Many Things Are Not because We Don’t Understand Them, but because We Don’t Want to Understand Them.

I have experienced many things, seen many joys and sorrows, ghosts and monsters, and various methods on and off the stage. I feel that I am quite calm and numb, just like watching high diving.

I am calm because I have seen too much. The various changes in the process are not out of those routines, so I am calm.

As for numbness, it is to see the essence through the phenomenon, just like writing with a beginning, a middle, a middle, and an end, seeing through the things inside, and then numb, losing expectations.

This book is in the later stage, and it must be completed within this year.

I just changed my place to write, ten days. The environment is not bad, but work matters are always entangled through phone calls, QQ, and WeChat, which makes me unable to forget and worry.

I feel a little relaxed in these ten days, but I still spend most of my time writing every day.

This is me, and my vacation is still not much different from the past.

I have put so much effort into this book that I will go deeper into it later and want to explore an ending.

The history is full of history, and the jazz is naturally overestimating his own abilities.

But at least there is that spirit in my heart.

I don't know what the ending is. The past of history has long disappeared, leaving only those words to record, making people angry, or regretful, or excited, or passionate...

Many ideas are still there, many characters are still there, but I feel tired.

Maybe everyone feels tired, so I will naturally not linger and delay.

Some explanations are necessary. I will try my best to give each character an ending. Not to mention fairness, at least it should match their weight in my heart.

Some book friends said that this book can be written into 3,000 or 4,000 chapters, which reminds me of countless characters, whether it is Zhu Zhanji or Zhu Zhanyong, or the somewhat gloomy Zhu Zhanji.

Whether it is Wanwan or Hu Shanxiang, or Yumi Duanduan, they come from Sun and others.

As for Zhang Shuhui, Xiaobai, Tudou, Ping An. Xin Laoqi, Fang Wu, Xiaodao. Chen Mo, Huang Jinlu. Zhu Gaoxu, Zhu Gaosui...

Too many characters, in order, should have an ending.

But if I write them in detail one by one, I guess some people will find it cumbersome and some people will scold.

So I try my best, but I dare not guarantee it.

Do my best, this is my purpose. From the beginning of the book to now, everyone can also experience the degree of update, the seriousness of the book, and all kinds of aspects. Naturally, you will know that what Sir said is not empty talk.

…

Good and evil is a big topic, and whether hard work will be rewarded is also a big topic.

But I adhere to the principle of "concentrating on writing is the kingly way" and don't care about external affairs.

Sir will naturally not sell misery, otherwise there are many "bright spots" on me that are enough to impress everyone.

I'm just tired, tired of my heart and body.

But I don't want to see people who read pirated books and still come to complain, saying things like "I resisted scolding you", "rubbish, only Sabi will read yours", "the book review area is full of good reviews", "Are you blind? This book makes me sick"...

I looked at the fan value, all zero. But to digress, you are not pregnant, right? It's not wrong for a man to be pregnant. Go to the doctor quickly, don't delay, and see whose child it is.

As a normal person, I really don't understand the way these people think. Maybe it's because real life is too unsuccessful, and I need to find a place to vent. It's just that there are many places for entertainment now, so why bother to love one flower, the sooner the better.

Uh! Maybe I often see those people spitting shit, so every time I open a single chapter, I can't help it and have to fight back. Please forgive me.

...

I haven't opened a single chapter for a long time, but I'm very tired today and don't want to write. I look at the screen numbly, and I don't want to think about the plot in my mind. But if I don't write, I feel panic in my heart. I always feel that I owe a lot of things and feel uneasy in my heart, so I come to talk nonsense with you.

The rise and fall of a dynasty is actually very simple, but if you read more history books, you will find it very complicated.

For example, at a certain stage, if a certain emperor does better, can he extend his life for another hundred years?

Up to now, the jazz has thought about this question many times, but there is no result.

Most of the time I am thinking about whether those histories are fate.

God wants to give the people of this land more disasters. For thousands of years, famines and man-made disasters have continued to fall, and more foreign enemies have made this land restless.

But more of it is thought.

Many book friends said that we should quickly conquer the world, develop weapons of mass destruction, and promote industrial development.

But those are buildings on the beach. After the tide rises, a wave can melt them.

The Ming Dynasty has many shortcomings, and thought is the first to be affected.

Maybe the jazzman’s writing skills are not good enough. Some people may feel bored when writing about these places.

Don’t write?

The so-called "substitution" is against one’s will.

So I still have to write, try to give an explanation to the characters in the book, try to give an explanation to the Ming Dynasty in the book, and also give an explanation to the book friends of this book.

I still feel tired after writing until now. I think the original intention of changing the place to write this time has completely failed. I have not adjusted my body and spirit at all.

I feel that every inch of my body does not want to move, my head is confused, and my eyes are dull.

The later a book is, the harder it is to write. Compared with the past, the energy required should be calculated in multiples.

In the past, I only wrote a million words at most. The number of words in this book is one time. I really feel tired.

If you don't do things perfunctorily, you will feel tired. I think I have never done things perfunctorily.

Okay, no matter how numb you are, you have to write. Cheer up and let's get started.

Who is that? Come and give the uncle a shoulder massage.

——Finally, the title is just a mood and has nothing to do with the text.

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