Chapter 625: The Past Is Like the Morning Star (Part 2)

"Wait, so you knew Schiller, not when you were investigating the serial murder case, but you knew him when you were a child?" Constantine also sat down and looked at Angela and asked.

Angela took a few deep breaths, trying to calm down, then shook her head and said, "No, I didn't know him at that time. I just remember that the expert my parents had an appointment with was late that day, so he asked the intern in the hospital to give me a preliminary diagnosis first."

"The intern said his name was Schiller, but at that time, I was extremely scared. When I saw him, I started crying..." Angela opened his mouth, then he showed a crying and laughing expression and said, "I still remember that time, he acted a little helpless."

"He didn't know why I cried when I saw him. He coaxed me for a long time, but it didn't work at all. In the end, I was tired of crying before I could do the examination normally."

Angela shook her head and said, "At that time, I had completely collapsed. He asked me Why did I cry? I don't remember what I said, but it was definitely a bunch of nonsense. "

"But anyway, I told him the whole story. What impressed me was that he didn't show any surprise that I could see some monsters, and he didn't think I had a brain problem like many people did. "

"He said he could help me solve this problem, so that I would no longer be troubled by it in the future, and no one would find out that I was mentally abnormal."

Constantine suddenly widened his eyes, looked at Angela and asked: "You mean, Schiller made you unable to see those things? ? ? This is impossible. Isn't it because the devil chose your sister instead of you?"

"He didn't explain too much to me." Angela shook her head and said, "At that time, I was very tired of crying, and he played me a very soothing song. I slowly relaxed to the slow piano music, and then fell asleep. I don't know what happened afterwards. "

Constantine stood there and began to think. While thinking, he said: "Logically speaking, you can see those things because of mysticism, and you can't see those things because of mysticism."

"In this process, any psychiatric and psychological treatment should be ineffective. You can't see those things just because the devil gave up your soul and went to find your sister."

"How do you know that the devil went to find my sister?" Angela suddenly asked back. She said: "From my sister's letter, she committed suicide, and she committed suicide to crack the conspiracy of the mysterious organization, not because the devil came to find her, so how can you be sure that the devil chose my sister? ? "

"Because if the devil chose you, you should be able to continue to see them, but you didn't, so..." Constantine shook his head and said, "Indeed, it can't be so arbitrary. After all, your sister is dead now. No one knows whether the devil has found her before she died..."

"If the devil chose you from the beginning, there should be no way to make you unable to see those things..." Constantine fell into deep thought. He said, "Schiller must have taken some other way. This is impossible."

"If he really has this method... If he really has this method..." Constantine began to mutter to himself, and Angela looked at him and said, "When I woke up, he told me that I must believe that such things absolutely do not exist. No matter who asks, I will say so."

Then, she raised her head again, looked at the ceiling and said, "But that was not the last time we met. After I let the murderer of the murder case run away, I began to fall into serious psychological problems again. Insomnia and nightmares tortured me and almost killed me. ”

“At that time, I was working on a case in Yaochong City. During the process, I passed out and was taken to the hospital by my colleagues. There, I met Schiller again, but at that time, he was already the attending physician. ”

“At first, he didn’t recognize me, but I always remembered his face, so when I said I was the little girl who burst into tears when she saw him, he was still very surprised. He said he didn’t expect me to be a policeman. ”

“I have to admit that when he showed that surprised expression, I was still very happy. He might think I was a weak crybaby, but I had already gotten rid of that haze. ”

“In his clinic, we chatted for a while. He did some examinations for me, diagnosed me with anxiety disorder, and prescribed some medicine for me. After I went back and took the medicine, I felt much better. ”

“But at that time, I was participating in the investigation of a Yaochong City serial murder case as an assistant detective. "

"Originally, I should have followed my superiors, but I always wanted to do more, so one day, I became the first witness to a murder scene..."

"The name of that case is..." Angela paused, as if she didn't want to recall that incident, but in the end, she still said: "The Bloody Massacre Case."

"The murderer in this case likes to peel off the skin of people and then throw the victims in a place to die."

"The murderer will lead the police over, let the victim see the police, and the moment he thinks he is saved, he will detonate the bomb and kill him." Angela's tone became a little trembling again, and Constantine felt a chill on his back.

"And I... was the police who was led over and seen by the victim." Angela could no longer hold back and began to cry.

"I saw the victim's eyes and his look. The moment he saw me, the despair and pain in his eyes ignited a glimmer of hope, a strong desire to survive. He and I were so close, and I could save him with just a few more steps..."

"Then, the bomb exploded and he died. I saw that the hope in his eyes was extinguished, completely extinguished, and nothing was left."

Constantine took a breath of cold air. Although he didn't know much about psychology, he knew how much harm this kind of mental trauma would cause to people, but he still asked: "... Then what?"

"I fell into complete despair. mad, completely lost my mind." Angela kept sobbing and said, "I don't remember what happened, but when I woke up again, I saw Schiller again."

"He looked at me with a very helpless look, and then..." Angela showed an unnatural expression and said, "I didn't mean it, but I really couldn't control my emotions... I cried again."

Constantine could already imagine Schiller's expression at the time. He sighed, looked at Angela, and asked, "Then, did he heal you again?"

Angela nodded and said, "But I don't know how he Anyway, he played some soothing music and I fell asleep again. After waking up, those terrible memories became hazy and seemed to have gone away from me. "

"This time, we talked a lot. I learned that he was also investigating serial murders. He told me that the departure of nightmares is only temporary. If you can't achieve spiritual self-consistency, then madness will come back sooner or later."

Angela sniffed and wiped her tears. That strong look climbed on her face again. She said: "He told me that if I want to get rid of this nightmare completely, I must face it without fear."

"So, I tried my best to get outside I had the opportunity to take on field missions, and I performed well in every field mission, better than anyone else. Finally, I returned to the Metropolitan Police Department, and then participated in the first major case and completed the key investigation. "

"I am not afraid of any serial murder case. No matter how cruel or vicious the murderer is, I will do my best to bring them to justice. In this way, I worked hard to get rid of the demons of the past and became the most famous female detective in people's mouths."

Constantine patted Angela on the shoulder. This time, he sincerely admired this female police officer. He knew how difficult it was to get rid of this state after suffering countless mental tortures.

When a person's spirit is pulled into a trough, it is not a simple "think more open-minded" solution. This is equivalent to asking a person who has fallen off a cliff to step on his left foot and right foot to go up to the sky, and asking a drowning person to step on water and float up. It is simply impossible to do.

Although changes in the external environment can help heal mental trauma, in the end, it is still necessary to rely on one's own strong willpower to survive. Obviously, this female detective is much stronger than most people.

Angela stood up and turned to look at the still-on lights in the emergency room. She said, "He has saved me several times. Even if I am not a doctor now and cannot save critically ill patients, I can always figure out what is going on."

"In any case, this must be related to that mysterious organization." Constantine put out his cigarette and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can next to him. Angela changed the bullets again. She held the pistol and walked out while saying, "I will make them pay the price."

Constantine paused in place, looked back at the lights in the emergency room, and then turned and walked out.

As he walked out, he said to himself in confusion: "...I summoned the first demon to pick up girls, but what are the hound from the depths of hell and the big guy here for? How come they just happened to appear there?"

Suddenly, his expression became a little cold again. He took out the Bible from his arms, tore off a page, held it in his hand, and said: "Forget it, let's get rid of those guys who are in the way first, owl? Humph..."

When they all left, the emergency lights lit up in the empty corridor, and across the door of the emergency room, Schiller, who was wearing a ventilator and looked pale, was lying on the bed. Around him, doctors in surgical gowns were busy.

The monitoring equipment next to him made a steady "beep" sound, and suddenly, the sound began to become urgent. The surgeon immediately said: "The situation is getting worse, hurry up!"

The doctors around were busy for a while, and the sound finally stabilized again, and then after a few seconds, the sound began to become urgent again. The doctors started to work frantically again, and after stabilizing again, it began to deteriorate again.

In this way, the condition worsened, was rescued, stabilized, worsened, rescued, stabilized... until the doctors were exhausted three times, Schiller was still not out of danger.

At this time, in Schiller's mind palace, Schiller, wearing a black suit, stood in the center of the bottom of the mind palace, raised his head and shouted:

"Death! Death! Are you there? Death! I have some questions for you, can you come out to see me?!"

"...Why didn't you come? Gray Fog, can you be more dead?"

Soon, Gray Fog's aggrieved voice came from upstairs, he said: "I tried my best, but the doctor's medical skills are too superb."

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