Chapter 1230 Actually, He Is Still There
The pain that lasted for five years has not been relieved for a day, nor has it been forgotten for a day.
Outside, the autumn wind was bleak. It turned out that a season had passed. She quickly blinked away her tears and forced back the tears in her eyes.
Time flies by like a flash, exactly five years have passed.
The little raindrop who once still wanted to be hugged is now a tall girl. And she, touching her face, seems to be old.
"Third brother, do you think if I died earlier, would I be able to see you?" She murmured to herself, her heart was broken again, and the memories of the past were sweeping through her, making it unbearable.
Five years, five years.
Third brother has been with her for five years and taken care of her for five years, and now, she has been away from him for five years.
In a quiet tea shop, Shen Wei was already brewing a pot of tea. Over the years, she and Xia Ruoxin learned how to make tea, and they became quite good at it and had some appearance.
She placed the cooked food in front of the man opposite. If five years had left some quietness and death in her body, then what she had given to this man was naturally maturity and sophistication, as well as... , he has weathered the storm for a long time, and his patience may be running out.
"Thank you," Mo Ming took the tea cup. He picked it up and took a sip, but his mouth was filled with sour taste.
"The more bitter the tea you brew becomes?" He raised the corners of his lips, but it still had the same astringent taste, "However, I am lucky enough to drink the tea you brewed."
Shen Wei also poured herself a glass. A few years ago, she saw him as if he were an enemy, but in the past few years, her feelings have faded away. She thanked him for helping Jiangnan secretly in the past few years and letting her We can continue to open the Jiangnan area so that the brothers of the third brother will not be displaced and homeless.
She gently shook the tea cup in her hand. The tea in the cup had a faint aroma, and there was also some faint tea aroma in it. However, she couldn't taste the bitterness that Mo Ming said. All she tasted was the taste of tea.
Maybe there's a hint of it, but it's not in the tea leaves, but in people's hearts.
"I'm going back," Mo Ming put down the tea cup and fell in love with the taste of this tea. However, he also couldn't hate this bitter taste, this astringent taste that left an aftertaste.
Shen Wei poured another glass for herself, and then she smiled at him. She was relieved. If she persisted in her obsession, she would be really stupid.
"Xiaowei, can we go back together?" Mo Ming was really unwilling. After five years of searching, five years of waiting, and a whole ten years, in the end he only got a relieved smile from her, and such a smile was, in fact, For him, it is a kind of hurt and a kind of sadness.
When she forgives, she also forgets the hurt. On the other hand, she also forgets the past and him.
He reached out and squeezed Shen Wei's hand, but found that her fingertips were very cold.
"Let's go back together. I swear that I will treat you well in the future, just like Chu Lu and Xia Ruoxin. In fact, as long as you can take this step back, you will find that I have always been where I was."
Mo Ming's voice contained some requests. He had only ever been sorry to such a woman in his life, and he had only ever loved such a woman. Why was it that Chu Lu and Xia Ruoxin could do it, but they couldn't.
"Sorry," Shen Wei gently pushed his hand away and picked up the teacup on the table. Yes, Chu Lu and Xia Ruoxin could, but they couldn't because she was not Xia Ruoxin and he was not Chu Lu. Moreover, there is no third brother between Chu Lu and Xia Ruoxin.
Mo Ming put her hand in the air and took it back until a long time later.
The tea on the table was still warm, but the tea in the cup began to gradually cool down.
People leave and the tea cools down.
Before the flowers bloom, people are actually far away.
In the airport, two men stood opposite each other, with the same tall stature, the same extraordinary temperament, and the same arrogant sense of excellence, but one was cold and the other was luxurious.
"Don't insist anymore?" Chu Lu asked Mo Ming. Five years have passed and he doesn't insist anymore.
Mo Ming shook his head, "Her heart is no longer with me. Maybe if I leave, she will live a happier life." In fact, he made such a decision for a long time. After hesitating, he finally chose to leave. They missed each other. It’s not just these times, but also the few feelings.
Not every woman will look back, and not every man can let Zeng Jin go back to his old ways.
He is not Chu Lu. From beginning to end, Chu Lu has left a way for Xia Ruoxin to survive. Shen Wei is not Xia Ruoxin, and there is a third brother between them who is no longer here.
"Actually, you can persist," Chu Lu still said.
"No need," Mo Ming suddenly looked at Chu Lu, and some understanding suddenly flashed in his dark eyes.
"You don't seem like someone who gives up so quickly," Chu Lu couldn't understand Mo Ming. In fact, they were men of the same temperament. They were the same type of people who would not give up until they achieved their goals.
It’s not like Mo Ming to give up after only five years.
"I don't want to, there is no point in persisting." Mo Ming breathed out softly, facing the wind at this time, which also brought some indescribable and unbearable feelings. It was too cold and still too stinging. .
"Thank him for me. Thank him for his accomplishments in the past five years, allowing me to atone for my sins, and allowing her to finally forgive me. Although she didn't ask for it from me." Yes, this was not what he wanted. Yes, he would rather not have any forgiveness.
Chu Lu leaned his body back and leaned against the wall behind him. A cold feeling came from his back. It seemed that he understood what Mo Ming was talking about. .
"When did you know about it?" Chu Lu didn't want to hide anything. He already knew it anyway, but he wanted to know when Mo Ming knew about it. Besides him, there were other people who knew about it. No one else would know, not even Ruo Xin, but he had never revealed it.
"Very early," Mo Ming smiled, but a layer of loneliness dropped, "It was precisely because I knew that I gave up. Tell me, how could I make a woman who doesn't love me change her mind? ? If that man is not here, maybe I can persist, but he is alive after all, and since he has helped me for five years, I think he deserves this thank you."
After saying that, he raised his face and looked at the crowds of people walking not far away. Who is the only person in his life who will turn around for you, and you are the one who makes it worth turning around for her...
He thought that maybe he would not come back again. Maybe when he set foot in this place again, everything would have changed completely. He thought that the next time he came back, he might be the one who really came back. When to let go.