Chapter 115 How Nice It Is that You Want Your Mother
Speaking of this, she really felt a slight pain in her heart, just because the child's eyes no longer showed any look, what she looks like now is that she has breathed more than a dead person.
"I understand, and I understand," Xia Ruoxin just lowered her eyes lightly. They never thought about the reason why she couldn't have children? Suddenly, she felt that nothing was important, because her heart didn't hurt anymore. There was only a kind of numbness, which made her look old and vicissitudes.
"Oh..." Song Wan sighed softly, "Don't worry, even if you are not the daughter-in-law of our family's Chu family, mother will not treat you badly, don't worry, although Ah Lu has a bad temper, but , should be given to you, and will not short you, if he dares to treat you badly, first of all, mom will not agree."
But Xia Ruoxin smiled desolately, her eyes gleaming, she didn't know if it was tears or something, she turned her face away, looked out of the window, it seemed that the sky that belonged to her would never be clear again.
She doesn't want anything, what she wants most is that it will never belong to her, and she just treats herself as herself and dies.
Song Wan still wanted to say something, but in the end she couldn't say anything, so that's it, no matter how much she said, it would be useless, it would only hurt her more.
"Ruoxin, tell me, do you love Ah Lu very much?" Shouwan stared at Xia Ruo's distracted appearance, and asked again. In fact, she already understood that she was like this.
If it wasn't for deep love, how could I make myself like this.
If it wasn't true love, how could she tolerate her eccentric son.
If it wasn't for love, how could he bear so much and still stand still.
Love, Xia Ruoxin smiled, a little dazedly, love, what's the use? She has loved him for more than ten years, but what did she get in exchange?
Hurt, sad, or what?
Song Wan was shocked by how sad she was. She felt that she could regenerate a person, or destroy a person. But she had a feeling that Ah Li would really lose the most important thing in his life. Important, but also a touch of color.
"I'm sorry," she put her hand on Xia Ruoxin's hair, just like treating her own daughter. If this was really her daughter, she would really love her to death, but she is not, so even if it is love, she will He can only take care of his son and his family.
It's just that I really wronged the child.
"I'm sorry..." Xia Ruoxin slowly shook her feeble eyelashes, and whispered these three words with her lips, faintly, sighing, it seems that this sentence of sorry is the best thing she has got, right? .
She deserved it, she was cheap, she was vicious, she killed her own sister, this is what everyone said to her, but Song Wan was the only one who said sorry to her.
"If you are my mother, that's fine," Xia Ruoxin suddenly hugged Song Wan, and just quietly leaned into her arms, smelling the warmth of her mother, she had already forgotten How long has it been since I hugged my mother, and I don't remember how long it has been since my mother hugged her. It seems to be very young, four or five years old.
Memory is blurred.
The feeling is also lost.
Song Yan's eyes turned red from the pain, and she hugged her back. She was originally a kind woman, and Xia Ruoxin really made her feel bad, but, unfortunately, she was just Chu Lu's mother.