Chapter 3627 Muning Extra (98)
Yan Xuewei has led a new life, but Mu Sishen is deeply stuck in the past.
After he was discharged from the hospital, he went to the Yan family to find Yan Xuewei several times. The first time he was beaten by the Yan brothers, the second time by the Yan brothers, the third time by the Yan brothers, and the fourth time...
The Yan brothers were also tired of fighting. Mu Sishen's almost rogue appearance annoyed the Yan family.
Yan Bang pointed at his nose and scolded him. When Xuewei was around, he treated Xuewei like a piece of grass. Now Xuewei completely ignores him, and he keeps stalking her.
Mu Sishen relied on his status and Yan Xuewei's love for him, so he trampled on her love wantonly.
It's okay now. Everything that happens now is just God Musi's deserved punishment.
No matter how much the Yan brothers ridiculed him, Mu Sishen only said one thing, he wanted to see Yan Xuewei.
The Yan brothers also let him know what "idiots talk about dreams" means.
When Mu Siye came before, Yan Qi told him something about Yan Xuewei, but when Mu Siye came this time, the Yan brothers didn't tell him anything.
Mu Sishen came to the Yan family every day, thinking that his behavior would "touch" the Yan family brothers.
But he made a mistake. It was Yan Xuewei who had feelings for him, not the Yan family. No one except Yan Xuewei would care about him.
In this way, Mu Sishen spent half a month going to Yan's house. And he has become a joke among the celebrity circles in G City.
The once aloof CEO Mu Sishen has now become a licking dog, and he is still the kind that no one cares about.
Later, Mu Siye led people to bring Mu Sishen home, and Mu Siye also had great supernatural powers. Yan Qi got a letter from Yan Xuewei that he left for Mu Sishen before going abroad.
When he got the letter, Musshen was extremely excited. He clutched the letter tightly and locked himself in the study.
There had been no news from Yan Xuewei for two months. When he saw Yan Xuewei's familiar handwriting on the envelope, Mu Sishen felt sad in his heart.
It seemed like a lifetime had passed between him and Yan Xuewei. They hadn't seen each other for such a long time, and there was no news about her.
Mu Sishen placed the envelope on the table and pressed the cover hard, trying to smooth out the wrinkles on the cover.
Looking at this letter, his mood could not be calm for a long time.
He didn't understand his feelings for Yan Xuewei before, let alone what "lovesickness" meant, but now he knows.
In order to numb this feeling, he tried finding other women and drinking alcohol, but these behaviors only made him miss Yan Xuewei more and more.
Whenever he was alone in the dead of night, he would think of the first time he and Yan Xuewei were together.
It was summer, and Yan Xuewei was wearing a white skirt with a red butterfly knot tied on her head. The eighteen-year-old girl is fair and tender.
Mu Sishen played all night with his fair-weather friends. He was still sleeping when Yan Xuewei came to see him.
Yan Xuewei stood in front of his bed and called Brother Si Shen in a low voice.
As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw a fairy-like girl with an extremely innocent appearance. A pair of smart eyes looked at him innocently and fondly.
The moist lips are as attractive as jelly.
"Brother Si Shen, you're awake." The girl's voice was soft, with a moving light shining in her eyes, and she lowered her eyes shyly.
He looked at her absentmindedly.
The girl bit her lip, seemingly nervous, and said softly, "Brother Si Shen, I...I like you!"
The girl seemed to have made a big decision, and this sentence took all her courage.
At the age of eighteen, love begins. When she found out that the person she liked might be in a new relationship, she no longer wanted to hide her inner love and mustered up the courage to confess to him.
"What?"
When a sister-like figure confessed to him, Mu Sishen's mind went blank for a while.
His question made
The girl's face turned pale, and her eyes were filled with tears, which seemed to be about to fall out at any time.
The girl bit her lip tightly, as if she wanted to bite it open, and she looked at him aggrievedly with her round eyes.
For a moment, Mu Sishen felt that he had said the wrong thing.
He hurriedly sat up and comforted the girl, "Don't cry, don't cry, I don't mean anything else."
His panic caused the girl to burst into tears, and her tears rolled down her beautiful face one by one like broken pearls.
Mu Sishen had never seen this battle before. He wiped the girl's tears indiscriminately, but the more he wiped away the tears, the more she cried, and the more he coaxed the girl to cry, the more aggrieved she became.
In the end, he had no choice but to block the girl's lips.
At that moment, her crying stopped, and there was only the sound of her occasional sobbing.
Her lips were so beautiful, and the sweet feeling went straight to her heart.
He was impulsive just now, he just wanted to persuade her not to cry in this way. But when the kiss came, his body was out of control.
Holding her head in his hands, he deepened the kiss.
The girl was frightened by him, and she subconsciously wanted to run away.
He whispered in her ear, "Xuewei, don't be afraid, I like you too."
I like you too.
There is no more beautiful love words in the world than this.
Yan Xuewei's heart suddenly melted. She liked brother Si Shen, and brother Si Shen also liked her. They do things that couples do.
When the hem of the white skirt was dyed with red flowers, Yan Xuewei lay in the arms of Mu Sishen and cried constantly.
Mushen kissed the back of her neck and stroked her back with his big hands, comforting her.
She choked and asked, "Brother Si Shen, will you marry me?"
At that time, Musi was so overwhelmed with pleasure that he responded, "I will marry you when you grow up."
And this wait made Yan Xuewei wait until she was twenty-eight years old.
The words he casually agreed to at the beginning made Yan Xuewei wait for ten years.
In the past ten years, she has loved him as passionately as when she first fell in love.
And he couldn't tell whether he liked her or possessed her.
Later Yan Xuewei found out that he was just enjoying the male-female pleasure between him and her.
There are no other feelings.
Yan Xuewei lost herself after being humble for too long.
She was hurt so much that she couldn't believe what he said later.
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Mu Sishen slowly opened the envelope and found an ordinary piece of letter paper.
To the God Musi:
See Nobuoka. My name is Xuewei. When you read this letter, I will already be abroad. I hesitated for a long time before writing this letter to you.
You and I have been entangled for ten years, and it’s time to put an end to it.
Recalling the scene when I first met you, I often think that it would be nice if time could stop.
We were both very innocent at that time, and I simply liked you. Gradually, as I grew up, the relationship between us also changed, becoming passive and unbearable.
In the past, every time I saw you, my heart was filled with joy.
But now, when I see you, I only feel sadness and hatred. I changed and became more and more selfish.
I'm afraid of myself like this, and I don't like myself like this either.
I love you, but I can't force you to love me too.
However, I am not a saint, and I cannot do without desires and desires. I don’t know if you hurt me too deeply or if I am looking for trouble. My life seems to be covered by a layer of dark clouds, and I will never see the sunshine or hope.
I know that you like me and are reluctant to let go of me, but this little bit of love is not enough to support our future life.
I was scared and panicked.
I got the candy, but I don't know when you will
Take away the sugar.
Brother Si Shen, I broke my promise. I said I would love you forever.
Loving you is too heavy, loving you makes me too painful.
So, I choose to forget you, choose to forget you from the bottom of my heart.
No need to look for me anymore, no need to embarrass my family anymore. I have made up my mind that I will never see you again.
From now on, you and I will live again.
good luck.
Xuewiliu.
Mushen looked at the letter calmly, but for some reason, his eyes were moist.
Gradually, he could no longer read the letter clearly, and he vaguely saw the scene when Yan Xuewei wrote the letter.
She was crying and writing, and every word she wrote seemed to be saying goodbye to him.
He lost Yan Xuewei. When he was still arrogant and thought that Yan Xuewei would come to him again, he lost her.
"Ha ha ha ha……"
Suddenly, Mu Sishen laughed. He took the letter Yan Xuewei left for him and laughed loudly and wantonly.
"Ha ha ha ha……"
He was laughing like crazy.
How did he hurt her so much that she hated herself so much that she wanted to leave this city and this country.
How deeply did Yan Xuewei love him, and how much did he hurt her?
There is no quantifier that can describe it, but at this moment, his heart felt like it was tightly grasped by someone's hands.
The pain instantly spread throughout the limbs, and even the fingertips felt a thin numbness.
Yan Xuewei, Yan Xuewei, there is such a bad relationship between us.
When you love me, I don't cherish it.
When I loved you, you no longer gave me a chance.
Mu Sishen pressed the letter to his chest. He closed his eyes tightly with a painful smile on his face.
The Mu family didn't know what was written in the letter, but after reading it, Mu Sishen changed his temper. He no longer goes to the Yan family or Yan Xuewei. He focuses entirely on family affairs.
For several months, Mu Sishen worked diligently every day, occasionally attending gatherings among friends, and there were also rumors of scandals with other women.
Mu Siye thought that Mu Sishen had put down Yan Xuewei and had forgotten about her.
However, under the stimulation of Mu Silang, Mu Sishen's deep feelings for Yan Xuewei suddenly surged up in his heart.
Unable to control his excitement, he pressed Mu Silang that he wanted to see Yan Xuewei.