Chapter 483: Eternal Contradictions
As soon as Han Leng thought about it, he laughed at himself. He, who has always been very self-aware, obviously felt that he was thinking too much. For a person like him, no girl would take the initiative to like him...
It is true that he has indeed become famous in the literary world now, and because of his handsome appearance and various packaging, he has attracted many fans, who seem to be obsessed with him, but he is very sober, those fans like it, but It is the fantasy of him in my mind, but because of the distance, I have a beautiful longing.
If they really understand what kind of person he is, they will definitely not be as obsessed with him as before. He is actually a negative and pessimistic person, so he always looks very optimistic on the surface, always giving people a feeling A sense of inattention.
Even if he likes someone again, he can't overcome the pessimism and negativity in his bones, he can't produce any enthusiasm, and actively wants to pursue the other person. If you don't own it, why bother?
Finally, he still has "literature" as the most precious thing in his spiritual world. Even if he is alone forever, at least he can still write. In the world he created, he can write about the girls who fascinate him. Isn't that already Is that enough?
For a writer who aspires to write a great book, the importance of the spiritual world is far higher than that of the material world. In fact, they can also be considered as unsuccessful in the material world, or they may not be able to achieve it after struggling for a lifetime. Others have resisted there since they were born, so it's better to write freely about the life they want.
Thinking this way, Han Leng stopped observing Zhao Youyue. This character always made him feel that he created it, but he added a setting to this character. She has no feeling for boring love at all, and she will not I like three-dimensional men.
No way, one is a three-dimensional creator, and the other is a character in the work world. Even if they are in love, how can they cross a dimension and come together?
Han Leng felt that he was thinking about it again. Miss Zhao is a real person, so how could she be a character in the work? He must have drunk too much, so he suddenly had such negative thoughts...
Han Leng was quite eye-catching at the class reunion, and he was the central figure. After all, Han Dacai is the best among his classmates. For him, he can completely ignore the college entrance examination and going to college. , because he can already live a life without worrying about food and clothing by writing books, and going to college is just a kind of material for him.
So many students took the initiative to ask him to clink glasses. Han Leng obviously didn't like drinking, but today he would not refuse anyone who came. He found the feeling of being slightly drunk was very good, maybe this was the charm of alcohol.
He also felt that the more he drank, the more sober he became, and he also discovered an endless loop...
He really admires Miss Zhao and likes her very much, but this liking contains the setting "Zhao Youyue will not like boring love, she will never be emotional", so if one day, Zhao Youyue suddenly says that she likes him Yes, maybe his reaction was those four words - dull.
This is probably Han Leng, a pure and complicated literary youth with a particularly full inner drama, and he can also be considered crazy.
Because according to his liking standard, what he likes is always an unfeeling girl, and he is willing to be used by the other party in various ways, and in the end he will be alone all his life.
Perhaps the only thing he doesn't have to worry about is that the girl will suddenly fall into a boring love, and then become shy, weak, and trapped by love. That kind of appearance is really disgusting and ugly.
However, women in the real world are mostly like this. Of course, it is too much to say that they are disgusting and ugly. They can only be called ordinary, so they can be seen everywhere...
For a paranoid genius and psychopath like Han Leng, who is already pretentious to the extreme, "ordinary" means boring, and a woman who is always entangled and desperate for men is really too boring.
Many women just don't know themselves. Before they fall in love, they may still have a little fun, maybe they still know how to be reserved and have noble pursuits in life, but once they fall in love, it's really over, and everything makes way for love .
Han Leng saw a lot of female creators' works, and found the commonality in them. Once there is an element of love in many female creators' works, everything revolves around love, and love can save everything...
So, that was really boring.
If one day, Miss Zhao becomes that kind of woman, even if the person who makes her fall in love is himself, he will feel bored and boring. At that time, he will choose to stay far away and face the reality thoroughly. Desperate for the women of the world.
Zhao Youyue is the girl he thinks has the most potential and will always keep him interested and loved.
So, don't fall in love, Missy.
Don't fall in love with anyone, bow your head for anyone, just need to dominate anyone from above, maintain that appearance full of superiority, that is the most beautiful posture, in this world, there will be no girl who can compare with you, Miss !
Han Leng drank the last glass of wine, and left this increasingly boring party without nostalgia, just because there were scenes of various confessions and parting tears at the party, which seemed too familiar , Maybe four years later, this group of people will be doing the same thing, oh, maybe it won’t take that long, I’m afraid that after the military training, there will be all kinds of reluctance and sadness for the parting of the instructor...
This is probably the sentimentality of ordinary people, which is of great reference value for him when shaping ordinary people, but for himself, he never thinks there is anything to care about, but it is all the material for creation.
It's time to create a new work, but it's a pity that he still feels that he can't write a work that surpasses "April is Beautiful" for the time being, but he thinks that he can write a more popular commercial work. The name of this work, it is called - "Dragon Race".
Zhao Youyue didn't pay attention to Han Leng's early departure, she even went to KTV to sing with this group of classmates whose names she couldn't remember clearly, but she didn't have any interest in singing, so she just played in KTV Mobile phones, in fact, this kind of scene is quite common. Every time there is a gathering, there will always be people who play with their mobile phones on their own, and then they will be complained about...
However, Miss Zhao's aura of passers-by is very powerful, so she doesn't have to bear complaints at all.
For mobile phone lovers, the mobile phone is the most important thing. Being able to come to the party is already a face-saving thing. If you are not allowed to use your mobile phone at the party, then there is no party.
However, this is indeed a very impolite thing, in various senses.
If you are not polite, then you are not polite, if you are despised, then you are despised, if you feel good about yourself, hehehe...
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