Chapter 426
Xiaoyudian bent down and picked up many leaves, then carried the leaves to the bottom of the tree and put them away.
"Baby, tell mom, what are you doing?" Xia Ruoxin bent down, picked up another piece, and put it together with Xiaoyudian's.
Xiaoyudian patted the leaves she placed under the tree, raised her face with a bright smile
"Mom, Dashu is Yeye's mother. They will be very sad if they leave their mother, so Xiao Yudian let them go to see her mother."
Xia Ruoxin adjusted the little hat on her daughter's head, and followed her daughter's words, "Then mother and Xiao Yudian will come together and help Xiao Yezi go home, okay?"
"Okay," Xiao Yudian nodded her head vigorously, and then she and Xia Ruoxin hugged the leaves and placed them under the big tree. She rubbed her eyes when she was tired, and was carried home by her mother.
"Mom..." Xiao Yudian rubbed her eyes again.
"Well, mom is here," Xia Ruoxin returned to her. She still didn't have much strength in one hand, but with only one hand, she was able to support her daughter's weight. In fact, the child grew up between his right hand. big.
"Won't Xiaoyudian leave mother?" She bit her little fist and sniffed pitifully.
Ruo Xin stopped, and gently touched her daughter's head with her forehead, "Of course Xiao Yudian will leave her mother, but it will be a long, long time later, and Xiao Yudian will find another one in the future. A person who is very good to Xiao Yudian, he will play with Xiao Yudian, walk and eat with Xiao Yudian, and laugh with Xiao Yudian."
"Just like my mother?" Xiao Yudian naturally didn't know what a life partner was. She felt that this person should belong to her mother, because only mothers can do these things.
"Well, just like mother," Xia Ruoxin followed her daughter's words, but she didn't know what kind of person Xiao Yu would meet in the future, but it was really like what she said, it was a long, long time What happened in the future, at least, there are still twenty years to go, and Xiao Yudian still belongs to her alone.
She believes that her daughter will find a good man in the future, who will not harm her, bully him, or hurt her. No matter what, she still has a mother who can do everything for her.
Xiaoyudian only needs one mother, and Xiaoyudian hangs her head, so she doesn't want another mother anyway.
Xia Ruoxin smiled, a child's world is always simple, but she has forgotten what it was like when she was a child.
"Ruo Xin," a voice suddenly came from behind.
Xia Ruoxin's footsteps stopped again, she pressed her daughter's small face into her arms, always meeting people she shouldn't meet, and seeing past things she couldn't want to see.
Maybe, she should live in another place, maybe another city, as long as she doesn't meet her, it's good if she doesn't meet her again.
"Ruo Xin, is that you?" The voice was approaching, and the person was.
"Ruoxin, you are Ruoxin, I am mother," Shen Yijun hurried over, she thought she had misjudged the person, but no, this is her daughter, it is her Ruoxin's.
Xia Ruoxin turned around, and lightly greeted the longing and regret on Shen Yijian's face.
Really, she doesn't need to.
Don't act like a mother at this time, really, it's ridiculous.
"Ruoxin..." Shen Yijun called Xia Ruoxin's name again, wanting to reach out and touch the person in front of her, is it real, is she dreaming or hallucinating.
"Hello, Mrs. Xia," Xia Ruoxin only replied three words. Mrs. Xia is not a mother, nor an aunt, just a sentence of Mrs. Xia.
"Ruoxin, do you still blame me?" Shen Yijun smiled bitterly, "I know I've been sorry for you all these years, but I'm afraid, or Xin, can you understand, you understand, a woman with a child, life How bitter is it? Do you understand that three meals a day are not enough to eat? I don’t want to go back to that kind of life, and I don’t want to live in that kind of life.” However, she got what she wanted Everything, she got three meals a day, delicacies from mountains and seas, jewellery, things she didn't even dare to think of, so she got greedy, and she got more greedy, and the more she got, the more she got. It is the fear of losing, the more afraid of losing, the more you want to have.
So much so that even she herself didn't want to believe or think about what she had done in the past few years. Until Xia Yixuan's death, she felt sorry for Xia Mingzheng, because Xia Mingzheng lost her daughter, and she couldn't face it. Her own daughter, she wants to atone for her sins, and her daughter also wants to atone for her sins, whether it is selfish or not, but that is the only way she can redeem herself.
Xia Ruoxin hugged the daughter in her arms a little tighter, Xiao Yudian just stared at Shen Yijun without blinking, her little face was exactly what Xia Ruoxin used to look like.
Shen Yi'an couldn't help being shocked, he couldn't face the mother and daughter in front of him.
It's bitter, it's very bitter, but just because she can't persevere, doesn't mean others can't. She knows in her heart whether she is a good mother, don't make excuses for herself, to put it bluntly, she is just selfish That's all.
However, some people never gave up on their original intention no matter how hard they were. For example, Xia Ruoxin, for example, Shen Yijun, the daughter she gave up by herself.
"What's her name?" Shen Yijun asked Xiao Yudian, but the tears fell down in a flash, and in an instant, she felt ashamed.
"Auntie, my name is Xiaoyudian," Xiaoyudian said obediently. She is called Auntie Shen Yijun, because Shen Yijun is very young, not a grandma. Auntie, she felt more and more uncomfortable.
"Ruoxin, can I hug her?" Shen Yijun stretched out her hand tremblingly. This is her granddaughter, who looks exactly like her Xinxin when she was young. Her Xinxin was also such a big child back then, but when, She forgot everything, even forgot, it turned out that this belonged to her daughter.
Xiao Yudian turned her face away, her little hands tugged at her mother's clothes.
"Mom, don't hug."
"Well, don't hug," Xia Ruoxin comforted her daughter, maybe Xiao Yudian could feel it, her mother didn't like the person in front of her, so if her mother didn't like it, she wouldn't like it either.
Shen Yijun withdrew her hand stiffly, she knew, she understood, what she said was useless, and what she said was just an excuse for herself, to find a reason, the mistakes of the past few years, decades, if it was just a couple If you don't have a name, if one person can disappear if it doesn't matter, then it won't be decades. A person can have more than 20 years in his life, and how many 20 years from childhood to adulthood.
"Xinxin, how can I help you?"