Chapter 1597: Life and Death (3)

It's over, it's over, Xia Siyu looked at him for a long time, and suddenly stopped: "Bo Yan, I'll give you two choices."

The expression is particularly serious.

But judging from her performance just now, the more serious she is, the more likely she is to say something unexpected that makes people laugh. Bo Yan also smiled: "Okay, I would like to hear what choice you give me."

In order to express her seriousness, Xia Siyu even stretched out her fingers to count: "First, you should never say anything about liking me, loving me, taking care of me, or being so nice to me."

Bo Yan looked "???" again. Although Xia Siyu occasionally said something outrageous, what was the purpose of not liking her?

When he likes someone, he will unconsciously think about her, want her to be happy, and want her to be happier. Isn't this human nature?

Or is she playing hard to get again?

He pondered for a moment and said, "What about the second option?"

Xia Siyu blinked: "That means you say you like me and love me every day, and you treat me so well every day."

Bo Yan laughed immediately. There was obviously this option, why did he choose it first? He also deliberately teased her: "Do I have any choice? This is not a question for free? So I can choose the first one, right?"

Xia Siyu didn't care about his answer. She just said: "It might be too much to say it every day, so let's answer it at least once every Monday. You have to say it every week. You can't just talk, you have to take action. If you have If I forget it, I will definitely not be able to bear it.”

If the two of them were just playing around, she could play a hard-to-get game with him without changing her face or heartbeat. When he gets tired of playing, he just slaps his butt and leaves, which is a complete scumbag behavior. That's what she did in college.

Even though the relationship between the two had improved and their relationship gradually deepened, she still had reservations. Because of family reasons and because I am in the entertainment industry, I am used to seeing you and me being good friends one day, and then stabbing you in the back with a smile tomorrow. Friends, lovers, and relatives are all unreliable. The only one you can rely on is yourself.

She is like a hedgehog. If you want her to pull out her thorns and get close to you, you can only make her feel completely safe.

If she couldn't like it wholeheartedly, then she would rather not have it. But you don't have to be so decisive in refusing. You can return to the safe range of the past and continue to be husband and wife with Bo Yan, where family affection is greater than love. But once he makes a choice, if he makes a mistake on a question of right or wrong in the future, she will definitely be furious.

"Think clearly. You only have one chance to choose, and you can't go back on it. If you make a mistake again after your decision, I will definitely not let you go."

Bo Yan is usually serious, but Xia Siyu is not serious. But once Xia Siyu became serious, he found her seriousness a bit funny, and instead became less serious. He frowned deliberately: "Since it is such an important issue, I have to think about it carefully. If I make a choice and make a mistake, what are you going to do?"

When Xia Siyu threatened him before, she said that she would cut off her "Xia Siyu exclusive" dog tag, which meant literally cutting it off. I would rather become a French coffee maker than make him feel better. Of course, the threat at that time was just a threat, and he didn't believe that she would be the kind of person to use a knife.

But this time, he didn't know whether it was because of the rain or because it was getting late. When he talked about it, he suddenly felt that the parts of his body were a little chilly.

Xia Siyu thought for a while: "It depends on your level."

"To what extent?" She was a little dizzy tonight. She was living, dying, and making choices. The choices were still extremely extreme conditions.

"If you really change your mind, have an affair, or have someone else in your heart - it seems that I can't really cut you off." Cutting him off felt good for a while, but it was herself who was involved. She cherished her life so much that she didn't want to spend the rest of her life Really spent time in jail. Moreover, is it really worth doing such a decisive thing for someone who no longer has you in his heart and will only hurt you?

"In this case, there's nothing to say, just let's separate. But if..."

"What if?" As they spoke, the two people had already walked to the front of the car. Bo Yan did not take out the keys to drive, but looked at her with an umbrella.

Xia Siyu shrugged her shoulders: "It's true that you haven't done anything excessive or betrayed anything. But as time has gone by, the relationship has faded. It's not that you don't love me, you just don't like me that much. Or even if I don’t love you anymore, but I don’t want to find someone else and just live like this. Do you like eating pineapples?”

Bo Yan listened attentively at first, but in the end Xia Siyu calmed him down by saying "I like eating pineapples". He thought for a while and said, "I used to like eating it, but once I ate too much and my teeth were sore. I could only eat liquid food for several days, and I gradually stopped liking it."

Xia Siyu chuckled: "Look, actually liking someone doesn't mean anything. People will change. Today you like to eat pineapple, but tomorrow you can like something else. Marriage is not just about feelings. Although feelings have faded, marriage is still there. If you are maintaining a relationship, then continue to maintain it. As long as there are no lies or betrayal, you can live on even if the relationship fades."

Bo Yan understood. She talked a lot today, but actually there were only two things. The first is that she really loves him, deeply. The second thing is that she is very afraid of the feeling of falling in love with someone and risking her own life. She is afraid of getting hurt.

Like his family, although his grandfather and uncle's family didn't treat him well, but before his parents left, they at least loved each other. Just like a blooming flower, it was sealed forever before it could wither. So the small family in his memory is still very warm.

But Xia Siyu is different, she has no sense of security. Although her mother was not recognized until her death, her parents also loved each other. There were no lies and no betrayal, but the feelings were not deep enough, so they could not withstand the wind and rain. If she just plays around and doesn't take it seriously, she can be more casual than you. But if she wants to be serious, she will also be very serious.

A momentary heartbeat is like a sudden rain in summer. After it falls, it can't even stay on the ground for much time. Only a long-term, stable, strong enough to withstand all external shocks can she devote herself to it regardless of everything.

Bo Yan thought for a while and said, "You are right, people will change. No one can predict what will happen decades later. What I can guarantee is only the present and the foreseeable future. But if there really comes a day when there is no wind or rain, but the feelings are fading. I..."