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As title.

Due to the effects of drugs, it is really impossible to create a reliable creation.

Especially now that I am more emotionally sensitive.

Those case plot materials were too immersive and painful to write.

I don't know how to describe my current state in words.

It's normal to take medicine, but my mind is empty, as if I haven't had enough sleep. I'm confused and don't know how to write a plot.

Without taking medicine, my brain is somewhat normal, but my mood is inexplicably irritable and melancholy, and my mind wanders uncontrollably.

Even this paragraph, which is over a hundred words long, was written after repeated revisions.

I feel very uncomfortable.

A book of ten thousand orders can improve my life a lot.

But now it’s not just about making money.

This relapse was much more severe than before.

Because I had stopped taking the medicine for a while before, I felt that the side effects of the medicine this time were more severe than before.

If this continues, I'm worried about whether I can still eat this bowl of rice in the future.