Chapter 228 Death

Fang Ming looked at Gu Tiantian's condition and the two emergency records and shook his head.

"What can I do about this problem?" Fang Ming said to Shen Zifeng.

Shen Zifeng rolled his green bean-sized eyes and whispered in Fang Ming's ear: "This is a relative of Dr. Jiang Hong, and Dr. Mu has also treated him before."

"Ah, then let Mu Chun continue to come. I have nothing to continue here."

Fang Ming patted Shen Zifeng's shoulder and went back to the second floor. This time, Gu Tiantian walked to the outpatient department of the Department of Psychosomatic Medicine on the fifth floor by himself.

Mu Chun looked at the outpatient registration system and sighed. It's strange. Didn't everyone make an appointment to come next week? Why did they come in advance one by one?

"Doctor Mu."

Gu Tiantian's face was extremely ugly. The man behind her looked to be in his sixties. Gu Tiantian called him grandpa. I think he should be the grandfather of Gu Tiantian's child, that is, Gu Tiantian's father-in-law.

My father-in-law is introverted and not very talkative. After seeing Mu Chun, he looked around the environment of the clinic and said, "What clinic is this? Shouldn't we go to Dr. Jiang?"

"Grandpa, this is Dr. Mu that my aunt asked me to find. You go outside and wait for a while. I'll be fine here."

The man called grandpa looked at Mu Chun hesitantly, and finally stood in the corridor with the door closed.

"Is it still a [panic attack]? Didn't you breathe the way I taught you?"

Gu Tiantian's right hand was still against the bottom of her neck. Mu Chun wanted to take that hand off, but that hand seemed to have gotten used to it, as if doing so was a weird ritual that could prevent something terrible from happening.

"[Panic attack]? Is that my situation? I'm actually very, very scared."

Gu Tiantian's fear was far more serious than she said. She was panicked and burst into tears.

"Wait a minute, many mothers have gone through this process just like you, don't be too nervous, relax, relax."

"I am the most terrible person in the world, you don't know, you don't know."

Gu Tiantian could hardly finish a sentence, and it took several minutes before she turned from crying loudly to sobbing.

"I, I, always think of killing my son in various ways, I～～～～I am the worst mother in the world."

The table in front of Gu Tiantian was full of tissues, and Mu Chun just handed them to her one by one, but still couldn't relieve her self-blame and pain.

"Why is this happening? Why?"

Mu Chun shook his head, "But you never do this."

"What?"

Gu Tiantian didn't understand what Mu Chun said.

"But no mother would do this. It's because you love him too much that you imagine all kinds of horrible things happening to him. You might imagine him being scalded by boiling water, bitten by mosquitoes and getting an incurable disease, falling to the ground while playing in bed, choking on food while eating, being unable to breathe when an adult falls asleep while holding him, falling off the balcony, dying from vaccinations in the hospital, dying from low immunity due to antibiotics, unsafe child seats, a brake that breaks the cervical vertebrae and kills the child, slipping while bathing, drowning in the bathtub, swallowing toothpaste and dying from parasites, and coming to the hospital every month. During a physical examination, a child may be infected with bacteria and eventually die from the pediatrics department. A baby may fall to the ground and die because the mother is not careful enough to hold the baby. A child may die because he accidentally puts something in his mouth. If he eats jelly, he will definitely inhale it into the trachea and suffocate to death. If he eats seafood, he may have an allergic reaction and get terrible bumps all over his body and eventually die from edema of his Adam's apple. There is no way for a penicillin skin test to be 100% accurate. A child may die from delayed allergy due to the use of penicillin. A milk bottle may suddenly burst and glass fragments may fall into the child's mouth, piercing the throat and causing the baby's death. The elderly may ignore the hygiene of tableware and cause the baby to die of bacterial infection and diarrhea. The mother's ring may accidentally fall into the baby's mouth and the baby will choke to death. Dad is always careless and most of the time he will... Holding a child too close may cause pressure on the child's heart, which may prevent the child from crying and eventually lead to death. A man may always be so self-righteous that he thinks he can throw his child around without losing his grip, but he may end up falling to the ground and dying on the spot. The car door may not be locked while driving, and the child may always find a way to open the door and roll out of the car. A cotton swab used to clean a child's ears may accidentally puncture the eardrum, leading to a brain infection and eventual death. A child may have a tumor in his or her ear that may burst and die if he or she does not defecate for a day. If you do not cover yourself with a blanket when you sleep, you may catch a cold and freeze to death. If you cover yourself with a blanket, the baby may grab the blanket and cover your face, suffocating you to death. The shower at home may be leaking gas, and if the mother falls asleep, the child will die of gas poisoning. Plastic toys are of poor quality, and the child may die of gas poisoning. They may die of chronic poisoning. The milk powder problem is good today but bad tomorrow. Maybe the child will not live to three years old. If you push too hard when going to the toilet, you may pull out your intestines. It will be too late to send them to the hospital. Once the child coughs, it is pneumonia. Once he has a runny nose, it is a viral cold. If he is sent to the hospital for examination and nothing is wrong, it does not mean that he will be fine when he returns home. Maybe he has not been examined. Cockroaches may crawl into the baby's ears when he sleeps at night and eventually die. Fish must not be eaten. Chicken bones will rupture the esophagus. Too much sun exposure can easily cause skin cancer. Fruits are all genetically modified. There are more than 10,000 ways for a child to die. I can talk about it from now until I get off work, and I still can't finish.

But they will grow up like us.

"This"

Gu Tiantian didn't know what to say at all, just holding the tissue. Is this doctor a devil?

"【Fear of death】, when it appears, it seems like a real event. At this time, the more you want to drive away this imagination, the more real it is."

"Yes, that's it. My back is cold and I can't move my whole body. Then, sweat breaks out on my forehead, and finally I have difficulty breathing. I always feel that there is a breath stuck in this place. What's wrong with me?"

"Because you care too much about the child, and you are a first-time mother, because you are a good mother."

Mu Chun's voice was very gentle. Gu Tiantian didn't expect the doctor to speak like this, so she lowered her head and cried again.

"Fear is like this. When you feel fear, it doesn't matter whether it happens or not, because the brain is experiencing real pain. Why don't we do an experiment now?"

Mu Chun tried to let Gu Tiantian imagine that Xiao Lingdang was seriously ill and gradually weakened, and imagined that she was crying in pain while holding her child in the end.