Write After the End
Write after the end. m.
On September 1, 2010, I settled down in Zongheng and started the creation of Endless Armament.
Coincidentally.
On the same day in 2013, Endless Armed Forces was officially completed.
There are coincidence factors and human factors.
laugh.
Three years have passed by in a hurry, and in retrospect, there are endless regrets.
When I wrote the last one (end of the book), I felt empty, as if something was missing.
I also had this feeling when I was writing Tianfeng, and it was real, as if a certain burden had been lifted from my life.
There is relaxation, hesitation, reluctance, and a little bit of confusion and loss.
So much so that after finishing the whole book, I had to hesitate for a moment before daring to type out the three words.
In contrast, when writing Tianzong and Almighty, this feeling is not very strong.
Looking for the reason, it should be related to the unfinished end of these two books, right?
laugh.
Yes, the book Endless Armament can be said to be the one that has cost me the most effort so far, and it is also the one that satisfies me the most.
Basically, I have expressed everything I want to express, and I have basically filled in all the pits that should be filled.
In the same three years, I have experienced many things.
Divorce, Marriage - Divorce is me, Marriage is friend...
Sickness, various diseases - facial paralysis, rhinitis, otitis media, neck pain, lumbar pain, frozen shoulder, headache, back pain and heel pain...
Moving, moving around——moving to Xuzhou first, and then moving back to Wuxi...
Power outages, computer repairs—all kinds of power outages, all kinds of computer problems...
In the past three years, I have experienced all the reasons why an author can break the rank and even the eunuch.
In theory, it is enough for my eunuch to have more than five books.
So here I am proud to say:
I don't have a eunuch!
I haven't stopped updating!
I am not unfinished!
I did it. //.//
I made it through.
As a professional writer, this is the thing I am most proud of (the internet model worker and other great gods despise me and squint at me, which is also worthy of bragging)!
Also in the past three years, because of the theme of Infinity Stream, I have written about all kinds of subjects, and I have a lot of feelings, which made me realize my various deficiencies.
For example, the supporting characters are not good enough, the emotional description fails, the setting is too large and complicated, resulting in insufficient control, etc.
This is the main defect known so far, and of course there are some minor problems that will not be mentioned.
During this process, I reflected on myself. On the one hand, it was due to insufficient level, and on the other hand, there was also an element of excessive pursuit of overall rigor.
When a thing is too fine, although it has the beauty of carving, it will also lack agility.
This may be my problem.
No wonder.
Feelings are the most complicated, the most unpredictable, the most unreasonable and the most uncontrollable thing.
The strengthening of feelings and character is undoubtedly the weakening of planning ability.
In order to ensure that everything is under control, the result is that I have weakened the description of the characters' personalities, emotions, etc.
Of course, this also has a relationship with insufficient skills.
A true master should be able to do both.
Therefore, in the creation of new books, how to make up for the disadvantages while maintaining the existing advantages is a new topic for me.
I remember that when I wrote Endless Armament, my original purpose was to exercise and improve my setting ability.
Then the original purpose of the new book should be human nature and emotion... Oh, yes, this word is called humanities!
I hope the new book breaks through in this regard.
Every time I write a book, I make progress a little bit.
This is the direction that a professional writer should strive for in my eyes.
Speaking of new books, let me talk about the planning of new books by the way.
The new book will be a fairy tale novel, still in the vertical and horizontal, not elsewhere.
The planned release time is October 10th.
During the forty days in between, I plan to do three things.
One is to see a doctor.
It's time to mend the shell.
The second is to travel for a few days.
It won't be too long, the plan is a week.
Relax your mind, change your mind, and let your body move by the way.
The third is to prepare new books.
Including outline and manuscript.
In fact, there is one more thing I want to do, which is to go to Nanjing to participate in a live recording of the program "Extraordinary", that is, to be a live audience.
I like this show more, and I also like the two hosts Guo Degang and Meng Fei. If I am lucky enough to participate in the show, I can be one of the eight expressions. The title is all thought out, so it is called "I haven't watched it in ten years." Watching TV", parentheses, I haven't taken the initiative to watch it, and of course there are children who pass by and are tied up to watch a few times.
Everyone can guess whether it is true or not.
However, since tickets are hard to come by and we have no access, we basically don't expect much.
In addition, because I don't go to Weibo very much, I forgot my previous Weibo number and account number.
But I applied for a new one.
Fate -0.
That is, a small horizontal bar is added after the word fate.
The current number of fans is 2...
So when the time comes, you can also follow me on Weibo.
I may still not know how to speak on Weibo, but when a new book is released, I should remind me on Weibo and the group—if I can remember.
It doesn't matter if you don't know anything, you can find it directly when the day comes—I mean, if you still have some confidence and interest in me.
Of course, I will not disappear during this time.
I try to go to QQ at least once a day, and once in the endless armed book review area, meager... I can't guarantee this, and I haven't formed a habit yet.
Anyway, you all have somewhere to leave me a message - maybe I'll be slow to reply, but as long as I see it, I will definitely reply.
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After talking about the part about the book, let me talk about the part about being a human being, which is my innermost thoughts and feelings.
The three years of writing Endless Armed Forces not only made me understand my lack of creative ability, but also made me understand many problems in my own personality.
There was a time when someone attacked me and I had to fight back.
His temper came up, and he even attacked personally.
This is very bad!
But it was also at this stage that I gradually realized my shallowness, ignorance and self-righteousness.
I must be thankful I still found out in time.
I must be thankful I still had time to correct it.
Here, I also want to make a most sincere apology to all the friends I have quarreled with and have been scolded by me!
At the same time, I would like to solemnly promise one thing to all friends who read this article:
I will no longer scold people, even if someone scolds me, I will not lose my temper (at worst, I will delete your post because it is invisible), and I will focus on creation from now on, and play cute part-time.
This guarantee rises to the height of principle, which is at the same level as continuous updating.
The so-called principle is that it becomes your life beacon, and you can only find excuses for trying to realize it, not for not realizing it.
So please rest assured.
In fact, I would like to add a principle that is to exercise.
However, for such difficult things as exercise and exercise, I really don’t have the confidence for more than three days in a row (exercising on the bed can be considered... ahem, I mean sit-ups), so I will list it as a long-term plan for the time being. Bar.
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Finally we come back to the new book section.
I did the math, and I wrote nearly six million words in three years.
According to what I said at the beginning, the average of 180,000 words per month, in fact, I did not reach it.
For this, I had to brazenly pat my chest and shout: "This is not a promise, it's just a struggle! My heart is more than enough, but my strength is not enough!"
so!
The new book should still strive for an average of 180,000 words per month...
I really have no confidence. When the quality of my writing has improved to a sufficient level, I will definitely list speed as a must-improvement item. Now I still aim at quality improvement.
As for other things... the subject, direction, and time of the new book have been mentioned, and it seems that there is nothing more to say.
So here we go.
Brothers and partners, see you in forty days.
At that time, what greets everyone will be a brand new, grander and more magnificent world of Xianxia and a more unscrupulous fate 0.
last of the last:
Thank you for your love, thank you every friend who supports me!