Chapter 4456 Muning Extra (214)

Yan Qi looked at the two brothers Mu Sishen indifferently.

In a daze, he saw his own shadow in Musi God.

But sadly, he is not as good as Musi.

"Mu Sishen, you are really capable, and you have learned how to threaten?" Yan Qi said coldly.

"Mr. Yan, Third Brother doesn't mean that. He really likes Miss Yan."

Yan Qi looked at Lei Zhen coldly, but ignored him.

He glanced at Yan Bang again. Yan Bang understood and said, "Don't make it seem like we bullied you."

Lei Zhen's thoughts were changing very quickly this time, and he hurriedly went to help Mu Sishen, "Third brother, let's not cause trouble to Mr. Yan. Miss Yan's illness will be fine."

Mu Sishen was helped up by Lei Zhen, "The doctor said that Xuewei's condition is very serious today."

Mu Sishen's voice was hoarse, which showed how much he felt for Yan Xuewei at this time.

"Do you really want to know what happened to Xuewei in Country Y?" Yan Qi asked.

Mushen immediately looked straight at him.

"God Musi, you have to think carefully, this result may not be acceptable to you."

Mu Sishen didn't understand the meaning of Yan Qi's words, so he said, "No matter what the result is, I can accept it."

"Okay, come with me."

As soon as Yan Qi finished speaking, Yan Bang grabbed him and said, "Brother!"

The two brothers looked at each other, do they really want to give Musi God a chance?

Now that he can get close to his sister, it is the greatest kindness to him.

Yan Qi patted his brother's hand, and then said to God Musi, "God Musi, prepare to accept the punishment you deserve."

When Lei Zhen heard this, he subconsciously wanted to stand in front of Mu Sishen, but Mu Sishen pushed his hand away and walked directly towards Yan Qi.

Yan Qi strode ahead and they arrived at the smoking area.

Yan Qi took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. He took out one and held it in his mouth. He took another one and handed it to Mu Sishen, "Here."

Mu Sishen reached out and took it. Yan Qi lit a cigarette for him first and then for himself.

"You know what?" Yan Qi took a puff of cigarette, turned around and said, "Because of some things that happened to me, I want to give you a chance."

Mu Sishen looked at Yan Qi in surprise, and he understood what he was talking about.

What happened between him and Gao Wei.

"I don't want to see Xuewei marry someone she doesn't love in the future."

Yan Qi sighed, probably thinking of Gao Wei, "No one will be as lucky as her. That kind of one-in-10,000 chance is too difficult."

"But fortunately, she is one in ten thousand, isn't she?"

Yan Qi smiled, "Sometimes, people can be selfish. I once thought about how great it would be if she lived an unhappy life. Then I could take her back openly and give her a happy life. Make it up to her.”

"Is what you gave her what she wanted?"

Yan Qi held the cigarette in his mouth and paused, "You ask me? Is what you gave Xuewei what she wanted?"

"No." Mu Sishen's tone at this moment was extremely firm. "Once, I thought that as long as I gave it to her, no matter what it was, she would accept it happily. I thought that I gave her the best, but she didn't accept it. I was just deliberately trying to cause trouble, so I chose the stupidest way to force her to accept it."

After saying that, he smiled bitterly.

"Have you ever felt like this before? You always want her to accept what you give, but you ignore her feelings."

Yan Qi had a cigarette in his mouth and said nothing.

His behavior is even more excessive than that of Musi

.

"So after I saw Xuewei again this time, I figured it out. I was going to change a way to get along with her again. Friendship is the most relaxed state of getting along. It is not bound by the feelings of men and women, and there is no need to think too much about the other person's feelings. , you can refuse at any time.”

"Can't you see that you are so attentive?" Yan Qi's tone was somewhat teasing.

Mu Sishen smiled helplessly. He couldn't keep his mind off himself. He couldn't handle Yan Xuewei.

"How much do you love Xuewei?"

"Maybe when I thought I was about to die, the person I saw was still her. Yan Qi, what were you thinking when you were sure that she couldn't be with you?"

Yan Qi took two puffs of cigarette, "The moment I blocked the gun for her, I thought my life was over. But," he paused, "she kept crying and calling my name. Although I knew she no longer loved me, I I can’t bear to let her feel guilty for the rest of her life.”

Mushen came up and patted him on the shoulder.

Yan Qi smiled and seemed to be relieved, "Let's start talking about you now."

"Um."

"Do you know why Xuewei went abroad in the first place?"

Mu Sishen shook his head, "At that time, I thought we had reconciled, but we didn't see each other for a while, and then she suddenly went abroad."

"Because she's pregnant."

"..."

"What?"

"She's pregnant. She's afraid that you don't really want to be with her. She doesn't want the Yan family to be insulted because of her. She went to Country Y alone. She wants to give birth to the baby safely abroad."

"Child, that child..."

"The child died in a car accident, and Xuewei also suffered from severe mental illness from that time. When she became ill, she stayed up all day and night, only talking about the child."

Mushen could no longer stand at this time. He hurriedly walked to the window and pressed hard on the window sill with one hand.

"Xuewei, Xuewei..." How did she survive those days?

"Do you know why she got into a car accident?"

Mu Sishen had tears in his eyes and shook his head helplessly.

"At that time, when she heard that you went into the emergency room, she ignored the violent storm outside and directly booked a flight back to China. The car skidded on the elevated road, and that's when the accident happened."

"Ahem..." Mu Sishen suddenly felt pain in his chest, so painful that he could hardly breathe.

It turns out that all of this was because of him.

He once thought arrogantly that since he gave Yan Xuewei everything he could, she should be grateful and she should stay by his side obediently.

But the result was like a sharp blade, piercing his chest hard.

Xuewei, all the suffering comes from him.

At the beginning, if he had been more serious about her, he could have given her enough security and she would not have gone abroad while pregnant.

In the beginning, if he hadn't been drunk day and night, he wouldn't have gone to the emergency room, and Xuewei wouldn't have had an accident because of him.

No wonder Xuewei hates him so much. Why doesn't she hate him?

"After Xuewei fell ill, she once committed suicide. She always blamed herself for not taking good care of the child. Her spirit fell into an extreme state of collapse. She was trapped in her own spiritual world and could not get out."

"Later the doctor told us a method, the mental transfer method. The psychiatrist hypnotized her and transferred all the faults to another person, so that she would stop blaming herself."

"That person is you - God Musi."

"She puts all her hatred on you."

At this time

At this time, Mu Sishen remembered the last time Yan Xuewei suddenly strangled him to death in the car. It turned out that she was sick at that time.

This kind of pain that he felt only later was corroding his limbs and bones, and he was so painful that he couldn't speak out.

"I thought that when you met her in country Y, Xuewei would kill you at all costs to get relief from her life. But no, my silly sister would rather get hurt herself than she would like to hurt you at all. Haha. "At the end of the sentence, Yan Qi smiled helplessly. He really loved, loved and had nothing to do with his sister.

Yes, Yan Xuewei is too kind. She could have told God Musi everything in Country Y.

This way, at least one person will accompany her in pain.

Instead of letting her sink into self-blame.

Mu Sishen looked out the window with dull eyes. He could never make up for the mistakes he made on Yan Xuewei in this life.

He was still thinking about how to use small means to keep Yan Xuewei around him. Now it seems that his means are so despicable.

He often talks about love, but what does his love give Yan Xuewei?

He thought that seeing Yan Xuewei in his dream meant true love;

He thought he couldn't live without Yan Xuewei, this was true love;

He thought that he could give Yan Xuewei a better life, and this was true love.

However, in their love, Yan Xuewei is the giant who gives infinitely, and she is just a humble taker.

"Haha, Yan Qi, you Yan family are very kind. I...I really can't accept this result."

"God Musi, are you going to back down?"

"I am not worthy of Xuewei, I am not worthy of her such heavy love. In front of her, I am only ashamed." Musishen was like a deflated ball at this time. He lowered his head and kept saying, "I am not worthy." Don’t fuck her.”

Yan Qi suddenly grabbed Mu Sishen's clothes angrily, "Am I telling you this just to make you ashamed? Huh?"

"I'm sorry for Xuewei, and I'm even more sorry for all of you in the Yan family. I'm just a bastard, I'm a scum, I..."

"Shut up!" Yan Qi growled, "If you are a man, you should act like a man and protect Xuewei. Instead of letting her be stimulated and get sick again. The doctor said that every time she gets sick, it will be more harmful to her. For me, it’s torture, and if she can’t bear it anymore, she will… commit suicide.”

Mu Sishen looked at Yan Qi blankly.

"Now is not the time for you to repent. You have to save Xuewei now."

In fact, while saving Yan Xuewei, he was also saving himself.

"You want to be a coward, you want to be a deserter? Then tell me, who will protect Xuewei in the future? Do I think Xuewei has not been hurt enough?"

"Yan Qi, can I? Am I qualified to stand by Xuewei's side?"

"Asshole! Aren't you very arrogant and proud? Why are you so cautious now? I won't stop you from being with Xuewei now, so why are you scared instead?" Yan Qi pulled Mu Sishen's clothes hard. If he hadn't seen There are wounds on him, and he will definitely beat him to pieces now.

Why is he afraid?

Because he loves Yan Xuewei so much, he is afraid that if he is not careful, he will hurt Yan Xuewei again.

If you love someone too cautiously, he will forget the way to love.

Now Musi God has lost all his courage.

The injury he caused to Yan Xuewei really hurt in his heart.

That kind of hopeless, irreversible despair made him almost breathless.

What has love brought to Yan Xuewei?

And what did he give Yan Xuewei?