Chapter 498 Between Speaking and Hesitation

Chu Sisi thought she was ready... But when she sat down and faced Mu Chun's eyes, she hesitated again.

Or... forget it.

"Is it about the follow-up patient?" Mu Chun asked slowly, trying to maintain an emotionless tone.

Seeing that Chu Sisi had something to say but couldn't open her mouth, Mu Chun was a little nervous, as if transparent tape had tied her heart around and around.

On the surface, there was nothing special, but Mu Chun knew that Chu Sisi had been worried these two days, and this worry was not only because of the fear and anxiety caused by the injury of the ophthalmologist at Fengchuan Central Hospital, she also had other worries.

It was probably related to the patient.

As a supervisor, Mu Chun naturally had the responsibility to help Chu Sisi solve the problems encountered in the process of treating patients; at the same time, as Chu Sisi's teaching doctor, Mu Chun was more concerned about Chu Sisi's learning and growth in the hospital, as well as her safety.

Now, Mu Chun's chest ached slightly, as if the [Crisis Warning] was sounding an alarm.

It's impossible. There aren't any patients who might commit suicide recently. Although Bai Lu's mood is very unstable, the probability of suicide is very low. Although Li Mu hasn't come for a follow-up visit for two weeks, it also shows that his condition is relatively stable.

From Grandma Hao Xian, Mu Chun has clearly learned that there should be no cat abusers around Li Mu. It's not him, nor is it his wife who he is worried about. Although his irritability is unlikely to be completely improved because of the clarification of this matter, after all, his work pressure has not been effectively relieved. If the high-intensity work environment cannot be changed, Li Mu's irritability and emotional out-of-control will still occur occasionally, over and over again-these are all problems, but they are not the most urgent problems.

As Li Mu has an IQ higher than ordinary people and a strong ability to work independently, although it is tiring to recognize and adjust his emotions, it has some effect, so Mu Chun is not particularly worried.

Who else could it be?

Could it be Pan Guangshen? No, Pan Guangshen's emotions have changed. The initial despair and paranoid behavior gradually turned into expectations for the future.

This expectation is placed on Mu Chun, and Mu Chun knows it well.

Pan Guangshen knew that it was impossible for him to fulfill Xiaoxiao's wish. He was in prison, not a free man, so how could he see Xiaoxiao?

It was impossible. This thing might have to be realized in a Marvel movie, or by a sci-fi method, such as quantum travel.

Maybe Pan Guangshen could try to travel through a wall of the prison every day, and quantum travel might happen once in 10 billion attempts.

But the probability of 10 billion times is infinitely close to "impossible", because time is limited and human life is limited.

So, this is an impossible task for Pan Guangshen. Starting from his own disease, he made himself dirty and smelly by eating randomly, and even made his condition worse day by day. He was making the most difficult attempt. Behind this attempt, there were two meanings: either die, or I have the opportunity to go to a hospital outside the prison system. As for whether it would work, or even whether he would have an acute poisoning reaction in prison because of eating those unhygienic things, he didn't consider it.

Once a person's thinking enters a corner at some point, it is like a robot without a "roadblock U-turn" function. It will only rush in one direction. When it encounters a wall, it can only consume power in place until all the power is consumed.

Then, in all his despair, Fengchuan First Prison suddenly invited a psychosomatic doctor for the first time to help treat prisoners. This incident had a huge impact on Pan Guangshen.

First of all, he never thought that things would change. As Luo Yang told Muchun, high walls are something that makes people despair. Although they are not actually very high, they are not without windows, and they are not without the opportunity to get sun, but high walls will make people despair and no longer have expectations, because everything is meaningless, and the past life has become the most unrememberable thing, but apart from memories, there is nothing else.

The biggest nothingness is no future.

This is a sentence that many prisoners will think of no matter how many books they have read. It sounds very philosophical and like the painless groan of a philosopher.

But Pan Guangshen is not the reason why Muchun is flustered. Muchun knows that he is expecting, and he is expecting Muchun to bring him a miracle.

Mu Chun was also constantly thinking about how to do this well.

Speaking of which, it was really too difficult.

Could it be Liu Dandan or Fang Ming?

Fang Ming did look very serious, but like Li Mu, Fang Ming had strong self-control and a clear mind. Even if he was occasionally not sober, he would constantly find ways to adjust his life to a controllable state.

So Fang Ming's sleepless work for two days and one night and the subsequent three days and two nights of isolated sleep were actually a way of adjustment found by his body and brain.

He did this to adjust the state of life, rather than letting it go to a deeper level of chaos.

As for Liu Dandan, it would be even worse. He was a [companion], and he had experienced a lot during his growth period. If these did not defeat him, he must have gained a lot of survival wisdom from them, so Mu Chun believed that Liu Dandan would be fine. Maybe what he needed was solitude and thinking.

Xie Xiaofei? Fang Jia’s daughter? Who else? The man in black Ding Jiajun talked about on the phone? Could it be Gong Hai who is about to compete in the finals this weekend?

After eliminating them one by one, Muchun focused on Chu Sisi's face.

"Sisi?" Muchun called softly.

"What?" Chu Sisi was startled. In just over a minute, her thoughts were caught in the dormitory of Sumikawa Medical College, the noisy girls' dormitory and the squatting in the corner of the bathroom. Gang Zhou.

More and more of these fantasies entered Chu Sisi's mind. She was a little scared, but she couldn't speak no matter what.

It was like she was stuck.

"My supervisor is your father. In order to help me overcome my psychological barriers and help me understand the relationship between me as a doctor, my condition, my patients, and the world we live in from a relatively objective perspective, Professor Chu Xiaofeng The professor was very patient with me. During the two years of supervised teaching, he tolerated many of my mistakes and shortcomings. I am not a doctor who will not make mistakes. I will make mistakes. No one can be perfect, and the role of supervision is not the same. I’m not picking on you, nor am I pushing you to become a lonely healer, Sisi, do you understand what I mean?”

Whether Chu Sisi could understand or not, Muchun was not sure.