Chapter 194 What Is Your Wish?

When the time came to December, Liu Xia's actual age was already 12 years and 4 months.

His birthday is on January 17th. Based on the time of the Xingyue parallel world where he was born, his 12th birthday had already passed when he was in this world.

But he himself doesn't care much about this aspect, and after becoming a ghost, he can change his body shape at will, so he doesn't care much about age.

On a certain day in early December, Lucia learned all 24 runes and 3 original runes, and her magic attainment has risen a lot.

According to Aozaki Chengzi's judgment, although his magic attainment is still around the fifth level, his technique has almost reached the second level. This is because his physical coordination ability is too strong, and he can easily form muscle memory Because of this, as long as you train more, it is not impossible to catch up with Aozaki Chengzi within two or three months.

Of course, it is only limited to the speed and accuracy of performing spells. If he wants to surpass Touko Aozaki in terms of skill attainments, unless he has devoted himself to the study of runes for more than a year or two, there is no possibility for the time being.

I have also learned all the knowledge about familiars, enchantments, etc., and even made the magic dress Moon Essence Essence with the help of Aoqi Chengzi.

"In this way, the transaction between us is over."

Lucia was sitting on a chair in the hotel, holding a glass test tube in his hand, which was filled with silver liquid. He was feeling the state of the moon spirit marrow fluid through the magic seal on his right shoulder.

After a month, Lucia's magic engraving has also been simplified and enriched a lot. In addition to the original necromancy and strengthening spells, a base for manipulating the moon spirit marrow and a base for runes have been added. The plate, the previous tracking spells and the like have all been removed. Ordinary magicians may not be able to remove the engravings so easily. After all, they are like organs, but he is a ghost, so he can easily do it.

"Um."

Aoqi Chengzi stood by the window with the last Tai Chi brand cigarette dangling from her mouth, while she was smoking, she asked Liu Xia a question.

"Speaking of which, I've always wanted to ask you a question. Since I haven't asked for anything in the past month, it shouldn't be too much to just answer my question, right?"

"It depends on the depth of your question."

Liu Xia stared at the Moon Spirit Essence in her hand without looking back,

While replying: "If it's a question I don't want to answer, I won't answer it."

His statement seemed very rogue, no matter what question Aoqi Chengzi asked, he could prevaricate it by not wanting to answer, as long as he had the slightest thought of not wanting to be reasonable, it would be impossible for Cangqi Chengzi to get the answer.

Aoqi Chengzi didn't respond to his words, but just spoke with a flat expression.

"What is your wish?"

Under her inquiry, Liu Xia paused for a moment, then turned around and cast her unwavering gaze at Ao Qi Chengzi.

"During this month, I have been observing you."

Cang Qi Chengzi took a puff of cigarette and continued: "All your actions are based on measurement and calculation. If you can gain benefits from it, or if it is necessary, you will do it without hesitation. If If you don’t have any interests to talk about, you will turn a blind eye and say nothing about anyone or anything.”

"When necessary, you will be kind and give people the illusion that you are friendly, but when it is not necessary, you will be cold-blooded and scary. Although most of the relationships between people are full of hypocrisy and calculation, your The hypocrisy is even worse, instead of switching personalities like me, but switching to the most suitable personality when needed, there is a huge gap in subjectivity."

"Your appearance is like a maze, or a machine, but your inner appearance is very simple, so pure that there is no filling. To describe it in one word, it is—an empty shell."

The exterior is a machine for calculating benefits.

The inside is a mere empty shell.

This is the answer that Aozaki Chengzi observed during this month's relationship with Liu Xia.

"A fair judgment."

Liu Xia nodded, he was already aware of his own personality.

"Many children who grow up in magic families are born with personality defects, some are born lacking in joy, some are born to pursue pleasure, and some are born with moving obsessions...so I'm wondering if that's the case with you, too?"

Cang Qi Chengzi looked at Liu Xia, the expression contained in the orange pupils was very flat, but it was inexplicably enough to shock the mind, "Your way of life is due to the inherent lack of emotional existence?"

There was a moment of silence in the room.

In fact, this is not so difficult to find, as long as you spend a period of time with Liu Xia, you can more or less detect the flaws in his character.

However, just as Aoqi Chengzi said, Lucia will pretend to be a kind and gentlemanly character when necessary, and his disguise ability is very superb, so he has not been exposed under normal circumstances.

At the beginning, he used the ancient people's curiosity about the modern people, took advantage of Musashi's boldness and compassion, and forced her to not notice any abnormalities in Liuxia during the month of living with him.

But if Liu Xia himself had no intention of concealing it, then the abnormality in his personality would be easily noticed.

As the crown magician, Canozaki Chengzi's eyesight is beyond imagination. I'm afraid she has noticed it a long time ago. It's only now that she has made it clear.

"You are right, this is not something that needs to be deliberately concealed."

Liu Xia nodded flatly, "My feelings are indeed inherently flawed, I can't experience anything, joy and disgust, anger and hatred, joy and sadness... I can't have all the feelings."

"That's why you live like this."

Canozaki Chengzi nodded meaningfully, "But there is a certain degree of subjectivity in your actions, right? Different from the real ones, there are always parts in your actions that I can't understand, and you should follow some kind of reason for your actions. Bar?"

"That's why I want to ask, what is your wish? Is this a question you don't want to answer?"

Jialan is a Buddhist term meaning a bottomless pit.

The incomprehensible part she was referring to was probably Liu Xia's spirit base mission, but what she was curious about was not the spirit base mission itself, but the reason why Liu Xia was obsessed with completing the spirit base mission.

"No, I can answer, and the answer is very simple."

Liu Xia shook her head, without emotion, he would never be ashamed to express his wishes, his eyes were very flat but seemed to be rippling.

"My feelings are lacking, so although I can recognize what kind of feelings are, I can't really understand what feelings are after all, so I have only one wish from the beginning."

"—I want to have feelings."