917. Chapter 917 Love Thoroughly, Hurt Thoroughly【29】

Wu Xuewei pushed away the hand that was feeding him and shook her head. Feng Churui had no choice but to put down the bowl, took out the handkerchief from his suit jacket, wiped the porridge liquid from the corners of her mouth, and listened to her continue.

"There is a kind of person who has been trapped in one role for a long time, so he is very eager to try another extreme way of living."

"In the past few years, I have always tied myself in a circle, which includes all the social etiquette and hobbies that my elders have arranged for me, until I finally defined myself as a qualified lady and socialite. Here. I have never touched anything that young people play and come into contact with nowadays."

"Perhaps everything must be reversed. When I feel uncomfortable, I like to go clubbing with a group of friends and take drugs. I do it out of curiosity. Everything I do, in the eyes of you outsiders, is self-indulgence, right? Self-respect and self-love are shameful expressions, but have you ever thought that in today's fast-paced urban life, even senior white-collar workers will go to bars to indulge when they are stressed? Well, no matter how much you look down on it, But I enjoy it, because...when I am with those friends, at least I seldom think of you anymore."

Feng Churui listened carefully to every word she said, trying to understand her state of mind. At the end, he reached out and touched her head, "You are tired, please rest."

She tightly grabbed his arm that was about to support her when she lay down, and looked at him stubbornly: "Maybe it's my fault that I returned to S City. I shouldn't have appeared in a city with you. It's been two years, and I have already I have almost adjusted myself, and I have already planned to completely forget you and start my own life, so why do you keep provoking me again and again?"

"Uncle Feng, for the sake of our acquaintance, can you please let me go? I used to think that I was young and ignorant and did something that disgusted you. Now I solemnly apologize to you. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. sorry!"

Feng Churui held her shoulders to prevent her from continuing to apologize: "Wu Xuewei, you..."

"Listen to me!" Wu Xuewei interrupted him, afraid that if she didn't speak clearly now, she would lose the chance.

"Uncle Feng, it's because I overestimate my capabilities, because I don't have self-awareness, and I'm just wishful thinking, but I promise you, it won't happen again! I will never set foot in S city again. You withdrew the official document restricting exit. Right! Also, that night... I know you were drunk... I don't blame you, okay? I don't want you to be responsible, okay? I don't have any other request, the only one is to please you, please, You must never appear in front of me in the future."

"Wu Xuewei! Have you said enough?" Feng Churui's handsome face was so cold and twisted.

He never thought of trampling on her like this. Perhaps his rejection was a bit cold and heartless at first, but he regretted it afterwards.

She was still young, he shouldn't be so ruthless to her.

Even if it is rejection, he should use some gentle words.

But what is she talking about now? !

Is it fun to trample yourself until you are worthless?

"Uncle Feng, what I said is serious. I have already planned to give up completely. Please don't let me see hope again and let me fall into it stupidly. I can bear it once, and I can't stand it again. I can't help but suffer a devastating heart attack for the second time... Please, Uncle Feng, don't let me become someone I hate myself."