Chapter 1994 To Go or Not to Go?

"From that time on, my father gave up on himself even more. He began to show his weakness, his incompetence, and his irritability... He was addicted to alcohol every day. After seeing me, he was right I was beaten and scolded because he thought of my mother when he saw me, and I was afraid of him and hated him!"

"Later, I tried to find a way to go out to study. Before entering Tongtian Academy, I begged my father to send me to the Shinto Hall to practice martial arts. Fortunately, my uncle kicked us out, but my dad had purchased such a There are many things in the house that can be sold off slowly. My father said that he would give me a chance. If I can get into the top few every time, he would sell off the property and let me study there."

Xiao Bing had heard about the Shinto Hall in the past few days. Some people's families had no one who could teach their children martial arts, so they would send them to the Shinto Hall. In fact, the Shinto Hall is equivalent to a martial arts school in the human world. There are good ones and bad ones. Of course, it is more than three or five grades behind a college like Tongtian College.

"I was just eight or nine years old at the time. Every day in the Shinto Hall was very hard, but I was very happy because there I couldn't see the big drunkard at home, and I didn't have to be beaten or scolded at every turn."

"So from the first day I entered the Shinto Hall, I have been studying hard. I want to ensure that I will always be the best..."

"Zhenwu City is so big in total, and my family is so famous in Zhenwu City. I used to be looked up to, but now I am treated as a joke. Even if I am a child, everyone knows me. From the first day I entered the Shinto Hall, Those children were laughing at me behind my back, teasing me and calling me a bastard, saying that my mother and uncle had run away. Can you imagine what that feeling was like?"

Xiao Bing sighed, he could imagine it because he thought of himself back then.

"I hate so much in my heart. I wish I could kill all the people who said this behind their backs, but I can only endure it. I dare not take action, otherwise the owner of the museum will kick me out. I must stay here." I study hard in the Shinto Hall, and I know that only when I become stronger can I change my own destiny and avenge the unfairness of fate!"

"Growing up, I was surrounded by this kind of ridicule, and people were pointing fingers everywhere... I hated those people, I hated my mother, I hated my father, I hated all those people who laughed. So growing up , I didn’t have many friends, until I met Li Ling’er, she was indeed very simple and different from everyone I met before, so I became friends with them and formed a team to complete the enrollment task.”

Xiao Bing finally spoke to persuade: "Everything will be fine for you from now on."

"But can everything in the past be forgotten like this? You think I am difficult to get in touch with. That's because I have had no friends since I was a child. I have always grown up alone. Today you are eating When I was young, I said that a person should enjoy life instead of simply living, but what I have been thinking about since I was a child is how to live and how to become stronger."

Xiao Bing said: "I can understand your feelings..."

"No one can understand." Zhang Xinxin said, "Although I teamed up with you in the forest at the beginning, we were just teammates. I didn't regard you as a friend, so I returned to Zhenwu City and left... …Actually, it’s not just that, it’s also because I went to do other things that day, and I broke the legs of those people who were always laughing at me when I was learning martial arts.”

Xiao Bing felt a chill in his heart when he heard this, but then he felt sympathy and distress for Zhang Xinxin. Maybe if it were him, he would choose the same approach, and he would even be more impulsive than Zhang Xinxin.

"You may think that I am scheming, but I am. After I entered the school, I saw your impulsive personality, so I never thought highly of you, and I never thought about taking the initiative to contact you. I hate taking the initiative to do so. Contact others, and I also hate you men... I once thought that since relationships are destined not to last long, and since we are destined to break up sooner or later after being together, then I must choose the strongest man, even in the future. So what if we break up, I can at least use him to take revenge on my family first. This man must be able to help me take revenge on my uncle and that hateful bitch!"

Xiao Bing had mixed feelings in his heart. Even though he had no parents since he was a child, it was still much better than Zhang Xinxin's background.

Zhang Xinxin's idea is very extreme, but can you blame Zhang Xinxin? She is very scheming, but can Zhang Xin be blamed for this? No one is qualified to despise Zhang Xinxin, and no one is qualified to blame Zhang Xinxin, because when she was bullied and laughed at since she was a child, no one really stood up to protect her, even her Her father failed to protect her.

Zhang Xinxin looked at Xiao Bing. She suddenly stood up, her eyes flashing with firmness. She slowly untied her dress, and then the skirt fell directly to the ground, revealing the smooth and delicate inside. Xiao Bing's eyes widened, and his breathing became slightly heavier.

"Brother Xiao Jun, I know I can't hide my thoughts from you. I have indeed used a lot of scheming towards you. It is indeed because you are strong enough that I fell in love with you, even if you were just an ordinary person. Ordinary people, even if I think you are a good person, I will not even look at you, because I have suffered enough humiliation since I was a child, and I have experienced how being an ordinary person will be bullied by others. "

"I don't want to use any scheming on you now. My body is right here, and I want to give myself to you now. I don't care who you like, I don't care if you like me or Li Ling'er, or whether you like Teacher Dai Xueman ?I don’t care about any of this, you can marry any of us, or even marry us all... I just want you to do me a favor."

Xiao Bing's throat felt a little thirsty and he asked, "What are you busy with?"

"Help me kill that couple of bitches! I will kill the couple who made our family become like this and let them suffer retribution!"

Xiao Bing took a deep breath and closed his eyes. At this moment, Zhang Xinxin suddenly leaned forward, hugged Xiao Bing's neck, and pressed her body against Xiao Bing's body, her smooth and attractive body Twisting on Xiao Bing's body, his lips gently touched Xiao Bing's earlobe, and murmured: "I don't want to play any tricks, I like you, even if I like you because of your strength, but I just like you, as long as you are always so strong, I will always like you, even if one day you lose, you lose, you die, I will still like you, and I will never betray you!"

"I am a scheming woman, I am a utilitarian woman, I can play scheming, but I am very sincere now, I will show you all my scheming, everything I have Let me show you, as long as you accept me...do you believe it?"

"I believe it." Xiao Bing slowly calmed down, opened his eyes, gently pushed Zhang Xinxin away, and said: "Hurry up and put on your clothes. I believe that as long as you choose me, you will never Betray me, even if you lose one day or die one day. I believe you are sincere to me today, but I'm sorry, I can't accept you."

Zhang Xinxin turned around, with her back to Xiao Bing, and slowly put on her skirt, then turned around and looked at Xiao Bing, smiled and said: "I was going to pretend to be drunk, but I didn't expect that I was a little drunk. ”

Xiao Bing smiled and said: "Your frankness is actually very cute, Zhang Xinxin."

Zhang Xinxin sighed and said, "Thank you."

"You're welcome. In fact, I think you can achieve everything you want to do without relying on anyone. I won't advise you to give up all hatred. No one is qualified to advise you to give up hatred. Although you and I are not suitable, But as a friend, I can give you two sentences. I believe these two sentences will be useful to you."

"Yeah." Zhang Xinxin looked at Xiao Bing.

"The first sentence is to live for yourself."

"The second sentence is, if you lose, you will gain. I believe you have lost a lot before, but you have also developed your competitive qualities. You have to believe that sooner or later you will be stronger than them all. , A woman can fall in love with a man and marry a man, but she does not necessarily have to rely entirely on a man. A woman can hold up half the sky!"

Zhang Xin was stunned: "A woman can hold up half the sky..." she murmured to herself. "

Xiao Bing said: "Have a good rest, I'm going out first!"

Xiao Bing walked out of Zhang Xinxin's room, and then let out a breath. The scene just now was too tempting. I'm afraid no one could refuse it, but Xiao Bing had to refuse. On the one hand, Xiao Bing didn't like Zhang Xinxin. He didn't mean that. On the other hand, Xiao Bing didn't want to involve so many interests in the relationship between men and women.

Xiao Bing went back to his room and fell asleep soon.

As for Zhang Xinxin, who was in her room, after Xiao Bing went out, she suddenly lay on the bed and started to cry. Then she laughed again. She cried and laughed for a long time, and finally turned over and faced up. Lying on the bed, with sparkling light in her eyes, her gaze was even firmer than ever before. She slowly murmured to herself: "A woman can fall in love with a man, and she can marry a man." A man may not be completely dependent on one man, a woman can hold up half the sky...Thank you for teaching me, Brother Xiao Jun."

Until this moment, Zhang Xinxin completely admired Xiao Bing for the first time. Even if Xiao Bing had won the first place among the freshmen, even if Xiao Bing had broken so many records and defeated Xiao Sixia, although Zhang Xinxin admired her, she still couldn't. She has never had such admiration. Until now, her heart is full of gratitude and admiration from the bottom of her heart. Sometimes people don't have to rely on strong force to conquer someone. Sometimes thoughts are more contagious!