767 I Am Not Afraid of Pain or Death, but I Am Afraid of Not Having You

"You are my husband-in-law, so you are not disgusting."

Gu Mengmeng threw herself into Leia's arms. Leia transformed back into her human form and hugged Mengmeng, looking at her uneasily with a pair of narrow eyes.

"Will you... abandon me?"

"No." Gu Mengmeng looked at Leia and promised cautiously: "I know that I often don't keep my words, so you and Ervis call me a little liar, but I will never do this. I will never lie to you. I, Gu Mengmeng, only have my late husband, not my ex-husband!”

"Mengmeng." Leia hesitated for a moment, but still hugged Gu Mengmeng tightly: "I know I am selfish, even though my body is bleeding with such dirty blood, I still refuse to let you go... I can do anything, really. I can do it as a pet beast, I can do it as a guardian beast, I can even make food... I only ask you one thing, don't abandon me... I'm not afraid of pain, I'm not afraid of death, but I I’m afraid without you…”

"You will never live without me. I will always be by your side." Gu Mengmeng pressed her face against Slaya's chest and said softly: "Humans cannot choose their own origins. None of us can decide who we are. Who are your parents and what kind of weird relatives you have? This is our original sin, but we can’t blame you. After all, you don’t have the right to refuse. But you are not the one who did the evil. You didn’t imprison Miranda, no. You were not the one who forced her to mate, and you didn't go crazy to eat her children. Why should you blame yourself?"

Leia shook her head and said: "I'm not blaming myself, I'm feeling inferior... You are like the sun, your whole body is shining, but I... am getting worse and worse."

"Leia, do you remember that I told you that you are my first love?" Gu Mengmeng's words were like a warm breeze, intoxicating my heart.

Leia nodded and said, "Remember, you said that first love is the most unforgettable and beautiful relationship. We are each other's first love."

Leia said this unintentionally, but Elvis, who was sitting quietly beside him, did so intentionally.

My heart sank, and the words "first love" were like a boulder weighing a thousand gold falling down.

Last time when I accompanied Gu Mengmeng to meet the Beast God, I met Snei Xiu from another world. He seemed... to be Xiaomeng's first love in that world.

There is Leia in this world, and Sneib in that world, but he alone, as her first partner, can never become her first love.

Gu Mengmeng's attention was all on Leia, so she didn't take into account Elvis's mood. She just gently lay in Leia's arms and said: "In our world, there is such a saying: Maybe every man has it." There have been two such women, at least two. If you marry a red rose, over time, the red one will become a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, while the white one will become "moonlight in front of the bed"; if you marry a white rose, the white one will become the smear of mosquito blood on the wall. A grain of rice stickiness is actually a cinnabar mole on the heart."

"And I am very lucky. I have both. You are the white moonlight in front of my bed, and Ervis is the cinnabar mole in my heart. No matter what others say, I know in my heart what the person I love is like. After Gu Mengmeng finished speaking, she looked up at Leia and smiled softly, and said, "So, my Bai Yueguang, don't say anything embarrassing. In my eyes, you are shining brightly." …Besides being reckless and getting into trouble, I have nothing to do with it. If I want to be disliked, it should be you and Ervis who dislike me..."