Written Request for Leave

I spent a day studying abroad today, and talked a lot with my teachers and my family. The mentality is a bit broken.

Holding the phone, I don't know what to write.

I even said that I don’t know what I want to do until now…

write a book? work? Or is it really a last stand to study abroad. I have no idea now.

Of course this is in the final analysis.

No Money

Writing books plus working can give me an income of about 6,000 a month, and maybe tens of thousands after a while.

Going abroad for half a year off work will cost close to 100,000 yuan for domestic preparations, and nearly 1 million for going abroad for two years.

Then, whether you can stay or not, I don't know.

What kind of income can I have, I don't know

I don't know if I have a job when I come back

Anyway, that little savings is definitely gone, and there is no hope for starting a business.

Write another book? Now I don't know if I can continue to write in the future.

I really don't know...

Nagging for a long time...into a sentence.

I'll write it tomorrow... I'll go to bed first