Three Hundred and Ninety First Starting Point of Happiness
Ronan knew that he was in a mess, he had no masculinity at all, just like a patient who had lost his mind, he knew everything, but he didn't care.
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When he was deaf, he didn't cry, he was just in pain.
When his vision weakened, he didn't cry, he was just dazed.
When traveling through time and space, he didn't cry, he just looked forward to it.
From before to now, dreams have fallen into endless darkness, and life seems to have no color anymore, but he has never been immersed in sadness, he is just...struggling, struggling and suffering, as insignificant The ants are stubbornly looking for life in the torrent of time.
Countless times, countless times, he wanted to give up, he was on the verge of collapse, but he still clenched his teeth and persisted-this is how "Innate" sings: he wants to give up, but this is not what he was born with Therefore, he can only be like Sisyphus, pushing a boulder that will never reach the top of the mountain, repeatedly being placed in purgatory, persistently persisting, and persisting meaninglessly.
He is actually a fool, believing in a dream that no one wants to believe in, insisting on the courage that no one dares to persist, and living a foolish life.
However, tonight, Sisyphus finally pushed the rock that could never reach the top of the mountain. Even Sisyphus himself couldn't believe it. After hundreds of years of persistence, he actually saw the result, so that Sisyphus is standing on the top of the mountain, just like that falling apart.
There are countless emotions surging in the chest, but it is difficult to sum it up in a word. It is just surging and destroying all defense lines. The taste of joy, joy and joy is colliding, but it seems that there are countless grievances that want to vent, and there is no way to stop, and then Like a fool, weeping loudly.
The tears of the collapse were so embarrassing and terrible, but in the eyes of others, it was not like that at all, they just empathized with her, and the strong emotions made Adele's eyes flushed, and she tried to comfort her, but she didn't know what to do. At a loss, he couldn't leave with his footsteps, so he just waited by the side.
Not only Ronan, but also Ollie, Maxim, and Cliff couldn't control their emotions, and the tears burst again.
New Orleans, Las Vegas, Philadelphia, Washington, New York, Los Angeles... Along the way, memories flashed in my mind like a revolving lantern, giving up several times and persisting several times, quarreling several times and joining hands several times , lost several times and ran wildly several times, and finally reached the top of the mountain.
Only those who have truly experienced the long darkness can feel the preciousness of light,
In many cases, emotions cannot be controlled.
When Alice appeared, she saw such a scene.
Adele stood beside her with tears all over her face, and she couldn't stop the tears from falling after she wiped them continuously; Ronan couldn't stand up because his knees were weak, and he was crying uncontrollably with his head down; Ollie was squatting beside him, lightly Patting Ronan's back to comfort him, he didn't have time to wipe off his embarrassment.
Maxim stood by and looked up at the sky, secretly wiping his wet eye sockets, even though he was sad, he did not forget to be handsome, he looked like he was shooting a pictorial for men in autumn; Cliff quietly turned his back to hide his appearance, Like a child who is being punished to stand facing the wall, the stubborn back is funny no matter how you look at it.
The picture, some sense of joy,
Seeing Ronan's distressed appearance, Alice's nose was slightly sore, her throat seemed to be stuffed with a ball of cotton, and she was full of emotions but couldn't express it accurately, but when she looked at the scene in front of her carefully, she couldn't help but make up a few places in her mind. In the big drama, all the emotions disappeared, and I almost laughed out loud.
Low laughter surged gently in her chest. Although her eye sockets were slightly red, Alice's mood jumped up lightly. She let out a long breath, cheered herself up, and went forward to hug Adele to express her gratitude , then walked over, squatted in front of Ronan, and patted him on the shoulder lightly.
Ronan raised his head, his face full of confusion.
Alice had never seen Ronan like this, never seen it since she was a child, her nose was sore, and she almost cried, even though her mind was full of imaginary images, she was full of joy; but At this moment, Ronan once again awakened the night when New Orleans created "Innate", his tongue was full of bitterness, and words could not describe the turbulence in his heart.
For a moment, the words were stuck in her throat, and Alice could really feel Ronan's emotions.
But Alice adjusted a little bit, found her own voice, and complained as soon as she opened her mouth, "The reporters are already waiting, are you sure it's okay?"
"ah!"
There was a shrill scream, not Ronan, but Maxim.
"Damn! Damn damn damn! My image! Oh God! Ronan Cooper! You bastard! If I get tainted by the media, it's all because of you! Jesus Christ! I absolutely can't stand myself now Such a wretched image! I need to fix myself! No! I need a change of clothes! No no, I need to take a shower! Shame! Ahhh, this is a shame!"
Maxim's rambling appearance turned back and forth like an ant on a hot pot, and then Alice complained speechlessly, "You forgot the newcomer of the year..."
"Okay, oh, oh..." Maxim immediately began to make a strange murmur, which abruptly covered Alice's voice, pretending not to hear; The source of the broken voice was simply a child who hadn't grown up.
Here is a six-year-old child, there is a three-year-old child facing the wall and thinking about his past, and in front of him are two five-year-old children with tears and snot on their faces.
Alice looked at the group of rejuvenated children in front of her, and immediately felt like she was a kindergarten teacher, "You still have time to go back to the dressing room."
Originally thought that Maxim couldn't hear it, but he didn't expect... Maxim paused, then turned around and walked towards the dressing room.
Alice and Ronan were both dumbfounded, they exchanged glances at each other, and couldn't help laughing, their crying and laughing looks seamlessly connected with the lunatic, Oli, who didn't notice Maxim's movements, didn't understand what happened at all, Just staring at the two of them blankly, with question marks in their eyes, this expression made Alice and Ronan smile even brighter.
Then, Cliff finally finished facing the wall, turned around, and adjusted his expression, "Ronan, we should go back to the dressing room, and we still need to take pictures and interviews with reporters, don't we? Oh, Alice , when did you come here?"
Obviously, Cliff was immersed in his own world and didn't see what happened just now.
This time, the three of Ronan exchanged glances, paused for a second, and burst out laughing together, which was hilarious——
This is where happiness begins, starting tonight.