Chapter 1807 Hope
What kind of experience is it like to watch the nearest relative die step by step without being able to do anything?
People with weak willpower will collapse directly!
Even Gu Xijiu became more and more restless and restless.
Although Di Fuyi couldn't see anything on the surface, he was still young, handsome, and full of energy like before, but the big star that represented him was already dimmed and crumbling, looking like it would fall every moment...
Di Fuyi had only taught her the stargazing technique in the last half a month.
This astrology is extremely complicated. It is not just about looking at constellations or the brightness of stars. Through astrology, you can see the rise and fall of a dynasty, the influence of fortune and numerology of related people, and so on. It is not learned overnight.
Because Di Fuyi really didn't have much time and had to teach, so he procrastinated and procrastinated until now.
After Gu Xijiu learned the basics, she spent half a day at the observatory almost every day.
The more nervous you look--
The more I look, the more hopeless I become——
It's like a person has a bad fate. If she doesn't know it all the time, she will live happily until the catastrophe comes. She has different expectations every day. Live wonderfully.
But if one day, a blunt person tells her that the person she cares about the most will die one day, and she can't escape it, then she will live in anxiety and anxiety. Nervous and fearful...
Gu Xijiu was in this situation, the more she knew how to read the astrology chart, the more anxiety and fear she felt! It was as heavy as a mountain, almost out of breath!
She looked at the crumbling Uranus, wishing she could fly up to hold it up, or press a support for it below...
After learning astrology, she finally understood that the fall of the stars is irreversible, and she has nothing to do.
She also negotiated terms with the voice that occasionally sounded in her head, asking it to be lenient, even if she transferred all her lifespan to Di Fuyi. But that voice just sighed, saying it was irreversible, and made her give up...
She started having insomnia all night long—
The pain of losing a relationship cannot be described in words, it is a hundred times more painful than losing a relationship...
Of course, she didn't want to put too much psychological pressure on Di Fuyi, and she wanted to appear calm on the surface, but she was getting thinner and thinner day by day.
After all, Di Fuyi was about to fall, and finally he couldn't hold back the appearance of falling into the five declines of heaven and man. Although his appearance seemed to be the same as before, his energy was not as good as before, and he was prone to sleepiness...
If he has no worries, he will accept this fact calmly. After all, he has lived for nearly ten thousand years, and he has already seen through everything, and he doesn't care about life and death.
But now he has his heart, he is greedy for her warmth, he can't bear to leave her alone, he doesn't want to make her suffer, but he is the one who caused her the most pain, he feels sorry for him...
So he who should have been in a deep sleep is also a light sleep...
He often wakes up after a short sleep, and every time he opens his eyes, he sees her eyes slightly closed, pretending to be asleep, but her eyelashes are still fluttering...
Only once, he probably opened his eyes too quickly, before she had time to pretend to be asleep, his eyes met her tearful eyes!
At that time, she was looking at him with wide-open eyes, tears in her eyes, a small hand tightly holding a piece of his underwear, her eyes were full of helplessness and fragility...