Chapter 1355 Projection and Reality
Lu Mingfei thought to himself, brother, you have really learned the secret of praising the group. Don't hit the smiling person with your hand. I really can't deal with you when you give me a rainbow fart.
"What's there to be proud of?" he said. "I just re-did what others have done."
"You mean, the person you made up named Lin Nian?" Qilan seemed to have some realization.
"Lin Nian is not fictional, he is real, at least more real than you." Almost at the same time, Lu Mingfei turned to stare at Qilan and said coldly.
He even lit up his golden eyes for a moment. After noticing that Qilan was stunned, he lowered his eyes slightly and avoided looking, "Sorry."
"No, I am the one who should apologize. Although I knew in advance your attachment to Lin Nian as an individual, I still did not face his existence. It seems that he is very important to you. The reason why you are unhappy now , is it because of him?" Qilan asked.
"The reason why I'm depressed is because I don't think there's any merit in killing two weakened versions of the next generation. The brass jar itself is there. Even if I don't go to pick it up, the principal and Lin Nian will go. I They just did what they would do, and if this leads to complacency, it would be too... a villain." Lu Mingfei didn't complain.
"But at the celebration party, weren't you also very happy when you were surrounded by seniors and laid garlands? Your micro-expressions and body movements did reflect that."
"Then... it's not the same thing, how should I put it? It's just like someone using a honey trap on you. Although you can stick to your true intentions and not commit a crime, you still have to salute some physiological reactions... This is instinct Reaction!" Lu Mingfei tried to prove his innocence.
"A very... clear example." Qilan nodded, agreeing with this statement, "But have you realized that although to you, it seems that this world should be according to another set of order and rules? Running, what you do is just a poor imitation... But all of this should have a premise, that is, what you call Lin Nian, and those people and things need to be able to directly affect what we can observe and influence. The material world, otherwise, this world will still operate according to the rules and order we understand.”
"Say something I can understand."
Qilan blinked, "In short, the way you think the world should appear and develop is different from our understanding. In our opinion, there are no Lin Nian, emperors, etc. in the material world as you think." If the things described exist, there will naturally not be a great man descended from heaven to save us from water and fire.”
"So?" Lu Mingfei asked.
"So... many people are actually thinking and trying to figure out your mental condition... It's not that we think you are mentally ill or anything, it's just..."
"To be honest, I have never denied that I am mentally ill."
"You can't say that, and you must never say that you are mentally ill outside." Qi Lan smiled bitterly, "You can't be mentally ill whoever is mentally ill. It seems that you haven't realized your importance now. Even if you really If you have some conflicts that can be reconciled mentally, the college’s own professional psychology professors will come out to help you diagnose them until they are cured.”
"Save it." Lu Mingfei couldn't help but roll his eyes.
"What I just meant is that after analyzing your remarks and actions, many people think that you may have some... um, schizophrenia." Qilan said in quite euphemistic words, "Usually patients with schizophrenia will make up their own minds. A better or worse personality, and use it as a benchmark or red line to determine your own code of conduct."
"Do you think Lin Nian is my imaginary personality?" Lu Mingfei suddenly laughed angrily.
"Yes, that's how it seems to us. In the real world, it was Lu Mingfei who killed the next generation, it was Lu Mingfei who found the Dragon King's bone bottle, and it was Lu Mingfei who unlocked the map of Baidi City , not Lin Nian or anyone else." Qi Lan stared at Lu Mingfei's golden eyes, "Do you remember how you described Lin Nian? He was lonely, but he was full of love. He is a selfish person, but this selfishness includes everyone who cares about him! He never praises what he has done, because he is always on the way to do something. "
"What, you want to say that such a perfect person does not exist?" Lu Mingfei squinted his eyes and made up his mind that if this guy made rude remarks again, he would really throw him from here. Anyway, this is only the third floor balcony, so he would fall from here. There is still grass below. According to the mixed-breed system, it will hurt for a while at most, and it will not hurt the muscles or bones.
He had restrained his emotions very much. After realizing the weirdness of the world, he mentioned Lin Nian less and less. Chu Zihang was indeed constantly helping him find clues. He talked about Lin Nian. I will only talk about things in the new year with people who believe in me. In order to avoid such irritating things happening now.
"No, of course I will not deny the existence of such a person." Qi Lan shook his head and looked at Lu Mingfei and said sincerely.
"So you believe Lin Nian is real?" Lu Mingfei asked.
"If it were before, I might have doubts about this issue, but it's different now. After the success of the Kuimen Project, I finally understood one thing." Qi Lan took a deep breath and said, "Lin Nian does exist. , and he is standing in front of me now."
Lu Mingfei was stunned, and then as if he had been punched hard, he took a few steps back until he hit the guardrail and stopped. The fermented grape juice in the wine glass in his hand also swayed out of the wine glass, making it wet. He took off his white sneakers, "What did you say?"
"Lu Mingfei, isn't the Lin Nian you describe yourself? Strong, philanthropic, and lonely. You always do everything well amidst the doubts of others, letting all slanders and doubts be defeated. ! You use everything you do to prove the meaning of your existence. You are the shadow of the most benevolent and kind you say, and you are the more perfect version of yourself that you are constantly looking for!"
"You're crazy." Lu Mingfei forced himself to calm down his somewhat confused mind. He frowned and looked at Qilan, who had an orator personality. He had to admit that the other person's oratory talent made his words particularly contagious. This is this type of thing. The scariest place for people.
"First of all, I want to make it clear that Lin Nian is not what you call the most benevolent and benevolent person. He has problems, and there are many problems. He likes to skip classes, is addicted to games, and cannot afford to lose. He is a living person, a real existence. Not a product of my fucking schizophrenia.”
"Lu Mingfei, don't you also have many problems? You skipped classes when you were in Shilan High School. You also particularly liked a game called "StarCraft", and you ranked very high on the ladder list of this game. Does this also reflect your character of not liking to lose? Have you noticed what you described?" Qi Lan followed Lu Mingfei at a steady pace, "Don't you really find it strange that there is one in this world? The name is——"
Qilan did not say the next words, because he received a warning from Lu Mingfei, and his golden eyes were already glowing with orange melt. If he continued to speak, he was not sure whether he would become a better person than those drunkards at the celebration banquet. Also hurry up the first person to go out sideways.
"I'm sorry." Qilan took a step back and apologized, "I didn't mean to anger you."
Lu Mingfei turned his head silently and looked at the quiet Kassel College in the night. After a long silence, he said to the man who was still standing behind him, "Do you know why I have been standing here and did not go in to attend the celebration banquet? ?”
"Why?" Qilan asked.
"Because I know that accidents will happen tonight. If I am drunk, who will save you?" Lu Mingfei said, "If you deny the existence of Lin Nian, then let me ask you, what is my ability to predict the unknown? Where did it come from? What I have done is what Lin Nian did. I am walking on his path. I do not deny some of your points. For example, I am doing it to become a person like Lin Nian. Try hard, but this is not the reason for you to deny his own existence!”
"Will there be an accident tonight?" Qilan's expression changed slightly. He walked to the balcony and took a look at the quiet night outside. He didn't find any clues. After a moment of silence, he looked at Lu Mingfei and said, "Didn't you say that you Is the word spirit a 'prophet'? So it is normal to know part of the future? After all, like you, the word spirit is a 'prophet', and many people call it the power of the savior. I once mistakenly thought I was the savior. It wasn’t until I saw you that I realized how one-sided my views and thoughts were. You are the one.”
"Okay, stop talking." Lu Mingfei was a little tired, "Can you please let me be quiet for a while."
"Your will." Qilan sighed and left the scene with a sentence that made Lu Mingfei quite uncomfortable.
Lu Mingfei once again stood alone on the balcony blowing the cold wind. Thinking about what Qilan had said before, he rubbed his chicken coop-like hair vigorously, and then spat hard downstairs. As a result, he just vomited. When he reached the top of a drunken senior who was singing and dancing, the senior touched his hair and raised his head angrily. Then he saw Lu Mingfei, who was also lowering his head. The anger on his face was wiped away, and he gave a thumbs up with a smile. .Then all the crazy people downstairs discovered Lu Mingfei and stood downstairs with their hands in front of their mouths, cheering for him, waving to him and toasting him.
Lu Mingfei waved stiffly in return, feeling that he was some kind of dictatorial leader during World War II. In the end, he couldn't bear the enthusiasm, so he took a few steps back and sat down in the corner of the balcony.
The specious wine glass filled with grape juice was placed on the ground aside. He bent his legs in front of him and crossed his arms, staring blankly at the starless and moonless night sky. The cold wind blew his hair like a chicken coop, and his black hair The silk fluttered in the wind, somewhat blocking those confused golden eyes.
"The dance is about to start, what are you doing here?" A voice sounded as cold as hot light shining through the cold glass.
Beside Lu Mingfei, the glass door of the balcony was opened through a gap, and a girl's head poked out from inside. Her blond hair was tied into a bun on the top of her head, and a few strands of hair hung on the side of her fair face. Expression is flat. She looked down at Lu Mingfei hiding in the corner of the balcony, just like a girl coming home on a rainy day and accidentally discovering an abandoned puppy in a cardboard box at the edge of the alley.
ps: I’ll cut it!