Chapter 895: Forced and Misinterpreted Family Recognition Wave 1
The sound of jets sounded, and the figures of Mikasa and Amin flew up from under the wall, and found Anzhe who was standing on the top of the wall staring into the distance.
"I knew you were here."
A Ming said out loud, if you can't find Anzhe, just come to the wall to find him.
Anzhe turned his head, looked at his two partners, and smiled softly.
"You can't see the outside world from inside the wall, it's too high."
A Ming remained silent and followed An Zhe's gaze. Although the setting sun was indeed spectacular and beautiful, it wouldn't be interesting if he looked at it often, right?
"Well, the outside world..."
A Ming groaned softly, and An Zhe sighed: "Yes, as expected, I still don't like this place."
"Ha, no one likes this place."
A Ming said with a smile, making Anzhe smile for a while.
His eyes moved slightly, but Anzhe found that something was wrong with Mikasa on the side, and her expression seemed a little fragile.
After blinking, Anzhe winked at A Ming, and the two of them sneaked to the side.
"Amin, what's wrong with Mikasa?"
"Well, I'm not sure exactly. It's just that it felt a little boring from the beginning."
Amin answered, glanced at Mikasa quietly, and said quietly: "But maybe it's because of what happened just now that reminded me of some bad memories."
An Zhe was slightly surprised, as if he understood something, he nodded lightly.
"It's my fault..."
Mikasa is not the kind of person who often shows that kind of weak look. Obviously, the sad things happened to those people in the past also brought back bad memories for her.
Ah, why should I listen to those people singing...
With this thought in his mind, Amin nodded, said hello sensibly and left. For such a thing as comforting Mikasa, he felt that Anzhe was more appropriate.
Mikasa on the side was still surprised because Amin left suddenly, and saw Anzhe walking to her side.
"Don't tell me, even you need me to comfort you."
He said with a slightly helpless expression: "Those guys alone make me feel uncomfortable."
Mikasa was startled by Anzhe's words, and her eyes dimmed slightly.
"I'm sorry for worrying you. I'm fine. I just remembered some bad things."
Anzhe looked at Mikasa steadily, and after a long time he let out a long breath: "It's strange that you can make people feel at ease... I can see that you hate this cruel world just like them. It’s just that you are more insensitive than those people.”
The girl immediately raised her head, as if An Zhe had been right, her eyes were a little startled.
"Don't be surprised. During the time I spent with you, I felt it more or less." Anzhe turned his head, not looking at Mikasa, and said softly.
After all, he has been paying attention to this girl. After being here for so long, he has learned something about Mikasa in this world.
Her biological parents were killed, and her adoptive father and mother also died at the mouth of giants. This girl's experience is so heartbreaking, but her strength is also so touching.
It's just that this strength is based on the hatred established...
Mikasa lowered her head and her expression slowly returned to calm: "You know everything."
"Well, you are my important partner."
The girl didn't answer, and walked to the wall, looking at the dim light reflected by the sun that had sunk below the horizon, her cloak and crimson scarf fluttering slightly.
"Anzhe, you understand... This is a cruel world where only the victors can survive. And I am just a rootless person in this world. Why on earth do I live in this world... It turns out Just like you said, just to preserve the memories of them..."
The murder of a relative had already made him despair. His adoptive parents, whom he finally recognized, died tragically. His life was really good!
Mikasa closed her eyes and clenched her fists tightly, making her hand bones crack.
Anzhe was shocked in his heart. As a result, even now, he still hasn't been able to change some regrettable things.
For Mikasa, he was too late after all.
But everything is irreversible, so what can I do?
Taking a deep breath, Anzhe stepped forward and grabbed the girl's clenched fist. She was so strong that she didn't look like a girl at all.
"But in this world, there must be something you have been looking forward to, right? That's why you keep fighting and never give up."
"Yeah...what am I expecting again..." Mikasa said softly: "Even I don't know what I am expecting. I have obviously become numb to this world."
"You are looking forward to starting over. Because you feel too unwilling to live your life, and you are not willing to be unable to achieve anything at that time. Because this is the world of the winner, so you want to start over. For once, as a winner.”
Anzhe was silent for a while and spoke softly, causing Mikasa's body to tremble and her pupils to shrink.
Anzhe clearly saw Mikasa's change in expression, couldn't help but smile slightly, and spoke softly.
"Mikasa, you still hold the sword very tightly, don't you."
The girl's arms were shaking slightly, and Anzhe knew that it was caused by her exerting too much force.
His words seemed to hit Mikasa's heart. In this world, she grew up with hatred.
Because I am too unwilling to accept my fate, and because I am dissatisfied with myself for watching my biological parents being killed, and being so timid that I did not move at all, and because when I saw that my adoptive parents were about to be killed by a giant, I Inaction.
That's why I want to change so much.
If there is another choice, I must hold on to the weapon in my hand and fight with all my strength... No matter how weak I am, I cannot give up from the bottom of my heart.
It is because of my timidity and inaction in the past that I became who I am today.
Mikasa woke up, and the fragile look on her face finally disappeared, and with it came the steel-like tenacity.
"Well, it seems that you are overthinking it. Since you want to change so much, then go fight. If you win, you can see a new world."
Anzhe said with a slight smile, but stopped talking about this heavy topic, opened his hands and stretched.
"Hmm~~ It's getting late, let's go back."
Mikasa blinked, but shook her head slightly: "Even if it is as you said, now, where should I go back from here? I am already... homeless..."
Anzhe tilted his head, came to stand in front of the girl, and gently straightened the crimson scarf for her.
"What are you talking about? You have me, don't you? Partners are also a kind of family members! Because partners are brothers and sisters who share life and death. Well... brothers and sisters, do you understand? That's what a family means."
Under the dim sky near nightfall, the boy tilted his head and said some funny words to the girl that he forcibly distorted.