Chapter 1625 True Love

"That happened a few years ago. Xiao Qiao met Gu Fei, a Chinese-American. The two fell in love very quickly. Gu Fei doted on Xiao Qiao and almost treated her like a little princess. Xiao Qiao was the first The first time I seriously fell in love with someone, I was very happy and happy during that time. She was like an ordinary little girl who fell in love, saying sweet vows and planning everything in the future. During that time, I walked with them During that time, Xiao Qiao went on a mission for the government and wiped out a large Italian family. Who knew someone might have slipped through the net? That person was also very powerful and found Xiao Qiao. Moreover, a trap was set up to capture Gu Fei and me. People from the Italian family have always insisted on taking revenge. Xiao Qiao made him lose his beloved and his family. He did not kill Xiao Qiao, but he also wanted Xiao Qiao to taste it. After a taste of this, he asked Xiao Qiao, Gu Fei and me, who would he choose to live?"

Speaking of this, Lu Xiaojiu paused and hesitated a little. These things were memories that had been dusted for a long time. They were unpleasant and regrettable. They were past events that she had been unable to let go of for many years.

She had thought about countless situations back then and predicted countless possibilities. She always thought that maybe if she had it to do over again, she and Gu Fei would not be caught and die, and neither would Xiao Qiao. Lost Gu Fei.

What a nightmare.

"She chose you?"

Lu Xiaojiu nodded, "Yes, she chose me. Xiao Qiao and we all know that the Italians will not play tricks. They said whatever they said and did not give their opponents any chance to negotiate. Xiao Qiao didn't do anything at all." There was nothing she could do or say to save anything. She only gave Xiao Qiao three seconds. She didn't even have time to say goodbye to Gu Fei, who was shot in the head. "

"For a long time, Xiao Qiao didn't recover. She was hurt, hated, and cried. She was a walking dead for a long time. I think what saddened her the most was not Gu Fei's death, but what she had done. She had no choice but to say goodbye to Gu Fei. She would rather die than herself. Xiao Qiao's heart is softer than anyone else and she works harder than anyone else. If she wasn't so emotional, maybe What happened back then will not happen.”

Wesley clenched his fists slightly, it was difficult for him to empathize.

Because this has never happened before.

He didn't know how to empathize. These emotions were actually very delicate and helpless, as if they were engraved with some kind of mark, with a kind of sadness from the past. He couldn't imagine what would happen if it was her.

However, how could it be him?

He wouldn't put Xiao Qiao in that choice.

If he put Xiao Qiao in this situation, it was because of his incompetence, and he died without any resentment.

"Although Xiao Qiao didn't have time to say a word to Gu Fei, Gu Fei said goodbye to Xiao Qiao, and we will meet again in the next life." Lu Xiaojiu said, "Gu Fei has never blamed Xiao Qiao in his heart. Perhaps, he also knew it a long time ago. Xiao Qiao's choice, so he didn't resent it and chose death calmly. The laughter of his enemies, Gu Fei who lost half of his head, Major, you can't imagine Xiao Qiao's mood at that time, looking at his beloved, He was shot right in front of his eyes."

"I can't imagine that if the same situation happens to me and I am asked to choose between Xiao Qiao and Lu Bai, and my enemy shoots Lu Bai to death, I am afraid that I will collapse, I will go crazy, and I will die. , I thought for a second, it was torture, so I don’t know how Xiao Qiao spent that time, because I didn’t accompany her, I just guarded her, not daring to see her, for fear that when she saw me, I think of Gu Fei and her choice. I am afraid to face Xiao Qiao’s eyes. I am afraid that there is regret, resentment and regret in Xiao Qiao’s eyes. I am also afraid that there is anger in Xiao Qiao’s eyes. Why will we be arrested? I was afraid that Xiao Qiao would think of Gu Fei when she saw me. This was inevitable. In that case, my presence would only increase Xiao Qiao's pain. So, I had no choice but to talk to her. I followed her secretly, fearing that something would happen to her or that she wouldn't be able to figure it out. She stood on the cliff for three days, and I was ready to jump off with her. At that time, we only had each other, and if something happened to her, I wouldn't do it either. Knowing what drives me to survive, especially Xiao Qiao’s choice, makes me realize how important I am to her.”

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"Major, don't force her." Lu Xiaojiu said gently. "I'm afraid the shadow this incident has left on him will never dissipate in his life. She will never forget it in her life. Therefore, she is very painful and sad, and she is also very resistant to feelings. , plus...she knows her body very well, so she has been playing with the world and refusing to let her true feelings go out all these years. She is just afraid of letting others down. "

"Her view of love is a bit deformed. She believes that as long as she doesn't fall in love with others and others fall in love with her, as long as the time is short, there will be no pain, and she will not be brought to disaster by others." Lu Xiaojiu smiled. , "But she forgot that maybe she would bring disaster to others, but the happiness she brought to others could not be replaced by anyone. These things all coexisted, and the person she fell in love with was also willing to be with her. We will shoulder everything together without resenting her decision. Xiao Qiao has never been able to understand this, so she has not touched her feelings over the years. "

Wesley had mixed feelings in his heart. Lu Xiaojiu was indeed the person who understood Xiao Qiao best. His analysis was very clear and reasonable. This was indeed what Xiao Qiao was thinking and what Xiao Qiao was thinking.

That's who she is.

He looks heartless, but he is more emotional than anyone else.

"What kind of man is he?"

"Are you talking about Gu Fei?" Lu Xiaojiu smiled, "Gu Fei is a professor, a professor of biology, specializing in genetics. When they met, he was thirteen years older than Xiao Qiao. He was very young and gentle. Jade is a very knowledgeable person, very gentle to others, and he is tolerant and doting on Xiao Qiao. He almost responds to every request. No matter what Xiao Qiao does, no matter what Xiao Qiao does, he is the most beautiful. , the best. I have never seen Gu Fei lose his temper or say anything harsh to Xiao Qiao. Xiao Qiao has a lot of ignorant knowledge that he taught Xiao Qiao step by step. He taught Xiao Qiao many things. Xiao Qiao likes it. Sticking to him, bossing him around, and enjoying that time should be Xiao Qiao’s happiest time.”

Unfortunately, it was too short-lived.

Only a short month.

Wesley could tell what kind of person Gu Fei was from Lu Xiaojiu's description. As Xiao Qiao said, he was a completely different person from her. It was like he was living in two worlds.

There seems to be no intersection, two people whose lives have no intersection.

The professor and the little girl!

"You think it's amazing too, right?" Lu Xiaojiu smiled, "Everyone thinks it's amazing why a professor would fall in love with a little girl. Xiao Qiao was a typical little girl when she was sixteen years old. She wore strange clothes every day. Wearing colorful wigs, fighting everywhere and performing tasks, he is a walking rocket launcher, ready to shoot at any time, and he can beat people up if he disagrees. Together, they are like a watercolor painting and a sketch. There was a conflict, one was rich and the other was dull and gentle, but they fell in love so much, and their feelings were strong. For Xiao Qiao, that period was probably a lifetime, and it was also the most beautiful love she had ever experienced. "

Wesley nodded. Such a person who was completely different from Xiao Qiao was willing to give Xiao Qiao the strongest love and the gentlest protection.

The people she attracts seem to be completely different from her.

But she has such a charm, attracting everyone without distinction, making people want to dedicate everything to her, as if everything wants to be held in front of her eyes and asked to be laughed at. This is also a very intuitive feeling. emotion.

Why he fell in love with Xiao Qiao, he never understood.

I don’t know where the love comes from, but I am deeply in love.

"If Gu Fei hadn't died, do you think they would have had a good ending?" Wesley asked.

Lu Xiaojiu was stunned. The major's question was too tricky. It was too tricky for her to answer. She couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, "Are you jealous?"

"Old jealous, why should I be jealous?" Wesley asked in a calm and indifferent voice, refusing to admit that he was jealous at all.

"It is indeed old jealousy, but, Major, you don't even have a chance to compete, because Gu Fei is dead, and people will always live in the hearts of others. No matter how hard they try or what they do, they can't replace him. Are you really not jealous at all about your status?”

"He may not be able to get along with Xiao Qiao if he is alive." Wesley knew Xiao Qiao too well. "Because he is dead, he will stay in Xiao Qiao's heart forever, and he died because of Xiao Qiao when his feelings were strongest. , this kind of feeling is full of sadness and heaviness, and it is not a very healthy feeling. When you love someone, you always give tolerance, not burden. His love gives Xiao Qiao too much burden. In the past, she made a bet that if she gave Xiao Qiao a little longer, even a month, the strong feelings would become very weak. She was not the kind of person to stay for anyone, especially when she was sixteen years old. She came into contact with a very special person who was different from her. She was attracted to him, fell in love with him for the first time, and wanted to be with him for the rest of her life. What is the difference between this emotion and the way she fell in love with my figure and appearance? It has not changed at all after so many years. , the only difference is that I don’t take the bait for her. If I satisfy her, she will lose the freshness in less than two months, and this kind of relationship will have no shelf life. But Gu Fei is very lucky, because he has Because of the sudden incident, he did not experience the indifference of feelings. He had the opportunity to live in Xiao Qiao's heart forever. "

"So, whether he is alive or dead, he is not a threat to me." The major concluded, "The only person who can give her true love is me."