Chapter 3110 Final Trial (IV)
According to the general practice of the gods, after the avatar is lowered to complete the mission, the avatar will be taken back to the body, and the will of the avatar will no longer exist, completely reduced to nothingness.
Joan is not a god, but he can simulate a beggar version of the true god incarnation through his self-created "Legendary Clone Technique", and he knows exactly what is going on.
A strong depression welled up in his heart, almost causing the young mage to collapse.
If this is the truth, I might as well live in a fictional world, or a literary image depicted by a bad writer, at least I still have a chance to survive in the world with the work as a carrier.
"Children, don't forget what I just said. This is just a thought experiment. Before the facts become facts, you are free in Dasein. Even if free will leaves you after a second, I will I want to hear your inner voice.”
The words of "God's Eye" echoed in Joan's ears.
"Tell me, child, if you are an incarnation created by God and you are about to return to your original body, before your will dies, what kind of last words will you leave to this world?"
Joan raised his head, suppressed the tears in his eyes, and answered the question of the "God's Eye" like the final judgment.
"Dear 'God's Eye', generally speaking, no one can choose whether to be born or not. This is the greatest helplessness of being born. If there is original sin in the world, forcing a life to be born is the real original sin."
"When we are thrown into this strange world, whether it is an ordinary person or the incarnation of the so-called goddess of fate, has there ever been a moment to get rid of the shackles of fate?"
"From this point of view, is there any difference if I am an ordinary person or the incarnation of the goddess of fate?"
"Everyone will die. Is there any difference between the death of a person and the demise of the incarnation of a god?"
"There doesn't seem to be much difference."
The smile in the eyes of the "God's Eye" revealed a hint of relief.
Joan held the "Tears of God" and raised his clenched fist into the air, sending out a solemn challenge to the "Eye of God".
"Whether I'm going to let go of this jewel next, or hold on to it, can you tell?"
"I can't, no matter what I guess, you can always make the opposite decision."
"The great 'God's Eye', even if it's just this second, no one can make a decision for me. The way to the future, if I am free now, then freedom is everywhere, freedom is everywhere!"
"When we talk about life, it has nothing to do with whether I am a biological human or not. Whether I am a human or an incarnation of God, my life is nothing more than the sum of all my actions in my life."
"No one can decide whether they are born or not, but every second of life, we can decide how to live according to our own will, and every second is creating a new self."
Joan spread out his palms, and crystal clear gems shone in his palms.
At this moment, he no longer cares about whose incarnation he is, he is his own creator.
"Thank you, the great 'God's Eye', the test you proposed helped me untie the last knot in my heart, and it's time to return this gem to its original owner."
The "God's Eye" inspected the young mage, and couldn't see the slightest haze in his clear eyes, so he narrowed his eyes and released a beam of golden light on the "God's Tears", melting it into a pool of transparent liquid. The time penetrated into Qiao An's palm, leaving no trace.
"My child, congratulations on completing the final trial. The essence of the 'Tears of God' has been fully integrated into your body. This is your reward."
Joan thanked him gratefully, and then started the "Inner Vision Technique" to check the changes in himself after fusing the essence of "Tears of God".
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Occupation Level: Mage 21/Mythic Archmage 10
Physical state: basic health (disabled right eye; infected with worm disease; eternal youth, demigod body)
Attributes (Belt +12 Enhancement, Wish +5 Intrinsic, Blood Mead +2 Alchemy): Strength 31 (Gudron's Blessing +1), Dexterity 33 (Gudron's Blessing +1), Constitution 48 (Gudron's Blessing +1, Fountain of Destiny +5, Aquarius of God's Domain +10), Intelligence 72 (Fountain of Wisdom +5, Book of Meditation +5), Perception 33, Charm 40 (Fountain of Youth +5)
Current spell slots (casting level 51/82; mythic mana +10, epic mana enhancement +20, mythic enlightenment +31): 0th level - ∞; 1st level - 12 (intelligence bonus +8); 2nd level - 12 (intelligence bonus +8), 3rd ring -12 (intelligence bonus +8), 4th ring -11 (intelligence bonus +7); 5th ring -11 (intelligence bonus +7); 6th ring -11 (intelligence bonus +7); 7th ring -11 (intelligence bonus +7); 8th ring -10 (intelligence bonus +6); 9th ring -10 (intelligence bonus +6)
Legendary magic pool: 792 power levels/day; mana cap 61 power levels, legendary spell slot equivalent to 15 rings
Current Psionic Pool: 2/2
Mythic path: Mythic Power 64 ways/day (Sage's Sign +31, Mythic Confluence +10), Wild Arcane, Mythic Spellcasting, Greater Power Replacement, Mythic Mana/Manifestation +10, Mythic Counter, Mythic Link; myth camouflage, myth replacement; sage's certificate, arcane transformation; myth restart, advanced spell counter; absolute shield (damage reduction 10 energy levels), myth distraction x 10; myth radiation, myth vigilance; legend charge Can, killing intent wave (51 energy level mental damage); myth enlightenment (temporary cast level +31), myth light (expend 10 myth powers, unlimited range in the plane, maximum radius of 10 miles, resulting in spell cast level × 10 energy-level artifact damage); 10 miles of myth induction, myth potion, myth confluence (myth power capacity +100; daily recovery +10), magic source (1 mile/CL, establish a permanent magic net node), god's light of punishment (Destroy Galaxies/Demigods/God's Domain)
Special Abilities: Seal of Mythic Eye (gaze casting/manifestation, auto-quickened; constant "mythic true seeing"); Sid's mana x 10; shapeshifting (human, high beeman, high giant bee), worm protection Armor, insect curse, insect enlightenment; blood enchantment (+trigger, + peace of mind); advanced spider form (large mutant spider, spider elf); extraordinary elegance; regeneration 3 levels (necrosis suppression), Demigod's body (Demigod immune to aging/petrification/instant death/malicious deformation/attribute damage/negative mind effects; no need to eat, sleep and breathe, eternal youth, unlimited lifespan; even if the body is destroyed, the soul will not die; death Instantly spend 1 "myth power" to regenerate the body; only true gods and artifacts can completely kill demigods), sources of divine power (brilliance, cold, destruction, sleep)
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