1361. Chapter 1361 Lan Xier Extra (17)
"At that time, I became addicted to marijuana. The situation at that time was just like the situation you were in the bar just now. There were many people staring at some young people who were not familiar with the world, using their curiosity to lure them into falling into The abyss of darkness. It was the darkest period of my life, and I lived a life of dreams and dreams...until one day my parents came to see me. They held my bony hands and cried so sadly. "
"Seeing them sad, I couldn't help but shed tears. It was at that time that I understood one thing. There are still many people in the world who care about me and love me. I can't break their hearts. Later, I quit drugs and stayed away from those boys... Although I still like the same sex in my heart, at least during my parents’ lifetime, I don’t want to make them sad anymore.”
Having said this, he turned to look at Lan Xi'er and said seriously: "I know you are in pain now, but have you thought about your parents and your friends? Have you thought about your original intention of coming here? I Remember you once told me that you came here to become a better person..."
Lan Xi'er fell silent. At that moment, she didn't dare to look directly into Alex's sincere and calm eyes. She almost forgot what belief she had in coming here in the first place.
"Xi'er, you must cheer up." Alex patted her shoulder gently, "People like me live so strong, why can't you?"
"Alex..." Lan Xier choked up a little. She held his arm tightly, "There is nothing wrong with liking someone of the same sex. Don't talk about yourself like that."
"Thank you for your understanding." Alex twitched the corner of his mouth with difficulty, "I will adjust my affairs myself. I just hope that you can forget all the unhappy things in the past and live for yourself again. Even if you are unable to have children for the rest of your life, How? There are many people who still live wonderfully without children. Whether a person is happy depends on her mentality. How can you be happy if you give up on yourself? "
Since that night, Lan Xier has completely changed. She no longer tortured her body with endless part-time jobs, but focused more on her studies.
She has a high sensitivity to fashion and is quite talented in the field of design. After more than two years of hard work, she has become a popular figure in the school. She has participated in several design competitions on behalf of the school and won several international awards.
Not only that, she also became more confident and attractive. The clothes and jewelry she wears are all designed by herself and are full of fashion. No matter where she goes, she is the focus of everyone and a fashion benchmark that is eager to be imitated.
It was that year that she decided to return to China. Because she finally fulfilled her wish and became what she wanted in her heart.
The only thing she can't let go of is Adelaide, her friend Alex who has been by her side for many years.
Along the way, they became the most important people in each other's lives. They trust and support each other. This friendship far exceeds ordinary friendship, but it is definitely not love.
"Alex, I'm leaving, will you miss me?" On the day before leaving, Lan Xi'er said goodbye to her long-time best friend in a candlelit Western restaurant.