Chapter 1680 Feeling Sick
Xiaobai hesitated for a moment, twitched the corner of his mouth, glanced at Jun Mobei, but finally said nothing.
But Jun Mobei understood very well that he and Xiaobai were not familiar with each other. It might be inconvenient for Xiaobai to say some things, so he said wisely, "Let's talk first. I'll go out to buy something. What do you want to drink?" ? Or is there anything you want to eat?”
Xiaobai shook his head.
Lu Xingchen said to Jun Mobei, "You can buy it if you want. Xiaobai likes to eat fruits."
Jun Mobei nodded, turned around and went out.
At this time, only Xiaobai and Lu Xingchen were finally left in the room. Xiaobai looked closely at Lu Xingchen, and soon her tears couldn't stop flowing down. She felt really uncomfortable.
At this time, no one in her family knew about it. She cried alone in bed for a long time last night. Now, the most kind person to her is only Lu Xingchen, and Lu Xingchen knows about the matter. It's relatively clear, so she doesn't need to hide it too much.
Seeing this, Lu Xingchen felt even more distressed. He stood up and held Xiaobai gently in his arms, "Don't cry, be good, don't cry. It will pass. Everything will pass."
Xiaobai shook his head gently, and said to Lu Xingchen with hazy eyes, "I can't make it. The Xiaobai of the past is gone. She was killed by Liang Feifan. I don't know how to face my life in the future. I still Are you qualified to like others?”
Lu Xingchen looked a little more serious and corrected him unhappily, "Xiaobai, what are you talking about? You didn't make any mistakes about Liang Feifan's previous affairs. The person who was wrong was Liang Feifan. Why are you torturing him for his mistakes?" What about you? And why are you not qualified to like others? People who really like you and care about you will only feel sorry for you and will not dislike you because of those unexpected things. Do you understand?
Xiaobai bit his lip and shook his head. After a while, he said in tears, "Lu Xingchen, I am no longer clean. I have been played by Liang Feifan in the worst way. I am no longer a clean girl. What do I have?" How qualified is it to like others? It’s impossible, everything is over, and my life is over.”
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Lu Xingchen's voice was a little louder. "This incident only shows that you are unlucky. Why do you use this incident to deny yourself? The value of a person lies in his forced What have you experienced? No, Xiaobai will always be the innocent and lovely Xiaobai in my heart, and will never change at all."
"How is it possible?" Xiaobai's voice became a little louder, "That simple Xiaobai is dead. Now I feel sick when I see a man, and I think of everything Liang Feifan did to me. I can't do it anymore. It’s impossible to go back to what it was before.”
Lu Xingchen could understand Xiaobai's mood, but she also knew that she couldn't give up on Xiaobai just now. She was the only one who could help Xiaobai now.
She thought for a while and then said, "What about Jue Shao and Jun Mobei when you saw them? Do you think they are disgusting?"
Xiao Bai immediately shook his head, "How is that possible? They saved me, how could I find them disgusting? It's just that the way those men I don't know look at me always reminds me of Liang Feifan. I can't stand it. I I really can’t stand it at all.”
"Lu Xingchen," Xiaobai grabbed Lu Xingchen's hand with some excitement, "I may not want to see any man again in the future. I just want to find a place where no one knows me, and stay alone."