Chapter 2738 Love but Not Being Able to Love

Luo Xiaoxi rushed to the emergency room and saw Feng Lulu standing alone by the window, lost in thought, her thin figure and gloomy look like a frightened deer, which made people feel distressed.

Luo Xiaoxi stepped forward, put her arms around Feng Lulu, and comforted her softly: "It's okay, Lulu, Gao Han will be fine."

When Feng Lulu saw Luo Xiaoxi, the tears she had been holding back for a long time finally fell down, "It's all my fault, I hurt him..."

"It's not your fault, Lulu, Gao Han won't blame you."

Feng Lulu shook her head. She stopped talking and just cried silently.

The door to the emergency room opened, and the doctor responsible for examining Gao Han came out.

Luo Xiaoxi immediately stepped forward: "Doctor, how is Gao Han?"

The doctor took off the mask and said: "Five stitches were stitched on the back of the head. There are no other problems. The patient's physical exertion is too great. Just pay more attention to rest."

Luo Xiaoxi breathed a sigh of relief and turned back happily: "Lulu, the doctor said Gao Han is fine...Lulu?"

Feng Lulu has disappeared.

Feng Lulu had already walked out of the hospital building. She heard the doctor's words and felt relieved that Gao Han was fine. But she didn't know how to face the cold.

Bai Tang and two colleagues were rushing in, "Feng Lulu?" Bai Tang was a little surprised to see Feng Lulu here.

Gao Han didn't know what was going on, but Feng Lulu was planning to leave. Was there something... heartless...

Feng Lulu stopped and looked at Gao Han, her eyes wet with tears but she hesitated to speak.

"You go and see Gao Han first, I'll be right back." Bai Tang asked his colleagues to go first, and he and Feng Lulu came to a quiet corner.

He saw that Feng Lulu had something to say, and he also happened to be full of doubts!

"The doctor just said that Gao Han is fine." Feng Lulu told Bai Tang.

Bai Tang was stunned and said "Oh" and asked, "Are you going to go back and make soup and cook for him now?"

Feng Lulu looked at him hesitantly: "Bai Tang, Gao Han... please take care of me."

Bai Tang couldn't help but wanted to complain: "Feng Lulu, what's wrong with you? You were not like this before. Where is that Feng Lulu who changes her tricks every day to deliver lunch to Gao Han and thinks of ways to be nice to Gao Han?"

Feng Lulu was a little confused, when did she change her tricks to deliver lunch to Gao Han... Then I thought about it, maybe Bai Tang was in a mood and just said it casually.

Bai Tang immediately realized that he had made a mistake and quickly came back: "Anyway, what I mean is, why do you treat Gao Han like this now!"

Feng Lulu lowered her eyes: "Bai Tang, Gao Han and I broke up."

Bai Tang was stunned. He raised his hand and touched his forehead to make sure he was awake.

Although he heard Gao Han mention it before, he thought it was because the young couple were having an quarrel. Today, when Feng Lulu said it himself, he felt completely different.

Gao Han and Feng Lulu were able to break up. Will he still believe in love in the future?

"Can you tell me the reason?" Bai Tang asked.

What should Feng Lulu say? She said that she remembered that Gao Han had killed her parents and pushed her off the cliff...

Bai Tang must not know about this, otherwise he wouldn't ask like this.

"When feelings fade, there is no need for any reason." She said.

But Bai Tang's mind was spinning very fast, and he quickly figured out the whole story.

On the day of the wedding, Feng Lulu fainted. When she woke up, she moved out of Gao Han's home.

What did Feng Lulu go through during her coma?

"Bai Tang, I have something to ask you. Can you tell me the truth?" Feng Lulu asked.

Bai Tang came back to his senses and looked at her doubtfully.

"Last time I was bullied by Gu Miao, and this time, why did Gao Han appear in time?" She hesitated a little, "Gao Han...has been following me?"

When Bai Tang heard this, he felt

Why are you so angry?

"Feng Lulu, is it wrong for Gao Han to care about you?" Bai Tang asked back: "Last time you were kind enough not to hold Gu Miao and the others accountable. Gao Han has been worried. He used the annual leave he saved to protect you. Is there anything wrong with that? "

Feng Lulu lowered her head and held back tears.

She didn't say that he was wrong. On the contrary, she felt that she had caused him trouble.

"Bai Tang, tell Gao Han to stop doing this. I...I don't need it." Although he said this, his tears could no longer hold back.

Bai Tang couldn't stand it anymore. She was obviously in pain, but why was she like this?

"Feng Lulu, I don't know what happened between you and Gao Han, but he has been waiting for you for fifteen years. No matter what happens, you should communicate with him well." Bai Tang, the director of the Education Department, got up and taught the person who made the mistake. The child was duty-bound, "Think about it, if a man can wait for you for fifteen years, isn't he still worthy of your trust?"

Feng Lulu cried silently.

"Stop crying, you can't leave. I'll take you to find him." Bai Tang grabbed Feng Lulu's arm with an extremely firm attitude.

In the ward, Luo Xiaoxi was standing beside the bed talking to Gao Han with a look of remorse.

"It's all my fault for bringing Lulu in. All of this could have never happened." Luo Xiaoxi thought, "Why don't I talk to Lulu and arrange another job for her."

Su Yicheng, Lu Boyan or any other company will definitely have a job that Feng Lulu likes.

Gao Han shook his head calmly: "Feng Lu likes this job. As long as she likes it, my little injury is nothing."

"For the senior police officer, this injury is really not worth mentioning." Bai Tang's voice came from the door, saying half-jokingly.

Gao Han and Luo Xiaoxi turned their heads following the sound.

A trace of doubt appeared in Luo Xiaoxi's eyes: "Lulu, where did you go just now?"

Gao Han also caught the figure following Bai Tang, and his eyes trembled slightly.

There was a hint of embarrassment on Feng Lulu's face.

"I asked her about Gao Han's situation just now." Bai Tang kindly resolved the embarrassment for her, "Gao Han, Feng Lulu has something to tell you."

Luo Xiaoxi understood, turned around and walked out. When passing by Feng Lulu, she shook Feng Lulu's hand and whispered: "Gao Han is injured now, don't irritate him anymore."

Feng Lulu's heart skipped a beat, and she realized that in everyone's eyes, she was making trouble unreasonably.

Luo Xiaoxi and Bai Tang left the ward.

Gao Han reached for the cup on the bedside table. The injury on the back of his head made it difficult for him to move his arms. He couldn't reach it twice.

Feng Lulu immediately stepped forward to help. As soon as her delicate hands touched the cup, Gao Han's hand happened to reach over and hold her little hand.

The familiar warmth suddenly spread to the depths of her heart, and her eyes turned red involuntarily.

"I... want to get you a glass of water." There was a hint of panic in Gao Han's voice.

Feng Lulu took her hand out of his big palm, opened the thermos bottle, poured a glass of water into the cup, and brought it to him.

Gao Han didn't take the cup, he just took her hand, lowered his head and drank water from the cup.

Feng Lulu was stunned and quickly moved the cup away: "Hot!"

Gao Han stared at her deeply, as if to say, as long as it is given by you, no matter what it is, I will accept it.

Feng Lulu was a little annoyed with him at first, but when she saw his eyes like this, her heart finally softened.

"Feng Lu, do you have something to tell me?" Gao Han asked.

Feng Lulu said "hmm" and slowly put the cup down, but she was hesitating in her heart. Should she say it, say everything she remembered?

Maybe Bai Tang was right. Even if they broke up, she would have to explain the reason.

Even if it is... an explanation of my relationship...

"Gao Han, have you been following me these two days?" After a long time of psychological counseling,

Suppose, when asked, there are still other questions.

"...It is my duty to protect you." Gao Han's resolute face showed an unnatural look.

Well, white lies are sometimes necessary.

"The hourly worker who went to my house was also hired by you?"

"Gao Han, do you think I can't take care of myself?" Feng Lulu asked one after another.

Gao Han was a little overwhelmed and didn't know how to answer.

"Gao Han, you are right. I really can't take care of myself. If it weren't for you these two days, I would have died eight hundred times." Feng Lulu said, unable to help but shed tears.

Her mood changed so quickly that Gao Han was a little at a loss, but seeing the way she lowered her eyes and shed tears, he felt a pain in his heart.

He obeyed his heart, grabbed her arm and pulled her tightly into his arms.

The familiar warmth completely enveloped Feng Lulu. The grievances and pain in her heart melted like icebergs, and there were more and more tears.

"Stop crying, I'm here, it's okay." Gao Han comforted her softly as usual, and a warm kiss fell on her forehead.

Feng Lulu nestled in his arms like an obedient little rabbit. She knew she couldn't covet such tenderness, but she was so reluctant to let go.

"But you were hurt..." she choked, "I made you hurt..."

"Feng Lu, let me show you something." He suddenly pulled down the left side of his pants...

Feng Lulu was stunned for a moment and turned her eyes away involuntarily.

"Gao Han, what are you doing..." Her pretty face turned red involuntarily.

"If you look at this, you won't think you hurt me."

She turned her head curiously and found that he had only pulled his pants down to his lower abdomen, and a scar of about ten centimeters was attached to the left side of his lower abdomen.

Feng Lulu's eyes widened in surprise, and her pretty face became even redder. Why didn't she notice when they were doing that before...

Gao Han looked at her surprised expression, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, and his little deer forgot about it.

This scar was the first time Feng Lulu saw it. It was also because she accidentally saw Gao Han's little brother that time that they were closely connected.

However, Feng Lulu forgot all this.

In fact, Feng Lulu is a poor person. The memories in her brain now are fragmentary and scattered. Chen Fushang implanted it for her, Chen Haodong implanted it for her.

As Li Kaiwei said, Feng Lulu was enduring tremendous suffering in her heart.

She loves Gao Han but cannot love him.

Love and revenge for killing her father are entangled, and Feng Lulu chooses to stay away from Gao Han instead of taking revenge. Because there is still a deep love for Gao Han in the deepest part of her heart.

"This was left while chasing criminals at the border," Gao Han said. "I still have many similar scars on my body. The injuries I suffered today are nothing compared to these."

It turned out that he was comforting her guilt and self-blame.

Feng Lulu bit her lip: "Where are the other scars...?"

Gao Han was stunned: "You want to see it?"

Feng Lulu nodded.

A touch of red appeared on Gao Han's cheeks, "Feng Lu, there's actually nothing good to see, just some scars..."

Feng Lulu pursed her lips tightly and insisted.

Gao Han compromised, took off his shirt and turned around.

Feng Lulu was shocked by what she saw. There were deep and shallow scars all over his back.

She had never discovered it.

It turns out that she has always been immersed in Gao Han's favor, but knew nothing about Gao Han.

She couldn't help but reach out and gently touch these scars. Each scar recorded a life-or-death situation. These were his bravery and glory.

Did such a person really harm her parents and push her off the cliff?