Chapter 1029 Change to a More Comfortable Place? (1)
Su Jianan can completely understand why Mu Sijue chose Xu Youning.
As Lu Boyan said, there is only one Xu Youning in the world.
If Xu Youning is given up, even if the child can be born smoothly, Mu Sijue will always be in debt to Xu Youning, and he can only be immersed in pain and self-blame for the rest of his life.
However, if he chooses Xu Youning, if Xu Youning can get better, there will be endless possibilities for Mu Sijue's future.
As for children, they can have more.
Su Jianan believed that the people around Mu Sijue, like her, fully understood and respected Mu Sijue's choice.
However, their understanding and respect have no effect.
Because Mu Sijue could not forgive himself for giving up his child.
After he gave up the child, even if Xu Youning could get better, it would not be a perfect ending.
The child who cannot come into this world will become an eternal regret for Mu Sijue and Xu Youning.
This incident will become a scar that will forever be burned into the hearts of Mu Sijue and Xu Youning.
Fate gave Mu Sijue a question full of traps. Even if Mu Sijue made a choice, even if he suffered a heart-breaking pain——
At the last moment, fate will still push him into the whirlpool with a cruel hand.
The moment Musijue decided to give up his child, he also put a yoke on himself.
This shackles would pull Mu Sijue into the whirlpool from time to time, and Mu Sijue would never be able to break free in his life.
Su Jianan could imagine what kind of torture Mu Sijue endured, and she could also guess that for a long period of time, Mu Sijue would have to grope his way forward in the darkness.
It wasn't until Xu Youning recovered that Musijue could see the sun again.
yes!
As long as Xu Youning gets better, Mu Sijue can get better too!
Su Jianan smiled as if she had suddenly realized something, and crawled into Lu Boyan's arms, vowing: "Everything will be fine."
According to Lu Boyan's understanding of Su Jian'an, she would not say such things for no reason.
"Why do you say that?"
Lu Boyan looked at Su Jianan leisurely, waiting for her next words.
Su Jian'an kept calm and said in an analytical manner: "Since Si Jue has made such a choice, then the most important thing is that You Ning gets better. If You Ning can get better, time will heal Si Jue's wounds. Even if his The wound cannot be recovered, and with You Ning by his side, he won’t be able to endure it.”
"..."
Lu Boyan had to admit that Su Jianan got the point across.
Mu Sijue's choice of Xu Youning is equivalent to putting all his hopes on Xu Youning alone.
If Xu Youning's treatment fails, it will be a real fatal blow to Mu Sijue.
However, if Xu Youning gets better, Mu Sijue will have a reason to live. Everything will not be too difficult for Mu Sijue, and his wounds will not cause severe pain.
In other words, if the person you love most is by your side, no matter what test you encounter, it will become easier.
A smile appeared on Lu Boyan's lips, and he kissed Su Jianan's forehead: "You go to bed first, I'll go to the study."
Before Su Jianan had time to say anything, Lu Boyan had already stood up and left the room.
Without thinking, she could probably guess what Lu Boyan was going to do.
Su Jian'an thought for a while, then decisively lifted off the quilt, put on a shawl, and walked to the study.
She guessed right, Lu Boyan was having a meeting with Xu Youning's medical team in the study.
Fang Heng also participated in the meeting, his young and handsome face clearly displayed on the screen.
Compared with other doctors, Fang Heng is younger and has a touch of confidence in his eyebrows. However, he has a frivolous air about him that doctors should not have, making him look like a rich young man who is playing tricks.
Looking at Fang Heng like this, it was hard for Su Jianan to imagine that he was actually a medical student who graduated from a top medical school.
What is even more difficult to imagine is that less than five years after graduation, Fang Heng has become an internationally renowned brain doctor and a medical talent that major hospitals are competing for.
A young and promising elite like Fang Heng must have his own pride.
Su Jianan wondered why he was willing to listen to Lu Boyan's arrangements.
However, now is not the time to ask such questions.
Lu Boyan looked at the computer screen. There was a hint of unmistakable coldness on his handsome features, and his voice was also cold: "I don't care who Si Jue chooses in the end. I want you to guarantee that Si Jue's choice is correct."
The implication is that he wants Xu Youning to survive.
He wanted Xu Youning to accompany Mu Sijue through the darkest period of his life.
Fang Heng was under great pressure. He pressed his temples hard and said with embarrassment in his tone: "Mr. Lu, do you know how difficult this is?"
Lu Boyan glanced at Fang Heng indifferently and asked instead, "Do you know how many times your salary is higher than that of an average doctor?"
"..." Fang Heng was choked and speechless, and could only raise his hands in surrender, "Okay, we will try our best."
Lu Boyan was obviously dissatisfied with Fang Heng's answer and narrowed his eyes: "What does trying your best mean?"
Fang Heng felt the dissatisfaction in Lu Boyan's words and hurriedly explained: "What I mean is that we will definitely try our best to cure Xu Youning and let her grow old with Mu Xiaoqi!"
"..." Lu Boyan did not continue this topic, and there was a hint of solemnity in his deep voice, "Fang Heng, this matter is very important."
Fang Heng also knew that this matter was important.
Mu Sijue chose Xu Youning at the last moment, which shows that Xu Youning is more important than everything else to him.
If he messed up Xu Youning, it would be tantamount to killing Mu Sijue with his own hands.
No, letting Mu Sijue watch Xu Youning leave this world would be more painful for him than killing him.
Therefore, Fang Heng wanted to save not only Xu Youning, but also Mu Sijue.
Thinking of this, Fang Heng suddenly realized that his young and handsome shoulders were carrying the weight of two lives!
Damn, it’s so heavy!
Fang Heng's expression became serious, and he looked at Lu Boyan: "You don't need to emphasize it, I know very well that this matter is important."
After a pause, Fang Heng continued: "Don't worry, even if I have to trade half of my life, I will find a way to cure Xu Youning. After all, I am what others call a genius doctor. If Xu Youning dies under my hands, Aren’t I just smashing my own brand?”
Fang Heng usually likes to joke around, but this time, he is serious.
Lu Boyan believed in Fang Heng and his eyes gradually relaxed.
Fang Heng returned to his frivolous and casual look in the blink of an eye, looked at Lu Boyan and smiled: "Mr. Lu, I also want to give you a warning."
"..."
Musijue said nothing.
He knew Fang Heng's style too well, and he would definitely not mention anything to wake him up.
Fang Heng quickly approached the camera and looked at Lu Boyan without smiling: "I heard that you love your wife very much. If you call us for a meeting so late about Mu Xiaoqi, I will doubt your true love. It’s actually Mu Xiaoqi.”
Lu Boyan glanced at Fang Heng and said one word coldly: "Get out."
He turned off the camera and computer and looked at Su Jianan standing next to him.
He already knew when Su Jianan came in, but he didn't want those on the other end of the camera to find Su Jianan, so he didn't talk to Su Jianan.
Su Jianan glanced at the clock on the wall: "It's early in the morning, go back to sleep."
These days, Lu Boyan doesn't have enough time to deal with the affairs of Mu Sijue and Xu Youning. When he returns home every day, he inevitably has tiredness on his face.
As soon as it touches the bed, he will immediately fall into a deep sleep, even faster than Su Jianan, just like now.
Seeing the lingering tiredness on Lu Boyan's face, Su Jianan stroked his brow distressedly, kissed him gently, then closed her eyes, snuggled into his arms, and soon fell asleep.
The next day, as soon as the sky became brighter, Su Jianan quietly got up, put on her coat, and disappeared into the room.
After being married for so long, Lu Boyan has become accustomed to seeing Su Jianan next to him when he wakes up, but when he opened his eyes this morning, the place next to him was actually empty.
There have been cases like this, but they are so rare that they can be ignored.
Lu Boyan sat up, and his low voice was hoarse in the morning: "Jian An?"
"..." Su Jianan was not in the room, so naturally no one would respond to Lu Boyan.
Lu Boyan frowned, and the doubts in his heart became more serious. He got up and went downstairs. He smelled a fragrance coming from the kitchen in the distance.
He guessed something, walked to the kitchen door, and saw Su Jianan preparing breakfast inside.
He knocked on the door to attract Su Jianan's attention.
Su Jianan knew it was Lu Boyan without looking. She wiped her hands on her apron, picked up a small bowl and walked over, handing it to Lu Boyan: "Try the taste."
She had just woken up and was wearing loose, light-colored home clothes. Her whole body exuded a lazy and comfortable feeling. She looked particularly soft and beautiful under the morning light.
With a thought in his mind, Lu Boyan pushed the bowl away from Su Jianan's hand and stared at her face: "Honey, I don't want to try the porridge."
Su Jianan knew Lu Boyan too well. When he called her wife, it was usually not a good thing.
She took two steps back and looked at Lu Boyan cautiously: "Then...what do you want to try?"
Lu Boyan suddenly held Su Jianan's face and looked at her deeply: "Try you."
"..."
Su Jianan was speechless.
She doesn't have clothes or shoes, so why not try it!
Su Jianan didn't have time to protest, Lu Boyan's kiss had already come down on her. He held her face and rolled it hard on her lips, absorbing her taste insatiably.
Gradually, Su Jianan's voice of protest disappeared from her heart.
I don't know how long it took, but Lu Boyan let go of Su Jian'an, and he didn't know whether it was a warning or a threat in his voice: "Don't run down without telling me in the future."
This period was too special. Without seeing Su Jianan, it was hard for him to think about the good.
Su Jianan looked innocent: "You are still sleeping, how can I tell you?"
Lu Boyan saw the trick and said, "You can wake me up."
"..." Su Jian'an hesitated for a moment, then said, "I mainly considered that after waking you up, I might not be able to come down..."
Lu Boyan narrowed his eyes, stared at Su Jianan, and smiled meaningfully: "What will happen to you if you can't come down?"