Chapter 707: A Lie that You Think Is a Lie

Ten days later.

In the living room of the room, Kasumigaoka Shiu and Sawamura Eri were sitting there, looking at Anzhe who was sitting on the balcony in a daze, a trace of worry flashed across their expressions.

"Anzhe is in a daze again..."

"Yeah... this is the second time. I was still standing in the kitchen in a daze while making breakfast in the morning." Sawamura Eiri said softly.

He has become like this since he came back from outside some time ago.

The usually smiling expression disappeared without knowing when, and there was nothing unusual when talking to him. It was just that when he was alone, he would get lost easily.

Moreover, she seemed to have nightmares at night, which Kasumigaoka Shiyu discovered accidentally. She had seen Anzhe's head covered in cold sweat in his sleep, so when she paid attention, she discovered it several times.

"Did he go through something..." Kasumigaoka Shiyu frowned, not knowing what to do.

She had always felt that An Zhe was a very independent person and always looked confident when doing things. But now, had she received any blow?

Sawamura Eiri shook her head: "But I have never seen him behave like this..."

I asked him but didn’t say anything, which is really annoying...

Anzhe, who was sitting there in a trance, suddenly moved. His rational personality noticed the gazes of senior sister and Yinglili, and issued a reminder, which brought Anzhe back to his senses.

Seeing the two people looking at him with concern, Anzhe, who knew that he was distracted again, quickly smiled apologetically.

"Sorry...I've been a little tired recently and keep wandering away."

Kasumigaoka Shiyu looked at Anzhe. His smile seemed a little far-fetched at first, but soon the fault was gone.

With rational personalities, they obviously can't see anything.

"Remember to tell us if you have anything to say, don't keep it in your heart."

The senior sister said worriedly, making Anzhe shake his head and smile.

"I understand. I have something to do and I have to go out for a while, so I won't send you to the club."

Anzhe said, casually took the windbreaker on one side, put it on and walked out.

I called a special rental car and left the metropolis all the way to a nearby small town.

The weather was getting very cold, and the cold winter was coming. Braving the slightly cold wind, Anzhe came to an orphanage, stood at the door and looked inside.

In the yard, he could see a familiar figure accompanying many children. Those children seemed to like the girl very much and were always around her.

She is Kurumi Tokisaki.

A child discovered Anzhe, and immediately called Anzhe "brother" happily and ran over. Several little ones hugged his thigh.

Anzhe's always dull expression showed some smile at this moment, and distributed the various candies he bought to the children, making everyone cheer.

After finally getting rid of these clingy children, Anzhe looked at the girl who had been looking at him with a smile.

"You look much better."

Kurumi Tokisaki smiled and shook his head, came to Anzhe and held his arm: "Come with me for a walk. The scenery of the fire maple forest on the mountain is very nice."

As winter approaches, the maple leaves have begun to fall, and the ground is covered with fiery red.

Anzhe and Tokisaki Kurumi stepped on the fiery red carpet. After the wind blew, many maple leaves would be blown down and swirl down from the sky.

The laughter of children came from behind. An Zhe and both of them did not speak, but just walked quietly.

"I think I should go for a walk."

Tokisaki Kurumi suddenly spoke softly, making Anzhe's eyes narrow slightly.

He was not surprised by the girl's decision.

At the end of the day, after stopping Tokisaki Kurumi's act of suicide, Anzhe finally persuaded the girl.

The girl said that now her life will be used to pay for the sins she has committed in this life.

Over the past few days, she has been doing good deeds and doing her best to help those in need.

So Anzhe already knows,

The girl will leave soon, and she will spend the rest of her life doing good deeds to repay the evil she has committed in this life.

Anzhe couldn't say he agreed with this result, but it was the only reason for Tokisaki Kurumi to save his life.

"when are we leaving?"

"Just tomorrow, Anzhe doesn't need to come see me off."

An Zhe was silent and nodded slightly.

This was her own decision. Anzhe finally breathed a sigh of relief after confirming the girl's thoughts.

If this is the best ending, so be it.

All the hard work I put in was finally not in vain.

"If you can think about it, I'll be relieved. Don't forget what I said."

Tokisaki Kurumi smiled gently. She no longer thought about going back to the past, because the rules of the world would not allow those people to be resurrected, and everything that would be done would be meaningless.

An Zhe was right. All he could do now was to repay his sin seriously. No matter whether others would forgive him or not, he should do it.

The girl didn't notice the complexity flashing in Anzhe's eyes.

The group of children came over again, pestering Kurumi Tokisaki to play with her. The girl nodded with a smile and took the little guys to play around.

Anzhe didn't follow him, he just walked to the top of the mountain and sat down on the stone, with the entire maple leaf forest in his sight.

The maple forest was like fire, making the mountains and fields seem to be on fire, but Anzhe was not in the mood to watch the scenery.

He burned his soul, deceived Kurumi, and lied to her that the rules of the world would not allow those people to be resurrected.

But in fact, he was the one who ruined Kuang San's efforts.

Those people are not bad people, they are all innocent people who died in vain!

This is the reason why Anzhe feels heavy.

No matter how much he said he didn't care, he had been condemned by his conscience from the moment he took action.

Because what he did was completely the same as killing 150 million people with his own hands.

[Are you regretting it?]

The voice of a rational personality suddenly sounded in his heart, causing De Anzhe's eyes to slightly condense as he looked into the distance.

Do you regret it...

No, it's just that... I can't forgive myself for doing such evil deeds.

The lives of 150 million people were all rejected with just one thought.

It's as easy as destroying an ant nest.

The consciousness of the rational personality calmed down, and he finally understood the reason why the main personality was suffering during this period.

After all, Anzhe is not the kind of guy who doesn't take human life seriously.

As a strong man, he respects life, and his nature is not bad.

Although I was consciously insisting on it for my own selfishness, I was always condemning myself in my heart.

【Ah……】

The rational personality suddenly laughed out loud, seemingly with a hint of helplessness.

[Sometimes you get stuck on some stupid things... Why do you think that you can definitely resurrect those people by doing that? What if the lies you tell that you think are lies are not lies? 】