Chapter 1,420 Niuniu's Past

"My mother is an outsider and has little money. In the past, my father would secretly give my mother some money, but then he disappeared. In order to make a living, my mother put me in a boarding school, and she went out to work to earn money to pay for me. I have been growing up in boarding schools since I can remember. Later, my father suddenly found me and asked me to recognize my ancestors and gave my mother a large sum of money. He didn’t refuse with any backbone, but accepted the money and said to me, Niuniu, I can’t give you the best life, and your father’s

You can do it at home. Seize this opportunity and become a master. “I cried and shouted, begging her not to leave. But she left in the end. Then I was taken home by my grandparents. At that time, I learned that my father and his wife had been married for more than ten years and had no children, so their family remembered me as a child born outside the family. They promised mom

Mom, you will definitely raise me well. So my mother handed me over to them. "In the beginning, they did give me good food and clothing." But my father’s wife always beat and scolded me when my grandparents and father were not at home. I vowed to control my life through my own efforts instead of being pushed around and beaten by others.

Go ahead and curse. "So I studied like crazy, and then passed the exam abroad with the best results." When I got an offer from the university, my family objected to my studying abroad, so I told them that I wouldn’t spend a penny from them. I earned all the tuition and living expenses myself. Then I resolutely

I decisively left that terrible home, came abroad, and began my hard-working life. “At the beginning, my family would ask about my situation. But then I didn't ask for a while. I made some inquiries and found out that my father's wife was finally pregnant. Their family now has its own direct bloodline, so naturally I, a child born outside the family, is no longer important.

That’s why I said, I don’t have a home anymore. Mom doesn't know where she is, and dad... doesn't seem to be there. That home is not my home either. After Niu Niu said this, she chuckled and said, "That's why I work so hard to make money. Only money can bring me a sense of security." "

Shen Mo suddenly held Niu Niu's hand and said, "Sister Niu Niu, it turns out it's not easy for you." Niu Niu shook her head and said, "I don't feel it's hard, but I feel good. Living by yourself is stronger than anything else. I am also now I’m not short of money anymore. Even if I graduate and find a job now, I won’t starve to death. After so many years of training, I have learned a lot of things in advance.

I envy you, someone has hurt you since you were a child. I can't, I can only rely on myself. "

"Let Brother Jianqing love you more in the future." Shen Mo said with a pout. "No, it's impossible for me to be with him." Niu Niu shook her head and said, "His family will not accept an illegitimate daughter born from a woman outside the family. You are both from wealthy families, with the highest bloodline. It doesn't matter even if you are a commoner. , but the bloodline must be pure, and I... I don’t even know who my mother is, my maternal grandfather’s family.

No one knows. For as long as I can remember, it's just been my mom and myself. Moreover, my mother did not give birth to me just after marrying my father. This kind of thing is unacceptable to wealthy families. "

"No one will accept a girl of unknown blood. What's more, I don't want to tarnish the lintel of a wealthy family." Niu Niu said with a self-deprecating smile: "That's good. Being friends with you is already my greatest achievement. You are so lucky, how can you be so greedy that you want everything?”

Shen Mo looked at Niu Niu quietly.

At this moment, Shen Mo seemed to see something different from what she usually heard and saw.

It turns out that not all girls in this world are born lucky.

Her luck is truly rare in the world.

Niu Niu is actually about the same age as her, but the things she has experienced have surpassed her many, many times.

It turns out that life can be so cruel.

Shen Mo couldn't help but asked: "Then do you miss them?" Niu Niu shook her head: "I don't remember my mother anymore. When I was a child, I lived in a boarding house and couldn't see her once a month, but she would send me money at the end of every month. I paid for my boarding school fees on my account and would come to see me every once in a while, no more than an hour at a time.

When I was seven years old, I returned to my father's house and she never showed up again. So, I don’t remember what she looked like. "

"Then do you hate them?" Shen Mo felt so entangled. "Hate? Why hate?" Niu Niu said with a wry smile: "They all have their own last resort and their own difficulties. When my mother left, she left in tears. I know she didn't want to let me go. But I also know , if she doesn’t let go, with her meager salary, she will soon

I will no longer be able to afford my boarding fees. I will lose the opportunity to study, learn bad things at the bottom of society, and waste my life. “And my dad, he really loved my mom. But he couldn't stand up to his family's arrangements and still married a woman he didn't love. He was probably very painful and confused at that time, right? So he compensated me in this way. Although he hasn't given me much fatherly love until now, at least he has given me

It avoids dropping out of school and avoids bad learning due to lack of education at the bottom of society. "

"So, why should I hate it? After all, they really loved each other when I was born." Niu Niu adjusted the quilt, smiled, and said, "I'm not as fragile as you think."

"It's no wonder you always hide from Brother Jianqing. You are afraid that even if you are together, you will separate in the future, right?" Shen Mo finally got the idea.

Niu Niu nodded: "Yes."

"Then, Sister Niu Niu, is your name Niu Niu?" Shen Mo asked again. "I have many names, my mother gave me, my father gave me, and the name I used when I was abroad. But my favorite is the name my mother gave me. Niu Niu. Simple and easy to remember, pure as ever." Niu Niu replied: "My father's surname is Dai, so my Chinese name should be Dai

Niu Niu. But I don't like this surname, and I don't want to have any ties with this surname anymore, so you should just call me Niu Niu."

"Well, Sister Niu Niu, I will support you to the end!" Shen Mo reached out and bravely held Niu Niu's hand, saying: "It's good to call you Niu Niu! Let's not have a surname!"

Niu Niu laughed: "Well, don't have a surname. Well, it's getting late, go to bed early!"

"Sister Niu Niu, good night." Shen Mo withdrew his hand and fell asleep properly. Listening to Shen Mo's even breathing, Niu Niu couldn't fall asleep.