Chapter 5036 Actually I Just Want Her Love

After Musilang finished speaking, he held her chin and rushed down like a violent storm.

"Ugh..." Tang Xiaonuan whispered, and before she could refuse, her whole body was swallowed up by him.

How long had it been since she had been with him?

Probably when I was just pregnant.

At that time, her father was seriously ill and she accidentally discovered that she was pregnant.

Tang Xiaonuan knew that the person in Mu Silang's heart was not him. Every time he was with him, he took extra careful protective measures.

He would never allow himself to become pregnant.

The closest she and Mu Silang were was after Yan Xuewei's "passion".

Rather than saying it was intimacy, it was better to say that Mu Silang vented all his thoughts on her.

Yan Xuewei "passed away", Musi God sought death and life, and Mu Silang was like a walking corpse.

He went to bed with her mechanically every time until he was exhausted.

He is using a self-exile method to forget Yan Xuewei.

However, Tang Xiaonuan failed to control his heart.

She fell step by step, knowing that she and he were not the same person.

She still gave him all her life and heart.

Regarding Mu Silang, Tang Xiaonuan was respectful and grateful to him at first.

Without Musram, she would have been infected by the sewage.

Beauty is a disaster for a poor girl.

At that time, if Mu Silang had not protected her, she might have become a smelly rat in a sewer somewhere.

She was not worthy of saying she loved him, but as time passed, she was always by his side, which gave Tang Xiaonuan an illusion.

Maybe Mr. Mu also loves himself.

However, after Yan Xuewei came back from the dead, Mu Silang spent less and less time with her.

There was light in his eyes again, even if Yan Xuewei couldn't be with him, as long as she was alive, he would be happy.

Desperate? No, because I'm used to it.

She had known this result for a long time, but her heart hurt too much.

Now, it has been more than a year since she had close contact with Mu Silang.

Musilang was like a wild horse running wild on her body.

Tang Xiaonuan felt like she was drowning. Sometimes she felt like she was drowning, and sometimes she felt like she had been reborn.

She wanders back and forth between life and death.

Muslang is like a god who controls all things. He can make her live or die with one movement.

"Um... don't..."

Tang Xiaonuan pushed him weakly with both hands.

However, her refusal once again aroused Musilang's wild nature.

He nibbled on her shoulder wantonly, and he was not satisfied until he heard her cry out in pain.

Tang Xiaonuan snuggled into his arms and cried softly, hoping to get a little tenderness from him.

But he was never gentle towards her.

In his eyes, she was just a substitute.

Mu Silang couldn't get Yan Xuewei, so he found Tang Xiaonuan, who was somewhat similar to Yan Xuewei.

He used all means on her.

After being with him for many years, she had long lost her sense of shame.

Although they were strangers to each other, after a few back and forths, Tang Xiaonuan found the familiarity again.

She knelt at his feet devoutly, just as she had done before.

Muslang's big hands grasped her head, and he whispered in her ear, "Who are you?"

"Tang...Tang Xiaonuan."

"Who am I to you?"

Tang Xiaonuan lowered his eyes and replied softly, "You are my master."

Muslang was very satisfied with her big hand, which patted her cheek in a steady motion.

He bit the tip of her ear and whispered, "Remember, I am your master. If you dare to yell at me next time, you know what the consequences will be."

Hearing this, Tang Xiaonuan's body couldn't help but tremble.

She replied with a trembling voice, "I...I know."

"Get down."

Tang Xiaonuan lay on the bed obediently.

At this time, she had entered the state, and she obeyed Mu Silang infinitely.

Her body was unfamiliar but full of temptation.

Muslang has not had any interest in life since his car accident.

It was Tang Xiaonuan and his children who gave him the meaning of life.

He kissed her back, his movements becoming more and more gentle.

Tang Xiaonuan opened her mouth and made a sweet sound.

Her Mr. Mu might one day forget Yan Xuewei and fall in love with her, right?

Tang Xiaonuan was immersed in her sweet dream, and she hoped she would never wake up.

If this is the case, Mu Silang belongs to her alone.

The bodyguards outside the room wisely left the room.

In the kitchen, the aunts are preparing dinner. It seems that Mr. Mu will have his meal here in the evening.

Tang Xiaonuan's obedience won Mu Silang's heart very much.

The two of them talked endlessly until late at night.

Tang Xiaonuan was so exhausted that it was difficult for her to even raise her hands.

She was lying on the bed, with Muslang's arms across her back, also lying on her back.

"Are you hungry?" Muslang came forward and kissed her wet ears.

Tang Xiaonuan shrank and responded softly, "Yeah."

Muslang grabbed it with his big hand and picked her up.

He subconsciously wanted to hold her out of bed, but suddenly found that his legs could not stand.

Feeling his pause, Tang Xiaonuan suddenly opened her eyes, and put her hands on Mu Silang's shoulders.

"I come!"

Mu Silang didn't move. Tang Xiaonuan was suffering from physical discomfort. She jumped out of bed and took his crutches over.

"Mr. Mu, here you go."

Muslang did not pick it up immediately.

Tang Xiaonuan held the crutch tightly with both hands, "Mr. Mu..."

Muslang took the crutches expressionlessly.

Tang Xiaonuan wanted to help him, but he avoided her, "Don't touch me."

Reality once again dealt a heavy blow to Muslang, how he did not have a sound body.

So he can't stand women.

How ridiculous.

Now Tang Xiaonuan is still thinking about the man who committed the crime.

hehe.

Tang Xiaonuan knew that he was sensitive.

She stood carefully beside him.

Suddenly, Mu Silang said abruptly, "Have you seen enough?"

"Well……"

"Aren't you happy when you see me making a joke?" Mu Silang raised his eyes, his tone full of coldness.

"No!"

"Ah."

Muslang stood up with crutches.

Tang Xiaonuan wanted to follow him, but he gave him a cold look and froze in place.

Tang Xiaonuan stood there blankly, she didn't dare to move for fear of offending him.

"Tang Xiaonuan, remember, if you dare to seek death again, you will die on your own. If you don't die, I will help you. You will never see your child again in your life."

After putting on his clothes, Muslang returned to his previous indifference.

After listening to his words, Tang Xiaonuan didn't dare to hide anymore, she stepped forward directly.

"Mr. Mu." She grabbed Mu Silang's arm and said in a choked voice, "I was wrong, I don't dare anymore, never again!"

There was no unnecessary expression on Musilang's face.

He had long been immune to her prayers.

Tang Xiaonuan was extremely scared. She wanted a child. What was the point of living without a child? "Mr. Mu!" Tang Xiaonuan knelt down at Mu Silang's feet. "Mr. Mu, please forgive me this time. The child is too young. You know that the child has been weak since she was a child. She can't leave me now."

Hearing this, Musilang's face became a little more moved.

Musilang's daughter has received the best care since she was born.

But his body has always been weak, and now that Tang Xiaonuan's mental state has been poor, the quality of the milk the child eats is also not good.

This also makes the child cry all night.

"Mr. Mu, I promise, I promise to take good care of the child and not harm her at all."

Tang Xiaonuan stretched out three fingers and swore.

Mu Silang glanced at her and said, "I'll give you one last chance. If you can't take care of the child, someone else can take your place."

Hearing this, Tang Xiaonuan felt a "bang" in his head. It turned out that she could be replaced at any time and at any time.

She thought it would make a difference if she bore him a child.

It turns out not!

"remember?"

"Well, I remember. I will take good care of the child without making any mistakes."

"stand up."

Tang Xiaonuan let go of Mu Silang, she wiped her tears and stood up.

Mu Silang left the bedroom with a cold face.

Because of his special situation, the aunt at home is always there to take care of him.

"Mr. Mu, the dinner is still warm. I'll go and heat it up for you now."

Auntie said.

"Um."

Mu Silang sat down at the dining table. Not long after, Tang Xiaonuan changed into a new pajamas and came to the restaurant with red eyes.

She sat opposite Musilang, her head lowered all the time, as if she didn't dare to look at him.

In a short time, auntie put the dinner on the table.

"You go and have a rest, there is no need to wait here." Muslang said to his aunt.

"Um."

After Auntie left, they became more and more silent, with only the sound of eating.

After a while, Tang Xiaonuan let out a low cry.

Then he saw her covering her chest.

When Muslang looked at her again, he found that her chest was already wet.

"Sorry." After Tang Xiaonuan said that, he hurriedly left the dinner table.

There was a bit of pain on her face, and Muslang knew that her breasts were engorged again.

Without her child, there was no way she could continue like this.

Muslang separated the child from her because he was worried that she would hurt the child; he came to see her at night because he was worried that something would happen to her.

Mu Silang ate briefly and then returned to the room.

As soon as she returned to the room, she saw her holding a breast pump and sobbing.

Musilang's eyes dimmed.

Probably because she was too serious, she didn't notice him until he came over.

Tang Xiaonuan was stunned, his hands stopped moving, and tears rolled down one by one.

He looked so aggrieved.

Muslang stretched out his hand, put his big hand behind her head, and held her in his arms.

He said in a deep voice, "If you bear with me any longer, you can go see your child at dawn tomorrow."

"Really?" Tang Xiaonuan's tone was full of surprise.

"Um."

"Thank you, Mr. Mu!"

"Do you need my help?" Musilang asked in a deep voice.

Tang Xiaonuan's face felt hot, she lowered her head, and then nodded again.

For Tang Xiaonuan, it is nothing more than more care and more love.

After giving birth to the child, the concern she expected from Musilang did not appear.

On the contrary, his coldness and inaccessibility made her heart fall into the ice cave again and again.

In fact, what she wants is very simple.

But it’s love.

However, Musilang's love is so rare.