Chapter 1,109 Are You Still Alive?

"You are wrong. You can deal with other men, but not Cangchu!" Mu Jin said with certainty: "The more Su'er shows that she can't live without Cangchu, the stronger Cangchu's determination will be."

Because Su'er's appearance could easily remind Cangchu of Su'er's heartbroken look when he died ten years later, so he had to be cruel.

"I don't know what he was thinking. He could obviously take care of Su'er, so why would he entrust Su'er to young Cangchu? As a result, that Cangchu might not live as long as he does!"

"Maybe he thought he was going to die!" Mu Jin thought for a moment: "After all, when the curse occurs, it will cause people to lose their minds and become a murderous demon. He was afraid that one day he would lose control and kill Su'er."

"In this case, Zheyan will go back. As for how to solve the problem, let him solve it himself."

"Ning Zheyan, don't let Wei Yuanxi know that he is still alive, otherwise she will definitely go to see him." Mu Jin suddenly said seriously.

Ning Zheyan nodded: "He doesn't want Wei Yuanwei to know this either."

When Ning Zheyan returned to the small courtyard, he found that the courtyard had been swept and was much cleaner. As soon as he entered the house, Cang Chu suddenly appeared in front of Ning Zheyan with a dark face.

Ning Zheyan was so frightened that she almost squatted on the ground: "Cangchu, can you stop wearing this ugly face? It's really scary."

It was just that he appeared suddenly, but his face was still so ugly and dark. He almost thought that his time limit was up and Hei Wuchang came to take him downstairs to meet the King of Hell?

"What happened to the two of them?" Cang Chu looked at Ning Zheyan, his eyes not wavering at all.

"It's not because that Cangchu felt that he could only live ten years. In order to prevent Su'er from being sad and widowed ten years later, and not to delay her lifelong happiness, he cruelly rejected Su'er. And Su'er's temper is not what you think. You know, since you are cruel, I will be cruel too and find myself a husband immediately." It's that simple.

"I know." After hearing this, Cang Chu still had no emotion on his face. He just said this lightly and walked out.

"Where are you going?" Ning Zheyan asked.

But Cangchu did not answer Ning Zheyan's question, but directly opened the red door of the small courtyard and went out.

"Really, it's going to be dark soon, so I don't want to scare the children." Ning Zheyan muttered very depressedly.

The starry sky tonight is particularly beautiful. The deep blue sky is as blue as the vast sea, deep and as bright as sapphire. It is rare to see the beautiful sight of a star and a half moon in the sky.

Cangchu was sitting alone on the roof with blue bricks and white walls, looking at the moon in the sky, not knowing what he was thinking.

Su'er will be getting married in a month. The Ministry of Etiquette and the Jingshi Office have been busy these days, and the palace is even more busy. Almost everywhere you go, you can see the cautious and hurried look of the maids and eunuchs. No matter where he went, he felt that everything was related to Su'er.

So he came out of the palace. I'm afraid he won't go back after leaving the palace this time. He will stay here until Su'er's wedding next month.

Cangchu looked at the star in the sky accompanying the moon. The stars in the dark blue sky accompanied the moon, and the moon accompanied the stars. But what about him?

There was no one around him.

From the day he was born, he felt that he was incompatible with this world. He was like a passer-by who came to this world just to see others happy, but he came to suffer.

After suffering all the suffering, when the peaceful days had just arrived, his death day came.

Sometimes he wonders, why should he live? He couldn't get what he thought of. In the past, he only felt that those things didn't belong to him, but now?

It's not that those things don't belong to him, it's that he doesn't deserve them at all.

Cangchu didn't know how long he sat on the roof. He kept raising his head like that, looking at the stars in the sky and the moon. Even if a person was slowly approaching him, he didn't know. .

Cang Chu didn't react until the man walked up to him. He immediately looked back and saw a tall and muscular figure standing next to him.

If you look carefully, the figure of that man is somewhat similar to yours, but he is stronger than yours.

The night was too dark and he couldn't see clearly what this man looked like. He only saw this man sitting down in the night, looking up at the stars and moon in the sky like him.

For a long time, Cangchu didn't see this person talking, and he didn't know what he wanted to do when he suddenly approached him.

Cangchu liked to be alone and didn't like to be disturbed. Although this person didn't disturb him, his presence really made it impossible for him to calm down.

So Cang Chu stood up, and just when he turned around to leave, the man turned back to look at him. The moment he looked back, he saw his face. Although it was not clear, it was very ugly.

I don’t know how to describe that kind of ugliness. The face is very dark, the skin is very rough, and it is also covered with many small holes. As for the facial features, they are all mediocre, and it looks quite scary at first glance.

"Where have you gone?" the man asked.

This voice...

Why was it so familiar? It was as if he said it himself, but his tone became deeper.

"Who are you?" Cang Chu asked warily.

"I am you!" That person said his identity directly and readily.

Cang Chu was stunned, as if he was struck by lightning in an instant, making his body motionless, as if he had lost consciousness, and he felt as if he was deaf.

What did he just say, that he is himself?

"You...are still alive?" Cang Chu couldn't believe it, and even his voice was trembling.

He wasn't sure, and he was really surprised. He didn't even expect that he... was still alive.

It actually appeared in front of him so suddenly.

Cangchu felt like his head was going to explode.

"You think I'm dead?" he asked.

"The curse on you has disappeared?" Cangchu still couldn't believe it, but he remembered that he came here after Wei Yuanwei lifted the curse. It was normal that he was not dead, but why, since he was not dead, why Are you leaving Su'er?

"Yes, it disappeared."

"In this case, why did you leave Su'er?"

"Because I like her very much."

"Since you like it, why do you still... do this?" Cang Chu was a little confused.

"You are me, I am you. There is no difference between you and her being together and me and her being together. You are just less than ten years older than Su'er, but the age difference between me and Su'er is too far. That's why I left. I hope you can take good care of her. You should understand what I mean, but you sent Su'er into someone else's arms." He wanted to find Cangchu easily, because the current Cangchu is his young How could he not understand himself when he was young?