when I think about the reality, I suddenly feel a kind of terrified thinking like falling into an ice cave-someone has all the skills, so he gambles everything to pursue his dream, that is called "dream chasing"!

If... a person who has no ability to do the same thing... what should it be called?