Chapter 178 Heart Demon Tribulation

After thinking about it carefully, Zhang Qingyuan really didn't have any other good ways.

He could only accept Lin Yan's suggestion.

After all, the price of these two main materials is too high.

As for buying a complete alchemy furnace of magic weapon level, Zhang Qingyuan never even thought about it.

Despite the last exploration of the relic cave, Zhang Qingyuan gained a lot. Compared with other ordinary monks in the ninth level, his net worth is already extremely rich.

However, only some slightly larger aristocratic families can afford the purchase price of this alchemy furnace with a magic weapon level.

Take it as one of the foundations of family development.

Zhang Qingyuan, who couldn't even afford the two main materials, let alone a complete alchemy furnace with a magic weapon rank.

Say goodbye to Lin Yan.

Leaving Lieyang Peak.

Zhang Qingyuan turned and went to the Internal Affairs Hall.

Here, disciples in the inner sect can spend some contribution points to issue tasks.

The 100,000 outer disciples of the Yunshui Sect and even the inner disciples can receive it at will, and the rewards are determined by themselves. It can be regarded as a development platform for cooperation between the two parties provided by the sect.

Looking at the main hall of the Internal Affairs Hall.

People come and go in the main hall on the passage.

Huge stone carvings stand on both sides, giving people an extremely majestic atmosphere.

Zhang Qingyuan suddenly felt a little dazed.

A few years ago, when he was in the Seventeenth Hospital of the Outer Sect, Zhang Qingyuan also accepted the task issued by the brothers and sisters of the Inner Sect, to take care of the spiritual beasts in the Lingtian field to obtain contribution points.

At that time, the brothers and sisters in the inner sect were still the ones I looked up to.

Thinking that one day I can also be the person who publishes the task, instead of running errands to earn some hard-working coolies on Weibo.

nowadays.

In the eyes of the newly entered disciples from the outer sect, he has also become a figure like the senior brothers and sisters of the inner sect who issue tasks from the inner sect.

in retrospect,

This is just two or three years of effort.

The change in status gave Zhang Qingyuan a feeling of vicissitudes.

This feeling spread in my heart in a short time.

Then an inexplicable feeling came to my heart.

Why do you want to practice?

Why do you have to practice so hard? With your current level of strength, it is not impossible to find a mortal area to rule as a king, establish a cultivation family, and call yourself the ancestor.

Beautiful wives and maids, surrounded by servants.

With your current cultivation in the mid-ninefold stage, you can easily obtain all the depraved things that you could not enjoy in your previous life in the mortal world, comparable to the kings in the ancient times in your previous life.

Then why do you practice so hard?

suddenly.

Under the shroud of that inexplicable feeling, Zhang Qingyuan had such a series of thoughts in his heart.

This kind of questioning thought came violently.

It actually made Zhang Qingyuan feel suspicious of his own cultivation path.

Practice practice.

In addition to cultivation or cultivation.

What is the meaning of this kind of life like a tool man?

In his heart, Zhang Qingyuan's Dao heart was suddenly shaken.

This kind of Dao heart shakes violently.

It is also extremely secretive, and there is no slightest fluctuation in the outside world.

There were people coming and going around, walking past Zhang Qingyuan continuously, without noticing any abnormalities in the person standing in front of the gate of the Internal Affairs Hall.

What is the meaning of cultivation?

Why endure this boring practice?

The change of status and status in the past few years, and the passage of time like a vicissitudes of life, made Zhang Qingyuan

This skeptical thought.

It kept washing Zhang Qingyuan's heart.

Let his Dao heart be shaken.

This is the catastrophe of the heart demon!

Actually.

This catastrophe of demons is not without reason.

Time passed, the inexplicable feeling caused by the change of status was just an introduction.

what it detonated.

It was the concentrated explosion of all negative emotions caused by Zhang Qingyuan's own rejection and alienation from the world after several years.

That's right!

The root of everything is Zhang Qingyuan's own rejection of this world!

Maybe even Zhang Qingyuan himself never thought of it,

The reason why his character has become so resolute from a salty fish in his previous life after time travel is that the progress displayed on the proficiency panel itself.

In fact, it has a lot to do with the sudden change of the world, Curan is alone in this world, and has a special sense of alienation from the strange world outside.

Traveling to this world and communicating with others are all just superficial conversations.

Do not want to make friends with others.

Spend more time in practicing retreat, let yourself forget with busy practice, let yourself escape from this sudden change, and escape from this strange world.

Unwilling to engage more deeply with the world.

From the previous life to the present life, the reason why Zhang Qingyuan jumped up and turned over after crossing had a lot to do with the alienation and rejection that he hadn't even noticed.

This sense of rejection of the world made him used to being alone in his own little world independent of this world, and also made him unconsciously change himself, becoming the legendary hardworking genius.

Actually.

His perseverance is not the kind of beautiful quality he imagined.

The heart at the beginning.

It's just to escape.

This,

It is also under this kind of chance and coincidence that the biggest source of the heart demon tribulation that shakes doubts about oneself is drawn out!

This kind of demon catastrophe is extremely terrifying.

Everything is invisible and qualityless, but it is his own doubts about his own path of cultivation.

No one can help.

You can only rely on yourself.

Once spent.

open sea and sky.

Can't get over it.

So sinking.

meaning of time.

At this moment, Zhang Qingyuan has lost it in his mind.

in a trance,

It seems like a long time has passed.

It seemed like just a moment passed.

"There are so many why!"

Zhang Qingyuan suddenly opened his eyes, and the depths of the dark pupils gradually revealed light, becoming brighter than ever before.

something,

suddenly see the light.

"The reason why I practice is because I want to practice!"

"I work hard because I am not willing to live in the bottom of this bright and vast world forever, and be that frog and ant sitting in a well and watching the sky!"

"Since I exist here, then this world really exists!"

"I want to stand taller, become stronger, see farther scenery, experience the splendor of the outside world, see this vast and vast world...even one day, touch this world That illusory realm of fairy tales!"

Between opening and closing.

Not long passed.

The world is already different.

Zhang Qingyuan lifted his foot and walked briskly into the gate of the Internal Affairs Hall without any muddling.

in the heart.

Some kind of invisible shackles suddenly shattered.

It seems that something is quietly changing.

The stream of monks coming and going around me just felt that the person next to him seemed a little strange, especially not knowing that earth-shaking changes had taken place in him.

Xiongguan Road is like iron,

Now take a leap forward!

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