Chapter 222 Xiaobai, Who Has Seen All Kinds of Human Life (Three Updates Completed)
Her words were light, as if she had changed her mind just because of rebellion.
But being able to force Xiaobai to make up her mind and let her sister live an ordinary life... was definitely not ordinary rebellion!
Perhaps... she was completely broken at that time, right?
When she was at the base, Ji Ye deeply understood one thing: although Xiaobai could face death calmly, she hated death more than anyone else! Because she had seen too many things happen, she knew the meaning of the word "death" very well!
She understood the consequences of the detonation, and she knew that her father and mother would leave her, so she resisted her father's order so much!
At that time, after eavesdropping on her conversation with her father, Ji Ye personally witnessed Xiaobai's despair and helplessness!
But at that time, Xiaobai thought the most, not about other emotions, but only one thing: why was she not strong enough? Not strong enough... to have room for choice?
After experiencing the next year... seeing thousands of mountains and rivers, and all kinds of human feelings... she finally had emotions and finally understood sadness.
That heart was like a piece of white paper, stained by other pigments, becoming colorful.
There is the red of joy, the orange of fatigue, the green of envy, and the blue of confusion...
In the end, the paper was scribbled in a mess, with too many emotions swirling around, interweaving into a painful black, drowning it all over.
After all...
The beauty of the world does not have to be earth-shattering, but even the most ordinary scenes are beyond Xiaobai's reach!
Having seen other parents and the love between blood relatives...would she think:
If she grew up in an ordinary family, would her father be willing to hug her like a sister?
When she fell, would he gently help her up and give her a candy?
Or, would the three of them just have a peaceful dinner and go out for a walk?
But she had no chance to ask, no chance to realize it.
They are all dead...
She blew them up herself!
Realizing this, the despair of being isolated and helpless would be like a snake, entwining the heart inch by inch, slowly driving people crazy.
All persistence was shaken!
All beliefs were destroyed!
She thought it was the right choice, but now it has become a mistake. She thought it was natural, but it was so unforgivable?
So she fell into confusion and began to think about whether her father's decision was right or wrong?
Then she reflected on what kind of existence she was?
Gradually suffering...
Gradually despairing...
Finally falling into hell!
That's why she suddenly fell into the emotions of Chou Nu and couldn't extricate herself when she acted with herself last time. Because she was abandoned by everyone, just like Chou Nu!
Everyone knew that she was the strongest, but no one cared how she became stronger? How did she suffer so much step by step to get to where she is today?
She didn't need others to know her past, nor did she want anyone to mention it in front of her.
So what? If you don't say it, can these pains really pass?
It can't pass!
It's just hidden in the deepest part of my heart, and I don't want to mention it.
Ji Ye understood it all.
He didn't want to say a word, he just wanted to accompany Xiao Bai quietly, the girl he liked.
He held her left hand tightly with his right hand, tightly.
He refused to let go while Xiao Bai was not paying attention!
There is always a gentle smile on his face.
Xiaobai is straightforward, mostly because no one taught her.
It doesn't matter, he can teach, he can wait! He has waited for so many years, are you afraid that he can't wait now?
Besides, isn't it just that the system is not maintained?
He will do the maintenance himself!
In the hacker world, he is second only to BYE, right?
Although he is a little low-key, he doesn't believe that Xiaobai is more difficult to deal with than bye!