Chapter 7011 Regret
"Xiao Shuang?" Yuan Ce hadn't seen Ding Shuang for a long time, and he was surprised and excited to see Ding Shuang come out to meet him.
He excitedly walked forward a few steps, staring at Ding Shuang, not daring to blink, fearing that Ding Shuang in front of him was just his hallucination, as long as he blinks, Ding Shuang will disappear.
Seeing Ding Shuang's appearance, a strong light suddenly burst out from his originally sad eyes, like walking in the dark night for a long time, so long that someone who was already in despair saw the light.
Seeing his eyes like that, Ding Shuang's heart softened a bit.
Yuan Ce used to be very, very good to her.
Even my own brother is nothing more than that.
They are neighbors. They were childhood sweethearts and grew up together. Yuan Ce has always loved her and protected her.
When she was young, at school, there were boys who liked to play pranks and bullied her, Yuan Ce rushed to help her without saying a word.
There is an original policy, she has never been wronged at school from elementary school to middle school to university.
The feelings of youth are the cleanest and purest.
She is very sure that she once liked Yuan Ce.
Unfortunately……
She took a deep breath, tried hard to get rid of the sore feeling in her heart, looked at Yuan Ce, and said seriously: "Don't come to me again in the future, we shouldn't be stuck in the past, we should look forward, forget Go over and start over."
Yuan Ce froze for a moment, his face turned pale at a speed visible to the naked eye.
He thought that Ding Shuang was finally willing to come out to see him, and he forgave him.
Unexpectedly, she came out on purpose just to say something to him, let go of the past, and start over.
Why didn't he want to let go of the past and start over?
But he is not a computer, not a machine, press a delete button, you can completely clear everything in the past, and start all over again.
He is a human being with memories and feelings.
Ding Shuang is the girl he has liked since before he knew it, and is the only girl he has ever liked so far.
They grew up together, and she had already taken root in his heart, irreplaceable.
If possible, he also wants to forget, he also wants to forgive himself, and he also wants to say goodbye to the past and live happily and unrestrainedly.
But he can't.
He can't forget Ding Shuang, and they can't forget their past.
In their teenage years, they used to ride horses together, row boats together, and ride bicycles together for picnics.
No matter how long it takes, he still clearly remembers the way she smiled at him standing under the tree.
The sun shines on her face through the gaps in the leaves, her eyebrows and eyes are curved when she smiles, her teeth are white, and her smile is brighter and brighter than the sun.
Her every frown and smile, every word and action, are all deeply imprinted in his mind.
After injuring her, how many midnight dreams came back, he woke up from his sleep, and the scene of her being hit and flying by his car came back and forth in his mind.
He can't forget.
Perhaps, that would be the lingering nightmare of his life.
He clenched his fists tightly, the pain between his brows and eyes was more profound than before Ding Shuang appeared, "Xiao Shuang...I'm sorry..."
sorry.
He has said these three words countless times.
But no one knows better than him how feeble these three words are.
Sorry, nothing will change.
It can't change the stupidity and sins he has committed, and it can't change the hardships and sins Ding Shuang has suffered.
Thinking of Ding Shuang lying dying in a pool of blood, his eyes turned red, and he suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself hard.