Jiu Ge’s Beloved Spirit

Chapter 1865 Rose Manor + Duplicity (Extra 6)

[Mr. Qiao’s monologue]

After marrying you...I often feel that I don't love you enough.

I always want to give you everything.

After living all my life, I think I have never been satisfied or grateful.

I have thought back countless times and I am extremely glad that it was me who met you and not someone else.

Because of you, I can't rest assured.

Because of you, I always feel that time is too little, life is too short, I always feel...

not enough.

Nothing is enough.

Still want to catch more, more.

But……

In my life, even if I try my best, there is nothing I can do.

There is no way to stay with you all the time. There is no way to have more and more time.

God is very kind, allowing you to come to me and letting me have you;

But God is very cruel and wants me to leave you.

With eyes wide open, I must leave.

I thought for a long time, thinking...what should I do?

No matter how much I think, I can't think of a way.

So, I can only think about what I need to do... to make you happy.

Even if it is, I'm gone.

I did many, many things.

You don't need to know these things.

I just hope you can be happy and live without burden.

This is the last thing I can do for you.

As for...

I thought about whether you would fall in love with someone else for a long time, and finally the answer I got was...

Yes.

Because being alone is lonely.

actually……

I don't mind if you fall in love with someone else.

Because I don't want you to be alone.

Being alone is so lonely.

If you are alone, you will kick the quilt.

There is no one to cover you with a quilt. What should you do if you catch a cold?

so……

I don't mind if you forget me and fall into the arms of another man.

As long as he loves you, loves you more than me, then...

enough.

But……

I always think that there will really be someone...

Love you more than me?

——Mr. Qiao.

[Jiang Wen’s monologue]

I care about your past and all the wonderful things you had with another man.

How much do you care?

Very concerned.

If you care, you will go crazy.

At first when I found out you had a husband, I think I was angry.

I’m angry with you, I’m angry with that man, I’m angry too…

Own.

I am angry with myself for not showing up earlier, angry with myself for not being as successful as that man, and still angry with myself...

Even though I care about you till death, I still think of you all the time.

I can't help but think about you.

Thinking of your kindness to me.

Thinking of you, touching my head, you will smile and say to me...stupid rabbit.

I like your gentleness.

Really, I like it very much.

I liked it so much that I suddenly felt that I didn’t seem to mind it that much.

I don’t mind that that man had a past with you, I don’t mind that you love him, and I don’t mind…

You were married to him and had a loving relationship.

Really, don't mind.

As long as you love me.

I don't care about anything.

What that person can do for you, I can do too.

I can wash and cook for you, I can work hard to make money, and I can put you to sleep.

Anything is fine.

Even, I am willing to take out my heart and show it to you.

I want you to know that my love for you is no less than that man.

Really, no less than that man.

So, yes...

Do you like me more?

Really, just a little.

I will love you more than anyone else, including that person.

——Mr. Jiang Wen.

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