Chapter 1038 I Want to Live with Understanding

"Go back with mom. Auntie will visit you when she is free." She gently stroked the child's beautiful little face. This little face looked like her mother's, so beautiful.

Xiao Yudian bit her little lip and sobbed from time to time.

Lu Xiaohua also couldn't bear it, but there was nothing she could do. After all, this was not her child, nor was it born by her, and the mother was still standing. However, she really didn't understand the child, and the mother could admit her mistake. Well, even for such a young child, it is impossible for her to misidentify her mother. Could it be possible that when she touched her face, her face, in Xiao Yudian's eyes, was her mother's.

She stood up and waved to the child standing on the ground.

"Goodbye, little raindrop."

Xiao Yudian also raised her little hand. She bit her mouth and said nothing before being picked up by Yang Ruolin. Yang Ruolin held her and walked quickly. Lu Xiaohua still stood there, just You can see the child being held by Yang Ruolin, stretching out his little hand, as if asking his mother to hold him.

Lu Xiaohua took a step forward, but in the end she stopped.

After all, it was someone else's child, but the child recognized the wrong person.

As soon as she turned around, the light in front of her eyes was blocked for a moment, and then scattered, the woman in black clothes in front of her, the light seeping from the corners of her clothes was right in front of her eyes.

"Long time no see?" The woman took off her sunglasses and smiled at her. The smile contained some other things, many of which were hidden in the corners of her eyes. The warm light fell on her body, but There was no warmth at all. I don't know if it was because she was blocked from the light or because the sun gave up on her.

She walked closer and stood in front of Lu Xiaohua.

Then he stretched out his hand and said, "Hello, my name is Shen Wei."

Lu Xiaohua also extended his hand without knowing it.

"Do we... know each other?" she asked in a murmur, some were familiar, some were strange, but she clearly didn't remember, she didn't remember many things, she didn't remember many people, but there were always a lot of inexplicable memories. He would find her, but when she wanted to search again, she found that she felt nothing and found nothing.

The memory that belongs to her is still blank, just like her previous life. Her life started at the age of 25, and she has forgotten many things and people.

"Well..." Shen Wei suddenly curved the corners of her lips and brushed her long hair, "Do you like hearing stories?" She said this suddenly, but Lu Xiaohua couldn't react.

Soon after, they were sitting in a very quiet coffee shop. Shen Wei wanted to order a cup of cappuccino for herself, but Lu Xiaohua didn't like the taste, so she asked for a glass of milk.

One black and one white, sometimes it really looks like the lives of these two women.

Shen Wei has been living under the night from beginning to end, while Lu Xiaohua is a rich girl living under the light. She even has no past, while Shen Wei has accumulated so many embarrassments.

"When did you know me?" Lu Xiaohua took a sip of milk and then asked the woman in front of her carefully, but there was indeed no such woman in her memory.

"When?" Shen Wei picked up the mug on the table. Her red lips were also stained with some lip marks, which just stayed on the mug. She was sexy and sultry.

"I forgot," she put down the cup, then put her hand on the table and rested it on her chin, "If you want to find the answer, you have to find it yourself, your past, what happened to you, you Want to know?"

Lu Xiaohua clenched the cup in her hand. Her past was not as peaceful and ordinary as her parents and Gao Yi said.

"They said that my past is not worth mentioning." She lowered her head and looked at her fingers on the glass. They were green and slender, but also too thin. Could it be that these hands were holding something?

"Do you believe it?" Shen Wei gently stirred the dark brown liquid in the cup with the spoon in his hand.

"Of course," Ji Xiaohua didn't want to doubt her relatives, nor did she want to doubt Gao Yi, because behind such suspicion, there might be deception, and she was not sure whether she could accept such deception, even if it was well-intentioned. of.

"Then do you want to know?" Shen smiled, but the light in the corners of his eyes was very cold.

Lu Xiaohua raised her face, she gently moved her rosy red lips, and then raised her face to look at Shen Wei, a trace of determination appeared in her clear pupils.

"I would like to know."

"Even if it's not very good? What makes you sad and overturns your whole life?" Shen Wei asked again, his tone was sharp and aggressive at the same time.

"Yes, even if it's bad," Lu Xiaohua touched her fingers lightly and then tightened them.

"Why?" Shen Wei lazily raised his chin again, "Isn't it good? Sometimes forgetting the past, living again and forgetting everything, is not an opportunity that everyone can have. , from the day you wake up, from the day you have no memory, you are a brand new person, you have no past, but your future is only bright, only happiness, with parents who love you, and pampering Your brother also has a man who loves you."

"But, I want to live clearly," Lu Xiaohua interrupted Shen Wei, "I want to live clearly, no matter what my past is, the one I want to live is myself, not others, you Don’t you understand?” She gently scratched her hair, “Every time I close my eyes, I’m thinking about who I am, who I really am. It wasn’t until a long time later that I realized that I was Lu Xiao. painting."

"Oh..." Shen Wei breathed out softly.

"You really want to know?" she asked again.

"Yes," Lu Xiaohua nodded, "Can you tell me?"

Shen Wei sat up straight. She took her small bag and opened it. Unlike other women, her bag contained many things. The small bag was as big as the palm of her hand. There was only a small mobile phone, a pack of cigarettes, and a A lighter, and a lipstick.

She took out the cigarette from her bag, then took out one, lit it, put it between her lips, took a gentle puff, and then exhaled another puff of smoke, which confused her eyes.

Lu Xiaohua was waiting, waiting for her to finish smoking a cigarette. This was not the first time she had seen a woman smoking, but Shen Wei was the most flavorful woman she had ever seen. Even at this time, she had a smell The smell of tobacco, but she is still a lazy and delicate woman.

She smoked one after another, and her slightly narrowed eyes showed some fatigue, and even makeup could not block the dark circles under her eyes.