Chapter 1091 Get Close to Nature

"Alu," this sudden voice made Chu Lu stop in his tracks. He held his daughter's little hand tightly, his back a little stiff.

Xiao Yudian suddenly hugged his father's legs and refused to leave.

Chu Lu picked up his daughter, and two people passed by not far away, one old and one young, one big and one small.

Lu Xiaohua stared at the two people approaching them indifferently. To be honest, she didn't have a good impression at all.

"Alu, why are you here?" Song Wan walked over quickly, "Why, you're here to eat too. By coincidence, Xiangxiang hasn't eaten yet, let's go together?"

"Mom, you and Chu Xiang go to eat. I've eaten and I'm going back," Chu Lu's voice was a little cold. Of course, he didn't even look at Chu Xiang. No matter how many grievances Chu Xiang had, it had nothing to do with him.

"Alu," Song Wan felt her throat was a little uncomfortable, and she squeezed Chu Xiang's little hand, "You haven't been home for a long time, when will you come back?"

"I know, I will go back when I have time. I don't know if this is perfunctory or what?" Chu Lu still didn't put much heat into his voice. He held his daughter and turned around, while Xiao Yudiao lay on his father's side. On her shoulders, a pair of eyes that looked very much like her father's seemed to have become much darker. She glanced at Chu Xiang, then turned her face away and touched the pearl hairpin on her head.

Lu Xiaohua followed and could feel that Song Wan was still standing there behind her. As for what thoughts she had at this time, it had nothing to do with them.

The mistakes she made will never be forgiven by others in this life.

"Take me home," Lu Xiaohua said calmly after sitting in the car. No matter how good the mood was, it almost disappeared because of Song Wan. She was not in the mood anymore.

Chu Lu tightened his grip on the steering wheel, turned the car in one direction, and drove out of the Lu family.

"Goodbye, mom," Xiao Yudian stretched out her little hand and shook it with Lu Xiaohua. Yihe's little face smiled very cutely. The innocence of children is the most infectious. If there is anything in this world that is simple, what is it? If it is simple, then it may just be the heart of a child.

"Goodbye," Lu Xiaohua also waved her hand to Xiaoyudiao. There was actually a kind of sourness spreading in her heart. She turned around, and the wind blew the hair on her shoulders and stuck it to her cheek. She used She twirled with her fingers, then raised her feet and walked forward. No one knew her struggle at this time. For a moment, she actually wanted to take her daughter away. Whether she remembered her daughter or not, that was all. It was her daughter, but in the end, she still held back.

Because she has no identity.

Chu Lu opened the car door, let his daughter sit on the safety seat, and then pinched her little face, "Baby, we are home."

"Okay," Xiao Yudian said obediently. Although she was still reluctant to let go of Lu Xiaohua and still wanted her mother, in the end she was still very obedient and didn't make any noise. She took her little schoolbag and looked at it. The book her father bought her.

Fanlu took a cup, fed his daughter some water, and then drove home.

At night, he put a quilt on his daughter and kissed her little face, "Baby, it's time to sleep."

Xiao Yudian grabbed the quilt with his little hands, and closed his long eyelashes, but Chu Lu closed the door. He stood on the balcony, took out a box of cigarettes, and started smoking one after another. As he started to smoke, the wind outside was a little cold, but the ground also made him wake up more and more.

At this time, the same night, the same wind, and the same people who couldn't sleep.

Lu Xiaohua put the easel away, then she sat down and started painting one stroke at a time. She actually didn't know what she started from. She just knew that she could also draw. She thought it was a gift. Later I found out that it was Xia Ruoxin who knew these things before.

She is Lu Xiaohua, but she has no memory of Xia Ruoxin. She is Xia Ruoxin, but she only has the identity of Lu Xiaohua. So sometimes, the two identities give her a headache, and sometimes she can't tell the difference. Who is she? Who, or no one.

Is it Lu Xiaohua or Xia Ruoxin. Maybe she is nothing but a monster with no past.

"Xiaohua, did you hear that?" Gao Yi said again, but Lu Xiaohua started to be distracted and didn't know what he had just thought of?

What did you say? Sorry, Lu Xiaohua put down the cup in his hand. I didn't pay attention just now.

Gao Yi put his hand on Lu Xiaohua's forehead, "Xiaohua, what's wrong with you recently? Did something happen?"

"It's okay," Lu Xiaohua pulled away Gao Yi's hand, then lowered her head, picked up the cup behind her back and put it to her lips. She lowered her eyelashes slightly, and through the refraction of the glass, she could only see It can be seen that her long eyelashes, which are slightly closed, seem to be trembling but also graceful.

"Xiao Hua, are you worried?" Gao Yi has known Lu Xiaohua for a day or two. Isn't it so difficult for him to tell what Lu Xiaohua is worried about?

"You're not worried, aren't you?" Lu Xiaohua denied, then she raised her face and smiled at him, "Gao Yi, have you forgotten that my sleep has never been very good, and I have started to have insomnia again recently, and you are... Can you prescribe me some of that medicine?"

"Don't take too much of that medicine," Gao Yi frowned, "Why can't you sleep well recently?"

"Well," Lu Xiaohua rubbed the cup with his fingers, "I am always dreaming, but when I wake up, I can't remember clearly. It seems that in the dream, I am not Lu Xiaohua, but another person, Gao Yi. , tell me, am I a fake Lu Xiaohua?" She seemed to test Gao Yi unintentionally.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Gao Yi knocked on her forehead, "You are Lu Xiaohua. Even if I can admit my mistake, your parents will never admit their wrong daughter. Don't forget, you are their child. "

Lu Xiaohua smiled again, but there was a hint of bitterness in the corner of her mouth. Gao Yi was the person she trusted the most, but it turned out that the person she trusted the most was the one who deceived her more.

"Forget it," Gao Yi thought for a while, then couldn't help but sigh, "I'll get you some medicine, you take it first."

"Thank you," Lu Xiaohua picked up the cup on the table again, using this action to block her overly complicated thoughts at this time.

"By the way, what do you think about what I just said? Do you want to go there?"

"Where are you going?" Lu Xiaohua really didn't pay attention.

"There is an outdoor mountaineering team that happens to have a few days off. I have a few days off, so we can go there. Your situation may be better if you get in touch with nature."

"Okay," Lu Xiaohua felt that she had no reason not to go, and Gao Yi was right. Maybe she could really get close to nature. She had always lived a step-by-step life, and she was cautious. The mountaineering team should be very thrilling.