Chapter 114 Confession

Zhang Nannan was moved by Zhou Yuwen's seriousness, but more embarrassed, in fact, most girls hope that boys can make a promise to themselves, but like Zhou Yuwen, who arranges everything, Zhang Nannan is also a little embarrassed. Unprepared, she lowered her head, kept stirring her two fingers together, and muttered with a red face, "I haven't said I want to marry you yet."

Zhou Yuwen chuckled, went to hug Zhang Nannan, put Zhang Nannan in his arms and asked, "Then do you want to marry me?"

Zhang Nannan's face was flushed by Zhou Yuwen's few words, and she covered her face shyly and did not show it to Zhou Yuwen, while Zhou Yuwen smiled over there, and after eating a few sixties, said it's okay, I won't tease you anymore.

Zhang Nannan heard Zhou Yuwen say this, thought for a while and asked, "Then will you marry me?"

In a blink of an eye, Zhou Yuwen has been talking with Zhang Nannan for four months, and everything that should happen has happened. Zhang Nannan and Zhou Yuwen shared all their things, but to Zhang Nannan, Zhou Yuwen is still like a fog.

When Zhou Yuwen was reborn, he felt familiar with this world, but at the same time it was very strange, so he was wary of everyone and was unwilling to put his heart into everyone.

But Zhou Yuwen let go of his guard against this innocent little cutie.

He let go of Zhang Nannan, the smile on his face disappeared, and he sat on the small bench with his elbows on his knees, bowed like this, and he said: "Nannan, we have been together for four months, actually To tell you the truth, I don't feel very safe about marriage."

"?" Seeing Zhou Yuwen's seriousness suddenly, Zhang Nannan didn't understand for a moment, the smile on his face disappeared, and the blush faded away.

The merchant brought over the baked goods, and Zhou Yuwen asked Zhang Nannan to eat squid.

Zhang Nannan took the squid and looked at Zhou Yuwen with a strange expression.

Zhou Yuwen said: "Actually, I grew up in a single-parent family."

Zhang Nannan was taken aback. To be honest, Zhang Nannan was a little surprised by this news, because Zhou Yuwen performed so well, many people thought that Zhou Yuwen's family relationship must be very strong.

In Zhang Nannan’s dormitory, they also talked about Zhou Yuwen’s family background at night. Li Xiaojuan said that a father like Zhou Yuwen was either an official or a big businessman.

Zhang Nannan didn't comment on this, she said with a smile: "Actually, as long as uncle treats me well, I don't care about the rest."

This is Zhang Nannan's heartfelt words, she has given herself to Zhou Yuwen, she doesn't care what happened to Zhou Yuwen's family, if Zhou Yuwen suddenly started to reveal her heart to herself, all Zhang Nannan can do is listen.

When Zhou Yuwen talked about this kind of thing, there was a trace of elusive emotion on his face. It was not sad, but it was not happy. the narrator.

Zhou Yuwen told Zhang Nannan that his father had passed away when he was very young, and Zhou Yuwen had no impression of his father's appearance at all.

I asked my mother before where my father had gone, and my mother only said that the two divorced when Zhou Yuwen was very young. As for the rest, my mother kept her mouth shut.

After the sixties were almost finished, Zhou Yuwen stood up with Zhang Nannan, and asked Zhang Nannan if he wanted to take a walk around?

"Hmm!" Zhang Nannan put her arms around Zhou Yuwen's arm. She felt that when Zhou Yuwen was talking about these things, she felt a little...how should I put it, she just needed someone by her side, so she took the initiative to get close to Zhou Yuwen.

Zhou Yuwen put the food money under the bowl, and then left with Zhang Nannan.

The food street in the shanty town is full of fireworks. In the dark night of winter, the smoke of fried rice spreads across the sky, with dilapidated buildings from the 80s on both sides.

Zhang Nannan was wearing a windbreaker, snuggled up to Zhou Yuwen, and the two walked slowly in the street.

Zhou Yuwen told Zhang Nannan that he was brought up by his mother alone. When he was very young, the children of the neighbors often ganged up to bully him. They said that he was a child without a father.

At that time, Zhou Yuwen also cried alone and asked her mother where her father had gone, and her mother was also very sad about such questions.

When they were older, some people said so, and Zhou Yuwen started fighting with them. At the beginning, they couldn't fight, but after fighting a lot, they became stronger before they knew it.

Zhang Nannan burst out laughing when he heard this.

Memory is really strange. When you don't think about it, you can't recall it at all, but when you fall into memory, childhood memories are like peeling off cocoons, and they are all displayed in front of you.

I don't know if it was six or eight years old. At that time, Zhou Yuwen was already the king of children. Basically, no one could beat him. That's when Su Qianqian's family moved here.

Su Qianqian was just a brat. At that time, Zhou Yuwen didn't like this girl very much, and followed him every day like a follower.

Crying at every turn.

She likes to wear the little foreign dress that Wen Qing bought for her, with a ponytail, and follows Zhou Yuwen around the neighborhood every day. At that time, there were too many children following Zhou Yuwen, and Zhou Yuwen didn't even remember her.

And then she seemed to be bullied by a certain child at school, and Zhou Yuwen thought at the time that that was his little brother, wouldn't bullying Su Qianqian just slap her in the face?

Then he helped Su Qianqian fight for the first time, and Su Qianqian became more dependent on herself from now on, and would sweetly call Brother Yuwen whenever she saw herself.

After junior high school, Su Qianqian gradually grew up with a girl next door. She was embarrassed to call her brother Yuwen again, and called Xiao Zhou just like her mother.

"Uncle..." Zhang Nannan felt aggrieved and pouted.

Zhou Yuwen asked, "What's wrong?"

"You're digressing..." Zhang Nannan's voice was a little jealous, and she clearly said that she wanted to recall her miserable childhood, but she ended up talking about Su Qianqian?

"Oh, I'm sorry, it's all right now," Zhou Yuwen smiled and put his arms around Zhang Nannan, and kissed her pitifully pouty little mouth.

The reason why I say Su Qianqian is because when I was a child, only Su Qianqian played with me sincerely. The other children were afraid of me, but they didn't like to play with me. Su Qianqian was different.

Su Qianqian is the only one who is willing to bring herself to his house to play and show herself her beloved doll.

I remember at that time, the two were watching a TV series. Zhou Yuwen still remembers "Bright Spring Pig Bajie".

That was Zhou Yuwen's first time watching kissing. Zhou Yuwen asked Su Qianqian, what does it feel like to kiss?

Su Qianqian blushed, she said: "Mom said that kissing will make babies."

Zhou Yuwen snorted.

It was a quiet afternoon, two children who didn't understand anything.

During that time, Su Qianqian anxiously asked Zhou Yuwen every day, Brother Yuwen, what if I get pregnant?

It is because of this experience that the two of them will become estranged unconsciously in junior high school.

Of course, Zhou Yuwen wouldn't tell Zhang Nannan about these things.

Zhou Yuwen just told Zhang Nannan that he lacked the love of his father since he was a child. Sometimes his mother was busy with work and he was at home alone. At that time, the stove was still used in winter at home, the kind that burned charcoal.

When his mother was not coming back, Zhou Yuwen would simply cook some noodles with that stove. How old was Zhou Yuwen at that time? Nine years old, at most ten years old, not tall, and the pot for cooking noodles is heavy, but Zhou Yuwen can lift it by himself.

In the past, other children were picked up from and to school, but Zhou Yuwen didn't. Zhou Yuwen walked home. Occasionally, when it rained, the parents would pick up the students one by one with small umbrellas, but Zhou Yuwen He was standing on the ledge of the school gate, waiting for his mother who was working overtime to pick him up.

When Zhou Yuwen said this, Zhang Nannan felt distressed for a moment, she took the initiative to hug Zhou Yuwen, and she swore that she would never make Zhou Yuwen sad again.

Just on the side of the road, Zhang Nannan put his arms around Zhou Yuwen, laying his little head in Zhou Yuwen's arms.

Before I knew it, it was early morning, and the weather was very cold in December. Zhou Yuwen took Zhang Nannan to the hotel and opened a double room. On the way, Zhou Yuwen continued to talk about his own affairs there.

After returning to the hotel, the two took a shower.

Zhou Yuwen helped Zhang Nannan wash her hair, and Zhang Nannan said that the shampoo got into her eyes.

"Close your eyes, don't worry, I'll wipe them clean for you,"

"Ah, uncle, don't touch your hands!"

Zhou Yuwen smiled, Zhang Nannan with her eyes closed like this is very cute.

He used a towel to wipe off the shampoo in Zhang Nannan's eyes bit by bit.

Just like that in the bathroom, the two of them took a shower together, Zhang Nannan leaned on Zhou Yuwen like a child, and opened his arms to hug.

Zhou Yuwen was still supporting himself with his shaggy head, so since Zhang Nannan was holding him, it would be fine for Zhang Nannan to rush along with him.

Zhang Nannan rested her head on Zhou Yuwen's shoulder, while Zhou Yuwen lifted her hair and helped her wash it.

"What's the matter? You like holding me so much?"

"I feel that uncle is very lonely, and I want to give him some warmth." Zhang Nannan leaned on Zhou Yuwen's shoulder, let Zhou Yuwen wash her hair, and said with a smile.

Zhou Yuwen also smiled. He turned off his shaggy head and let Zhang Nannan hug him. He also stretched out his hand to caress Zhang Nannan's smooth back. The two just hugged in the bathroom.

Zhou Yuwen continued: "To be honest, I'm not very sure about marriage. I'm too scared. I'm afraid I won't be able to protect you, and I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to protect our children."

"If you don't have the ability to give your child a healthy childhood, don't think about having a child. Nan Nan, I am a timid person. I don't know if I am a person like me. Would you like to marry me?"