Chapter 330 Between Fear of Death and Discussion of Death

"Yes, not to mention doctors, even teenagers will be afraid of the sudden departure of their family members and their own sudden death. All life has the instinct to escape death. If you hit a cockroach with the sole of your shoe, the cockroach will struggle to survive; the mice used in medical experiments will struggle desperately before death comes. Even a small earthworm will twist its body when you use it as bait. Even if you cut it in two, it will still be alive. When you hang it on the fishhook and the hook pierces its body, it will defecate in your hand."

Sun Xiangyun looked at Mu Chun and nodded repeatedly, "Yes, earthworms are like this."

Then Mu Chun sighed deeply, looked out the window, and only turned his back to Sun Xiangyun, then shook his head earnestly and said: "But humans are different from earthworms, cockroaches, and mice. They are instinctively afraid of death and struggle until the last moment. They are different from us."

"No difference, they don't want to die either." Sun Xiangyun said sadly.

"But you and I both know that we will die eventually. It is inevitable. Humans are different from cockroaches, earthworms and mice. We know that no matter what we do, we will eventually lose the war with death. This feeling makes people extremely uneasy. We are afraid of death and the process of it happening. We are worried about being bedridden, worried that we can't wipe our saliva, worried that we have to eat, drink, defecate and urinate in bed, and we can't even turn over. Our bodies will rot and stink while we are alive. No matter how glamorous you are, no matter how well-educated or rich you are, when all this comes, you will be sad and uneasy. Because humans can imagine. Therefore, the process of death is constantly telling its story and describing its form in the minds of people of any age; I We worry about how to separate from the people we love, we don't want to see our children, we don't want to die without achieving our life ambitions, and now people are even more afraid of how they will be evaluated after death than before, how many people will laugh at us when we fall ill in bed, and how many people will talk about us after dinner.

Covering all this is our instinct of "fear of death", as well as the anxiety and irritability caused by "fear of death", sleeplessness, and even various physical symptoms, such as insomnia, dreaminess, thirst, unexplained body pain, dizziness, weakness in the limbs, rapid heartbeat, panic, lack of concentration, and slowed mobility.

Because of "fear of death", everyone is afraid of death. "

"Do doctors also fear death?" Sun Xiangyun asked.

"I am probably more afraid of death, super afraid, you see, I have been trying to overcome my fear of death, you see, there are people who have actually written a book on the issue of fear of death."

Sun Xiangyun couldn't help laughing at Mu Chun's ups and downs.

"Okay, okay, there's nothing to be afraid of."

Sun Xiangyun said with a smile.

"No, no, no, I can't think of it when I'm busy. People should keep working hard and have things to do all the time. They can't be idle. Sometimes there are few patients, and when I'm idle, or like recently, I step on the white circle when I walk on the road. I go to the convenience store to buy a bun and pass by people in mourning. When I wait for the bus at the station, I meet a large group of people going to the funeral home. They all have burlap around their waists. Ah, when I see this kind of scene, I will immediately think of death. What if I die? What if my wife dies? What if my parents die? Oh my God, I have killed these people in my mind countless times. Until I arrived at the hospital, I saw that there were still many patients who needed my treatment. If the worry is useful, what is the point of modern medicine? If worry can prevent people from dying, everyone will just sit at home and worry every day." Mu Chun put on a worried look, supporting his elbows on the table, crossing his hands into fists, and bending his body down, so his buttocks were weirdly raised. It was as awkward as it was ugly. Sun Xiangyun really wanted to take out his sketchbook and draw Mu Chun's weird look, and then name it "The Prayer of a Fearful Doctor"

"Don't be funny, you can't treat diseases at all, you just said that people's diseases are gone."

Sun Xiangyun laughed and took a sip of water from the cup.

"Don't, be careful, it may be dangerous."

"No, I can still tell the difference, at least now I feel refreshed."

Sun Xiangyun stood up happily.

"Yes, gossiping about others or discussing topics like death with interesting people is very happy."

"No, no, no, I still think you are not a good doctor, you are a genius, a genius!"

Mu Chun didn't hear Sun Xiangyun's praise, because Shen Zifeng smashed the door with his fist, smashing out a series of climaxes of "Godzilla March".

After the door was smashed, Sun Xiangyun saw that Shen Zifeng must have something urgent to find Mu Chun, so he said hello to Mu Chun and left in a hurry.

Shen Zifeng saw Mu Chun still fiddling with his coffee and shouted, "Mu Chun, come with me to the emergency room."

Chu Sisi also rushed over when she heard the voice. Mu Chun's nervous eyes disappeared when he saw Shen Zifeng, and patted him on the back, "Let's go, talk while walking."

Chu Sisi followed the two of them, and she couldn't keep up without jogging.

"She said she had a stomachache, but she didn't let the doctor touch her or check her. She kept shouting. You can hear it when you go to the second floor."

Shen Zifeng quickly explained her condition and ran faster.

"Where is Fang Ming? Isn't he here?"

Muchun asked.

"Director, there is an operation at Zhinan Affiliated today." Shen Zifeng replied.

"Ah, practice more, thank you for your hard work." Mu Chun said.

Sure enough, as soon as he reached the second floor, he heard the sharp cry of the child. Sun Xiangyun was walking slowly. When he met Muchun rushing down in the corridor of the second floor, he quickly stepped aside and heard the child's scream again. I almost couldn't stand and fell to the wall.

Pushing open the door of the emergency room, Liu Tiantian was standing next to the little boy. The little boy was curled up on the bed, not crying or fussing, but just screaming like an animal.

"Dr. Shen, Dr. Mu, they can't handle it. They won't let you touch it. If you touch it, they will scream."

Liu Tiantian explained in a hurry.

To Shen Zifeng, the scene in front of him was very familiar. A boy had a stomachache here more than a month ago, but Mu Chun came and didn't know how to calm the boy down.

So today, as soon as he felt something was wrong, he immediately went upstairs and asked Muchun for help.

Muchun stepped forward and looked at the child's face.

Shen Zifeng followed up and whispered in Muchun's ear: "The kid who came here once in the last two weeks and escaped from the window is called Zhou Ming."

"Zhou Ming?"