Chapter 198 Want Her to Die

For the first time, she wanted to die alone so much, she wanted Xia Ruoxin to die, and she also wanted that child to die.

She does not allow anyone to destroy her current life, and no one alone can destroy her happiness.

Is it Xia Ruoxin?

She will not let her have the opportunity to meet Chu Lu, absolutely not.

She clenched her hand tightly, and a cold smile slowly appeared on her face.

Xia Ruoxin ran back to the house she rented, then leaned against the door weakly and slid down slowly. The rain was all over her body, which wet her clothes and froze her heart.

She gasped numbly, and then changed a piece of clothes for herself like a machine, but her trembling hands couldn't keep warm no matter what.

With a trembling body, she took out her few deposits from the cabinet, squinting for a moment, it was impossible to match the astronomical figure.

She held the money tightly in her hands, turned around and ran out, and inside this hut, there was no longer the warmth of the past, and some of it was cold, desperate and quiet.

It rained outside from time to time, and it kept hitting the clean glass window, splashing and rippling.

Xia Ruoxin returned to the hospital. The smell of disinfectant made her head hurt violently. She clenched her hands tightly, trying to wake herself up. Otherwise, she was afraid that she would really collapse. At the toll office, she I have handed over all the money, but it is still not enough, not enough, even, it is still very far away.

Walking into her daughter's ward, Xiao Yudian woke up at some point. She was sitting alone on the bed that was too big for her, with her head lowered, and the nurse beside her kept talking, However, the child never responded.

"Little raindrops..." Xia Ruoxin said in a slightly hoarse voice.

Xiao Yudian raised her head suddenly, there were two tear stains on her small face, and tears like teardrops hung on her long eyelashes.

"Mom..." She stretched out her two little hands, wanting to hug Xia Ruoxin, she woke up here alone, without her doll, and without her mother, she kept crying, kept crying, but there was still nothing her mother.

Xia Ruoxin quickly hugged her daughter's small body. It was her fault, she left her daughters here one by one, and she didn't take good care of her, which caused her to have such a serious illness at a young age.

It's also because she is not good, and she is not even able to pay for her daughter's medical expenses.

"Mom, Xiaoyudian will be very good in the future. Mom, don't want Xiaoyudian, okay? Xiaoyudian doesn't want anything, new clothes, new shoes, let alone a doll. Xiaoyudian only needs her mother, mom, Don't leave Xiaoyudian..." The little child's crying shoulders kept shaking, it was extremely pitiful.

And Xia Ruo hugged her daughter tightly, feeling a kind of sadness in her heart that could no longer be restrained.

She held up her daughter's small face, which looked so much like her, she stretched out her fingers and carefully wiped away the tears on her daughter's face, and then gently pinched her as if she could pinch water face.

"How could mom not want Xiaoyudian? Xiaoyudian is mother's treasure. Look, mom just helped Xiaoyudian get this." She took out Xiaoyudian's favorite doll from her arms.