Chapter 1584 Do Your Best and Obey Fate (3)
Musijue could not describe his mood at this time.
All he knew was that every time Xu Youning moved further away from him, the pain in his heart got worse.
When the operating room door closed, he could no longer see Xu Youning.
At this moment, he felt as if someone was holding a knife and severing his heart.
He was in so much pain that he couldn't even breathe.
However, he also knew that nothing could relieve his pain except hearing the news of Xu Youning's recovery.
Lu Boyan and Su Jianan rushed over and looked at Mu Sijue. Neither of them could say any words of comfort.
At this time, all comfort is weak and pale.
They could only pray that Musijue's mental endurance was strong enough, and that no matter what happened, he could hold on.
Not long after, Shen Yuechuan and Xiao Yunyun also came over.
Xiao Yunyun obviously also heard about Xu Youning falling into coma, and shouted as soon as he came: "Boss Mu, what..."
She wanted to ask Mu Sijue why Xu Youning suddenly fell into coma?
However, looking at Musijue's heavy and haggard look, she swallowed back the next words.
None of them can accept this fact.
But in fact, this fact was the biggest blow to Musijue.
When she came to ask Mu Sijue what was going on, wasn't it the same as adding salt to Mu Sijue's wounds?
Xiao Yunyun walked up to Mu Sijue and said, "Boss Mu, you have to believe in Youning. She has survived for so long... She will definitely be able to survive this time!"
Xiao Yunyun vowed as if what she said would happen.
After a pause, she continued: "Also, when You Ning gets better, all this will be over, and you can live a happy world for the two of you!"
Mu Sijue knew that Xiao Yunyun just wanted to outline a better future to increase his confidence at the moment.
He reluctantly raised the corners of his lips and asked, "Like you and Koshikawa are like now?"
Xiao Yunyun nodded without hesitation: "Yes."
Shen Yuechuan: "..." He swore that he had never seen anyone who was better at chatting than Xiao Yunyun.
At this time, Song Jiqing came out of the operating room and motioned to Mu Sijue: "Follow me."
Mu Sijue didn't even have time to say anything to the others. He walked straight into the operating room, changed his clothes, and saw Xu Youning under the leadership of Song Jiqing.
Xu Youning had changed into a hospital gown, and her beautiful long black hair had been cut off, making her look even more frail.
However, none of this affects her beauty.
In Mu Sijue's eyes, she still seemed to be the energetic, fearless Xu Youning who didn't abide by secular rules.
Seeing Mu Sijue walking towards Xu Youning, the others walked away knowingly, leaving the last time to Mu Sijue and Xu Youning.
Mu Sijue sat down and held Xu Youning's hand tightly: "Youning, don't be afraid, I will stay with you outside."
"..."
Xu Youning could vaguely hear Mu Sijue's voice. She wanted to hold Mu Sijue's hand hard and tell him that she heard everything.
However, there was no strength at all in her body.
She could even clearly feel that there was a terrifying force that was devouring her life.
He struggled desperately.
She didn't want to just accept her fate, let alone die.
Because she couldn't leave Musijue alone in this world.
Even if she grits her teeth, she will survive, so Mu Sijue can rest assured.
However, in reality, Mu Sijue couldn't feel anything. He could only hold Xu Youning's hand tightly.
However, no matter how hard he tried, he never got any response from Xu Youning.
Mu Sijue realized that maybe, at this moment, Xu Youning couldn't even feel his presence.
For the first time, Mu Sijue felt that there were really some things in this world that could make people shiver all over.
After a while, Song Jiqing walked in and reminded Mu Sijue: "It's almost time."
"Ji Qing," Mu Sijue asked suddenly, "You Ning, can you hear me now?"
Theoretically speaking, Xu Youning cannot hear.
A person who falls into a coma cannot feel anything.
However, Song Jiqing didn't want to completely disappoint Mu Sijue, so he said, "Maybe You Ning can hear it. Do you have something to say to her?"
Mu Sijue nodded, and Song Jiqing immediately walked away knowingly and went to discuss with Henry to give Mu Sijue and Xu Youning more time.
Henry nodded and said, "I understand Mu's current mood very well, and it doesn't hurt to give him a little more time."
In the operating room, Mu Sijue never let go of Xu Youning's hand and slowly said:
"You Ning, if you can hear me, then listen carefully to every next word I say——
"I can lose anything, but I can't lose you. So, no matter what, you have to live well. If you can't survive this, I don't think I can either. Only if you live, can I live well Stay alive."
Mu Sijue did not deny that, yes, he was threatening Xu Youning with his own life.
This was the last and most powerful threat he could think of.
What he didn't expect was that Xu Youning heard everything he said word for word.
In the hazy state, Xu Youning felt that his eyes were heating up.
If she was still conscious, at this moment, she believed she would have burst into tears.
In the end, Xu Youning didn't know where he got the strength.
All she knew was that she used all her strength to hold on to Musijue's hand.
But, almost instantly, she let go.
She was really tired, and she really didn't have any extra energy left.
She thought she was really going to fall asleep.
Musijue didn't know if it was his imagination.
For a moment, she felt that Xu Youning seemed to have grabbed his hand.
However, when he wanted to feel it carefully, the feeling disappeared in an instant, as if everything was just his illusion.
However, at this time, Musijue still chose to believe in himself.
"Ji Qing! Come in!"
Musijue's voice was not loud, but it was full of urgent orders.
Song Jiqing hurriedly opened the door and came in: "What's wrong?"
"Is You Ning still conscious?" Mu Sijue's voice was anxious, but his eyes were full of expectation. He stared at Song Jiqing and said, "I felt it. She just..."
Song Jiqing was even more anxious than Mu Sijue. He came over before Mu Sijue finished speaking, looked at Xu Youning carefully, then looked at Mu Sijue, and shook his head helplessly.
Musijue frowned: "What do you mean?"
"From a medical point of view, You Ning is in a coma right now. If you feel any movement from her, it's probably just your... illusion." Song Jiqing couldn't bear to see the disappointment filling Mu Sijue's face, so Said, "But everything will be fine after the operation. Si Jue, believe me."
"..."
Musijue said nothing.
He lowered his head slightly and recalled the moment very carefully.
He remembered clearly that Xu Youning wanted to catch him, just like a drowning man trying to catch the only driftwood in the vast sea.
He believed his feelings were correct.
Song Jiqing said that from a medical point of view, Xu Youning was in a coma.
Could it be that everything is really just his illusion?
"I'll go out first." Song Jiqing looked at his watch, "You still have about...10 minutes."
Song Jiqing also knew that it would be cruel to give Mu Sijue the final time limit at this time.
However, Xu Youning's surgery could no longer be delayed.
After surgery, everything will likely be fine.
Therefore, he would rather be cruel to Musijue now.
After Song Jiqing left, Mu Sijue was the only one left in the cold operating room.
Mu Sijue looked at Xu Youning, with a bitter curve on his lips: "Youning, I have never wished that time would freeze like this."
He was afraid of losing Xu Youning, so he would rather freeze time.
If time is frozen, Xu Youning can live forever.
However, this is undoubtedly a cowardly idea.
Xu Youning is such a energetic person, she must not want to lie on the hospital bed forever, completely unconscious and unable to move.
Aunt Zhou is right.
Xu Youning will be happy to accept this challenge.
Mu Sijue was also willing to let go and let Xu Youning meet this challenge of facing fate and death.
Perhaps, like what Lu Boyan and Su Jianan said, the more times like this, the more confident he should be in himself and Xu Youning.
Mu Sijue held Xu Youning's hand and kissed the back of her hand: "Come on, I'll be with you outside."
At this moment, Song Jiqing and Henry opened the door and came in.
Henry said helplessly: "Mu, the time has come, we have to let Youning undergo surgery."
Mu Sijue slowly put down Xu Youning's hand, looked at Song Jiqing and Henry, and said, "Everything that follows will be left to you. Please do your best."
Song Jiqing was surprised.
This was the first time he saw Mu Sijue begging someone for help like this.
Xu Youning is probably as important to Mu Sijue as his life.
Henry nodded, reassured Musijue, and said, "We will definitely do our best."
Song Jiqing walked up to Mu Sijue and patted him on the shoulder: "Don't worry." After a pause, he asked, "Do you have anything else to say to You Ning?"
Mu Sijue looked at Xu Youning: "What needs to be said has been said."
Song Jiqing said hesitantly: "Then..."
Mu Sijue knew what Song Jiqing was in trouble for, and finally took a deep look at Xu Youning and said, "I'll leave her to you for the time being." After saying that, he walked out of the operating room, looking back three times.
With every step and every glance, Musijue felt a heartbreaking pain.
He realized very clearly that this was probably the last time he would see Xu Youning.
Next, he could do nothing but accompany Xu Youning outside the operating room.
Xu Youning could only be alone in the operating room, fighting the god of death alone.
Mu Sijue suddenly remembered that from the day he met Xu Youning, Xu Youning had been winning.
She won his trust and his heart.
Today, he hopes Xu Youning can win again...